awww i just watched the majestic. it made up for pay it forward having a sad ending. it was a really good movie!!! i think i'm gonna ask for it for christmas....
i got another email from ali today. i mentioned something to her about how writing that letter to david was hard, and she said this...
"What did you write to David that was so hard for you? Whatever it was made him really happy... you know you don't have to tell me if you don't want. I just wondered." wow. how do i explain that?? hmm... this is gonna take some thinking. i know that part of it was mostly likely my pride. wow. that takes honesty. but it was a really big thing, (for me, anyway) to write a letter to someone, saying "hey, crap happened between us. i ruined stuff. i'm sorry. i love you, i'm here for you if you need it." but, i'm so glad that i had the chance!!!!!!! i don't even want to think about what i would be feeling right now if i hadn't gotten my second chance. wow... ok thats too deep thinking for me right now. i need to sleep more before i can think about stuff like that.
sleep. i miss sleep. but every time i go to my room to sleep, i end up reading (two towers, of course, because i have to beat farrah! ha-she's a whole book behind!! :-D), or writing letters, or in my journal, or.... wow. then the next thing i know i look at my clock and its like a quarter to one, so i crawl in bed (or, actually, i crawl up the ladder into my bed, and pray that i don't fall out.... lol). sometimes i get caught up in listening to the phil hendrie show on 570 AM... wow... that show is weird. its so messed up that i can't even explain it... wow. its a guy who is the host of a talk show-but this is the weird thing. his "call-in guests" are just him, he does all the voices himself!! so he argues with these "characters" about the stupidest things that you can think of, and then ppl call in and yell at his "guests". i just don't get it. and the topics are so weird!!!
anyway. thats enough rambling. i'm getting off now.... :)