CD of the week: earthsuit-kaleidoscope superior


68 days till i see heidi. thats exciting.

i got a link for some awesome pictures of earthsuit

i had a REALLY weird dream a few nights ago. one of those dreams where you wake up and just lay there for awhile, trying to figure it out. i dreamt that i was sitting talking to lynne somewhere, i dunno where we were. i started talking about david, and i started crying really hard. then david came over and asked lynne to leave and he sat down in front of me where she'd been sitting, and said we needed to talk. i tried to stop crying, and stood up and said i was fine and didn't want to talk, and then i ran away. i went to this really weird mall place, and i remember thinking "i have to go somewhere where david can't find me, cuz he'll follow me" and then i woke up. it was just really weird, esp cuz i did that a lot to him this summer. he'd sit down and try to talk to me, and i'd act like i hadn't been crying and say i had to go take care of a camper or something. it was just really weird. its really been bothering me, too. i dunno why. i think that i'm afraid to talk to him now. i think i'm just screwed up... all well i'm out...