hmmm... ok so back to my post from last night..

i'm gonna touch on church on sunday real quick.....
so i sat in a really moving service. and i wasn't moved at all. people around me were crying, and i felt like my heart was made of stone. there's line from a bleach song that kills me when i hear it....
how did I get here?
Save me from this.
but i can't be "saved". i don't know. its messed up. no one cares anyway.

ok. so monday. did anything happen on monday? oh yeah!! lynne and i hung out with tkach (aka mike) and danny. it was hilarious. we made up a song, haha. then we played mario party. i'm so bad at it, but it was lots of fun. then we took danny home, and then lynne, mike, and i played mario kart double dash (which i also suck at). i had to work at 7, and i closed with jason. he's fun. i like closing with him. i close with him again tomorrow night. :)
tonight i went to lorraine's calling hours. thats really sad. really really sad. sara neunschuan.. or not. i can't spell that. nurse sara from camp was there. lorraine was her grandma. i don't think i knew that. but yeah. i just looked at her, and remembered when jeremiah and i went and surprised her at the nursing home in our prom stuff.... i'm gonna miss her a lot...
kurt and i went for coffee at starbucks tonight. that was nice. he's fun. and he's really grown-up. i realized that tonight.

now i'm just sitting here. sarah's going to bed and roomie got offline. but here are some more highlights from me and roomie's conversation... :)

carynpatriciaf: its the Barney Mobile, Karn Mobile, and my baaa bay
carynpatriciaf: haha
carynpatriciaf: yes my tracey the genious!
relientkbandgeek: the barney mobile?
relientkbandgeek: lol
carynpatriciaf: its purple
carynpatriciaf: haha
carynpatriciaf: barney purple
relientkbandgeek: ohhhh
carynpatriciaf: haha..yup
relientkbandgeek: well... then... i uhhh... i have the ummm... blood mobile!
relientkbandgeek: lol
carynpatriciaf: its all that and a bag of chips
carynpatriciaf: nice, nice.
carynpatriciaf: cant forget that bag of chips
relientkbandgeek: i don't like the blood mobile
relientkbandgeek: what else is red?
carynpatriciaf: thats what sets it above all the others
carynpatriciaf: haha
carynpatriciaf: um ketchup?!!?
carynpatriciaf: hey the HEINZ MOBILE??!!?!
relientkbandgeek: i like it!!!!
relientkbandgeek: the heinz mobile!!!!!
relientkbandgeek: so between the two of us, we drive the heinz mobile and the barney mobile
relientkbandgeek: niiice
relientkbandgeek: we're two classy girls
carynpatriciaf: haha..sweetness

carynpatriciaf: ur all that and a bag of chips now
carynpatriciaf: haha
relientkbandgeek: yay i'm all that and a bag of chips!!! wait
relientkbandgeek: what flavor?
carynpatriciaf: es
carynpatriciaf: hmmmmmm?
carynpatriciaf: i dunno
carynpatriciaf: sour cream and onion maybe?
relientkbandgeek: hmmm... what about salt and vinegar?
relientkbandgeek: no
relientkbandgeek: i like dill pickle chips!!
relientkbandgeek: they're good
relientkbandgeek: i want to be those
carynpatriciaf: hmmm
carynpatriciaf: dill pickle?!?!? wow ur crazy
relientkbandgeek: no for real!! they're good!

relientkbandgeek: hey how short did you get your hair cut? are you a complete hottie now?
carynpatriciaf: always was silly
carynpatriciaf: just a trim
carynpatriciaf: you cant even tell
carynpatriciaf: it just looks nicer on the ends
relientkbandgeek: i think i need a trim
carynpatriciaf: ill do it
carynpatriciaf: :-D
carynpatriciaf: hehehe
relientkbandgeek: hmmm... trust you... with scissors.. near my head....

and thats all for now folks