iwannacLuz (11:44:35 PM): happy new years if i don't talk to ya bfeore. have fun @ the hip hoppin menno party!! ;-)

i miss sarah eades. :)

SPEAKING OF PEOPLE NAMED SARAH......
sarah bernier is here. well i'm sure you already know that, i've talked about it enough lately... lol. we're going to see RotK tomorrow. she hasn't seen it yet. i'm excited to see it again. and then tkach said something about seeing it with him and ash, and i'm up for that!! anyway. sarah tim and i played LotR monopoly earlier. how about they kicked my butt, royally.... haha. i'm done posting for now...

took a nappy, now i'm getting ready to go!! that nap made me really cold tho, brrrrr!!!!!! but in less than an hour (3:08 AM) sarah's train comes in!! and i'm leaving here sooooon!!!! :)

lalala i'm getting tired. good thing rusty is coming, cuz he doesn't seem to need sleep. or so he thinks, anyway. i think i'll drive over there, and then let rusty drive home while me and sarah sleep. well at least i'll probly sleep. i'm tired. i was going to take a nap today, and then i didn't. i wish there was some form of alarm clock down here, but there's not, so i can't take a nap. i'm afraid i won't wake up and rusty will forget or something. i'm leaving here in like an hour and 10 minutes or so... i'm going to see if there's an alarm with noise on this computer, for if so i am going to take a 20 minute power nap (awww that makes me miss brittany!!!! i miss you brittany!! when is our barbie party????). ok. i'm getting off now. and then SOOOOOOOON i am going to pick up sarah burnyay. woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss ali and kelli and sara and ox. break has been very loooooooong. when is my visit to 'rock leetonia' coming???? get on the ball people!!!! lol. kelli my kelli how long are you going to be in the warm place (AZ? or somewhere else?) just wondering.
I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!! just thought i'd let you know that... haha

today elizabeth is 18! i called her. except i forgot that it was her birthday, i just called her cuz i haven't talked to her since i was in west liberty. i'm going again. most likely january 23-25. YAY!!!!!!! thats really exciting. i miss her a lot.

you know what ellllllllllllse is exciting? lalalala.... less than 11 hours till i pick up sarah bernier at the amtrak station in alliance!!! WEEEEEE!!!!!!

my room is ALMOST clean enough for her to be in... haha. almost. i'm getting there. i have an email that i wanna write, and then i think i'm going to go load uru onto my computer cuz i haven't had time yet, and i reeeeally want to play it.

stole this from MY ali who stole it from petes kelli (we're just a theify bunch aren't we? haha)
last cigarette: never
last car ride: driving myself? coming home from work about an hour ago. with someone else driving? to/from columbus for christmas
last good cry: last real real good cry? probly not since MY ali and i were visiting michelle at school
last library book checked out: the neverending story. oh its so good!! read read read!!!
Last movie seen: bruce almighty cuz i got it for christmas :)
last book read: the neverending story
last cuss word uttered: at work tonight. if it counts. we always say "way to go a-hole!!" i guess its a quote from some movie? i dunno.
last beverage drank: water at work
last food consumed: keir and i shared a bag of mcdonalds cookies (aka the taste of animal crackers but with mcdonalds characters on them)
last crush: last girly crush?? jeremiah. lol
last phone call: MY ali because i needed some good happiness and laughter after a kinda odd and disappointing phone call with someone else. I MISS MY ALI!!!!!
last tv show watched: ummm.... ummmm.... i'm thinking here... i think... umm... i really can't remember. i haven't had time to sit down and watch tv barely at all lately
last time showered: when i got home from work an hour ago
last shoes worn: work shoes
last cd played: ultimate manilow in my car on the way home from work :)
last item bought: i went to wal-mart earlier today. i bought new work pants, D batteries for tim, and the !Hero soundtrack for myself. good stuff!!!
last downloaded: i don't remember, something before i left school
last annoyance: when i realized tonight how much i repeat myself. and some of the people at work tonight
last disappointment: a phone conversation earlier today
last soda drank: ALI I REALLY DO WANT SOME PEPSI!!! all we have is coke products at work.... i think the last one that i drank was sprite mixed with strawberry fruitopia and orange Hi-C
last thing written: a note to my mom under the one she left me with the details of sarah's VERY SOON visit
last word spoken: keir. i said "bye keir" before i got in my car and left work
last sleep: last night
last im: leah falzetta and kurt blackburn
last weird encounter: i can't really think of any right now
last ice cream eaten: vanilla methinks?
last time wanting to die: don't remember
last time in love: umm lemme check never
last time scolded: at work probly, lol
last chair sat in: computer chair. does the toilet count?
last lipstick: ummmmm...... prom. yup, that was it. prom. i hate lipstick.
last underwear worn: last mon...i mean right now!
last time dancing: prom. lol
last show attended: Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat at Carousel Dinner Theater in Akron! WOOOOHOOO it was good stuff
last webpage visited: www.whereismygnome.com (its in lynne's away message)

