be careful what you wish for!!
so i got my distraction. it lasted for a good hour, and it was craziness.
so RA IMed me this link, and i clicked on it. then she put up an away message saying not to click on the link cuz it somehow got sent to everyone on her buddy list. but that was after i clicked on it, of course. so next thing i know, everyone is IMing me and asking me what it is. so i typed up a little "don't click on this" speech and IMed it to every single person on my buddy list. struck up a short conversation with ryan schultz, after like 2 years!! haha. he remembers me. that was back in the day... but yeah. you know those people that you have on your buddy list that you wouldn't want them to find out that you have their screen names? i have a few of those... lol. always good. guess they'll find out now....

that was a good distraction. i didn't think about anything for like an hour. so many people were talking to me, it was crazy. but now i'm at work until 7:30, which sucks big time. i'm so freaking tired, i'm running on about 2 and a half hours of sleep. i feel like puking. its cold and i hate being cold. and yet i have to sit in this lab by myself (and i'm like a freaking kid now, i don't like being by myself. it gives me too much time to think. i need to have people around me!!) until 7:30.... ok enough randomness that no one cares about...