i know that sometimes (most of the time) i'm a jerk. i say things i shouldn't, or don't say things that i should. but please don't think that i don't care, because i do. just know that i need you. even if i say or act like i don't, i do. i need you to be here for me through all the crap thats going on right now. i know that i push you away, just please don't give up on me. i love you.