lynne was here for awhile today. that was awesome. we just hung out, drove around a bit, walked all around the campus, and talked. its so...comforting? is that the right word? i don't know...to be able to talk to someone who's known me for most of my life. i don't have to explain anything about myself, because she already knows. it was nice to just talk. i miss lynne. i miss home. i might be going home on sunday night, actually. i'd be going to kent and picking lynne up, then going home and going to derek's going away party (he leaves for the army reserves on the 31st), taking lynne back to kent, and then coming back here. it would be a lot of driving, but i definitely want to see derek again before he leaves!!

i got my pictures back today. emily and i are officially on the wall of pictures on our dorm. yay for us!! :)

so caryn informed me right before lynne left that she's rooming in a suite with tessa next year. i don't have a roommate. i'm stressing over it, but all well. what else is new? i have a few options... i could room by myself (no. i don't want to). i could go in a suite with heather, jessie, kim, rachel, and chrissy (i'd be rooming with chrissy), lolly and i have talked a little bit about rooming if she comes here next year, and i was just talking to RA about it... she thinks that me and her sister would get along pretty well. so if nothing else works out, i'll have that to fall back on. i don't know... the whole idea makes me want to cry, and i don't know why. i guess i just feel a little unwanted right now...


i've been listening to the new blink 182 cd a lot lately. thats weird for me. i really like it though. i also LOVE the song shekina by blindside (on their new cd). its freaking awesome.

i'm gonna go watch a movie now.