wow. so just 8 days ago, caryn was like "come to steak n shake with me and janson". and i was like "hmmm i don't know him very well. i don't know..." but i went anyway. and now, just 8 days later... wow. the thing is, i don't feel like we're rushing. i feel like i can tell him anything, and i pretty much have. i've been so freaking honest with him. its crazy. but i like him a lot. and i trust him. usually after i watch a freaky movie, i get all weirded out and look over my shoulder like a little kid. but not this time. :) and we talked for awhile. it was awesome. wow. i really like him. :)

ok so caryn just woke up and told me to go to bed, and i was like "i'm writing my english paper." and then she reminded me that english is on MWF... ohmygoodness i'm such a retard. i could have been in bed like an hour ago. well at least my paper is done.. haha.