i think i'm gonna go to the doctor soon. i've been putting it off for about 2 years now, but its to the point where i pretty much always have a headache. there are days when i take like 15 ibuprofen. that can't be healthy. i feel so crummy today. i'm exhausted, even tho i slept most of the day. my hands are shaking---no more caffiene for me. between all the pop that i drink and the excedrin migraine that i've been taking (that does absolutely NO GOOD for me anyway), i have waaaay too much caffiene in the course of a day. point in case--my hands are shaky right now. and i feel like crap. blech. so i'm gonna try to cut down on my caffiene intake. and its gonna suck, but i think i need to stop taking drugs again for awhile. i take them too much, and they don't do any good anyway. i don't know... i just feel SUPER CRUMMY today...

ohohoh!! but there is some happiness in this bleak day..... i can talk about it now, cuz by now kelli's already seen him. david lantz is up!!! woooooohoooooo!!! they're gonna stop in and see me at work for a bit tonight, which is awesome. i miss that kid. he's so much fun!! its so weird to think of him being at malone, for some reason. its like i said earlier--its mixing 2 parts of my life, college and camp!! haha

ok i'm done with this post. i'm gonna go lay down i think...