Tuesday, January 21, 2003
wow... today was just an ok day, until about a quarter to 8. the phone rings, and i heard tim coming up the stairs and he hands it t o me and says something dumb like "its a boy so its your new boyfriend". i was confused... so at first i thought it was brian hershberger, cuz it sounded like his voice. then i figured out that i was talking to david!! david called me!! it took me a sec to process the fact that i was on the phone with david lantz. we had a really good conversation. we didn't talk about anything in particular, just fun things. then at the end i was like "hey is everything ok w/us?" and he said yeah. i apologized for being a jerk and he tried to say that i hadn't been one, but i know that i was. but i couldn't bring myself to talk about anything...whats the right word? serious i guess. like i started to say yesterday. i don't want to say the wrong thing or something. i mean he's a cool guy and probly wouldn't think anything of it if i did, but i dunno. i just feel like i can't talk to him about my problems now cuz he doesn't need them, you know? i dunno... i'm just glad that things are ok, and that he's doing better!! ok back to studying for mid-terms... yuck
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