so. why do movies have to have sad endings?? there are so many movies that i've watched that i loved, until the end. like, for example, i just watched pay it forward for the first time. i thought it was a great movie. until the end. i felt the same way about sweet november. i liked it a lot, but i wish that i had turned it off 5 minutes before it ended and made up my own ending. lets see.... other sad movie endings. message in a bottle. i can't think of any more right now. but maybe thats because i had to go to school today. and i'm too tired to function. wow. it was nice. really. the only thing good all day long? watching part of shrek in 5th period study hall... lol. wow. i don't know if i could make it thru the day w/out that nice hour and 10 minute long study hall where we watch movies every day.

i changed the pictures in my locker today. how exciting. i decided that i was tired of looking at the same ones that i'd been looking at since the beginning of the school year. anyway.... moving on....

here's the scenario: solo and ensemble is on feb. 1. thats really close. so today mr rodik gives our trio the music. its class B. last year we took a C. and we had more time to prepare. but, it gets worse. rodik gave me the 1st clarinet part, casey 2nd, and leah 3rd. i've never played first on anything like this in my life!! i always play 2nd!! and half the song is in 6/8 time!! 6/8 time is like the devil to me!! oh wait wait one more thing: my clarinet is still broken. its been broken for almost a month. and he hasn't gotten it fixed yet!! i coulda taken it somewhere myself and gotten it done forever ago!!!! grrrrrr!!!!!!!

ok ok i'm done now.. wow this is a really weird rant.... =P