today was a good day. i didn't sleep well last night, so i'm tired, but yeah...
janson got here around 10:45 or so. he called me and told me he was in my driveway, and i was like "whoa..." cuz i didn't even see him pull in. he brought me an orange rose. :) i love him. :)
we went down to the bank to see my mom, and then to DQ to see christy. jessi was there, so janson and i got some ice cream and talked to them for a bit. when we got back here, i called kutch (tkach) but no one answered. so we just drove over there. mike's dad told us that him and keefry were at keef's dads house, so we went over there for a bit. i played with a bunch of little tiny dogs. they were so cute. awww! :) then keith and mike went to the bank and janson and i came back here to wait for them. then we went to keith's moms so keith could feed his rat and stuff. lol. then we went to perkins for lunch. keith is such a weirdo. i wish he had an off button sometimes, lol. but its all great. it was still fun. we went over to cd warehouse, and i was a good girl and didn't buy anything. but then we went to best buy and i bought the blast soundtrack cuz i've wanted it for awhile. artistic dermagraphics didn't have any clear eyebrow rings in my gauge. how nice... all well.
my car stalled once again on the way home. but i'm pretty sure its just bad gas. cuz i had a fourth of a tank of gas in my car before we left today, and its almost empty now, and i didn't drive it that much. i don't know if i even have enough to make it back to columbiana, lol. all well.
we dropped off mike, then came back here. i was hoping for like 15 minutes of no one being here, but that didn't happen. tim got here right after we did, and mom got here right after tim. i was in a really crummy mood for the last hour or so that he was here. i think its cuz my head hurts really bad, i'm getting tired, i don't want to go to work tonight, my car is pissing me off, and i didn't want him to leave. i'm such a dork. als;dkjfasdlfkjawer.
i don't want to go to the doctor. cuz no matter what the doctor says, i don't want to hear it. i don't want to be told that i need medicine to be happy. but at the same time, i don't want to be told that there's nothing wrong with me and that its all in my head. cuz that means that i'm just a loser. blech. too much thinking.
i don't want to end this on a bad note, even though thats how i'm feeling right now. i did have a really good day with my boy. :) i think it made me miss him more, but i'll get over it. i'll be back on sunday. except i won't see him till monday probly. if i can get out of b/s (i have a good reason don't flip out). lakdf;jal;wkejrawer. i don't want to go to work. i shouldn't be in such a bad mood. i did a good job with my happy face for my family until they left to go to church, so i'll just have to continue with that happy face until after work. all well. i can do it.
at least i had a good day. :) i love you.