i just made an appointment with the campus doctor for tomorrow at 10. i'm scared. like shaking scared. i don't know why. its just... i've been getting these headaches for about 2 years now. i just kept ignoring them and taking more and more drugs, trying to make something work. its to the point where i take like 15 or 20 ibuprofen in the course of a day, and it still doesn't always work. maybe its nothing. maybe its just stress, and i just need stronger drugs. but what if its something more? i don't know... i'm just scared. i'm going to call home now and tell my mom, cuz she'd probly want to know that i made the appointment...