i had a nervous breakdown last night. i don't know exactly what happened. but i was all hand shaky, heart pounding, wanting to scream and bawl... it really freaked me out. i couldn't figure out why it was happening, or what i needed to do to make it stop. i could barely even type on IM. it was scary. so janson ended up coming to get me, cuz he's awesome. :) i don't know what i woulda done without him. i just sat in his car and flipped out, and he was awesome about it. i didn't even know what to do, but he calmed me down, and everything's ok now.
ok i need to get dressed and get to class now. unless i decide not to go, which i'm considering...