current favorite song...

Pitiful by Blindside
As I recall when my stomach turned
And I was hiding away from myself
Away from You
Like nothing though something was terribly wrong
And I admit that I was only waiting for the right time, night time
The right moment for You to look away
Though You never did I pretended for a while
So I could walk where I don't belong

I remember every word You said
Come back in time come back
And I remember I would soon be dead
Pitiful so pitiful

But I know as they hammered those nails
Into Your beautiful hands
Your eyes they tried to search for mine
But I look away
Now Your eyes are the only thing that can save me
I'm still afraid of them piercing
You're breaking into my prison
Just pretended for a while
My soul is dying, I won't look away

I remember every word You said
Come back in time come back
And I remember I would soon be dead
Pitiful so pitiful