i just read lynne's post about today. i definitely agree with the wanting to be with leetonia friends today. i miss lisa so much, and its true that no one here knows how i'm feeling. the only person on this campus that would even know who lisa groner was is jess buchmann, but for one we hardly ever talk, and two, she still wouldn't really know how i'm feeling. i want to be around people who remember her laugh and her face and her smile and her jokes... i never would have made it through that without my friends. its so weird to look back now, because we were all so close through all of that. but now i hardly ever talk to anyone. the only people i really talk to are casey, lynne, and christy, and not very often. we all said that we were going to keep in touch, but i guess we all should have known that we wouldn't. we've all moved on and found new friends and such. but i just really miss them today. its too late now, but i wish we had all worked out to go home today. just hung out, talked, maybe go to her grave, go to pizza hut... i've never missed leetonia as much as i do today.