so i forgot to tell everyone about my dilemma when i posted last night. its rather humorous, when you think about it.... so tim got the lotr monopoly for christmas. we played it, it was fun. the idea of boardwalk being mount doom amuses me greatly... haha. anyway. so in this game came a replica of the one ring. it looked a little small, but was like "hmmm it would be fun to wear that for a second". so i put it on. and its still on. it won't come off. i've tried ice, ice and soap, ice and lotion, vaseline, soap, yanking, twisting... its stuck. my finger is swollen and red now from trying to get it off. so this is how it goes: i have to lose weight before i can get it off. like 20 pounds. i mean i needed to anyway, and i guess this is kinda motivation, lol... its just funny. i have no (EDITTED for people who haven't read the book or seen the movie, but if you have you get it), and i don't feel like having someone chop my finger off like they did to sauron... *sigh* lol. ok now more listening to the soundtrack from !Hero :) and cleaning my room and calling MY HEIDI!!!!! :) :)

yayayay!!!! i'm talking to tessa, my neighbor across the hall at school. she's engaged!!! :) :) :) RINGDOWN when we get back to school!! :) congratulations!!!!!!!!

well... its been a rush-ful few days. and tomorrow will be more of the same. but all well. christmas was good. :) i liked having it at craig and linda's instead of our house. and i liked not getting shot by the sniper. :)
tomorrow i am going to wal-mart. i need some stuff. like work pants, since mine have a big hole in them now. yippee.... then i'm going to clean my room. and what do i do when i clean my room??? call heidi, of course!! what else??? :) she called tonight while i was at work. i'm sad that i haven't had more time to talk to her. or any at all. i haven't called her at all and she's been home for like a week. but i got much phone card time for christmas, so i can talk to her lots tomorrow and lots more until she leaves again. (sadness lets not think about that!!)
SARAH COMES ON MONDAY!!! WOOHOO!!! but really it will seem more like sunday night. well i haven't decided if i'm going to go to bed early and then go pick her up, or just stay up. at any rate, i need to talk to her and make sure, but last i heard her train comes in at 3 AM in the 29th. SARAH IF YOU READ THIS: either call me (330-427-1233) or email me your phone number and i'll call you!
ok now off to la la land for tracey!! :)

RODGORT13 (11:42:35 PM): im going to leave before you and im going to win good night Verna be safe dont get shotted by a crazy sniper
RODGORT13 (11:42:40 PM): merry Christmas
RODGORT13 signed off at 11:42:43 PM.

those darn people that can type fast.... uncle jared... haha

ok TO BED!!! i have to pack some clothes cuz i haven't yet!

i just found this in my friend/former camper mia's profile. and it makes me laugh a lot. i can relate to it nicely... :)

nobody will wait for me...therefore i am going to be a hopeless nun in a bell tower all alone with the stupid insane bell ringer. meaning...i will never marry :-( ~mia

RODGORT13 (11:11:27 PM): i just found out a week ago that reindeer are real animals
relientkbandgeek (11:11:39 PM): you're joking right?
RODGORT13 (11:11:45 PM): no

sometimes i wonder about people... :) uncle jared makes me laugh :)

today was an odd christmas eve. usually on christmas eve we clean house and do everything else we haven't gotten done yet. last night i didn't go to bed till like 3, so i didn't even get up today until 10:30. then i made some buckeyes while mom was at work. dad got home around 12:30, and mom got home around 1:30, so we ate lunch a little bit after that. then we opened presents. that was odd. it was like 2:15 and we were opening presents... we've never opened anything before christmas day before. but it was nice. rusty bought me Mr. Bean!! how about i've watched like 6 episodes already (starting with the christmas one, of course, cuz its freaking hilarious!!). how can someone who hardly ever talks make us laugh so much? rowan atkinson is my hero...
i did the dishes, then rusty tim and i watched half of X2. then we went to church, for the strangest christmas eve service ever... first of all, we took communion. hmmm.... strange. second of all, no one read the christmas story!! how wrong is that? so to remedy that, let's refresh our memory... read.. :)

"Now there were in the same country shepherds living out in the fields, keeping watch over their flock by night. And behold, an angel of the Lord stood before them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were greatly afraid. Then the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid, for behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy which will be to all people. For there is born to you this day in the city of David a Savior, who is Christ the Lord. And this will be the sign to you: You will find a Babe wrapped in swaddling cloths, lying in a manger."
And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God and saying:

"Glory to God in the highest,
And on earth peace, goodwill toward men!" "

mmm... that makes it better. :) now i'm off to bed. we're leaving here at 6:30 to go to my aunt and uncle's house in dublin. nothing like a nice 3 and a half hour ride to make us want to kill each other on christmas morning... i mean bring the family closer together. :)

iwantmoulinrouge!! :)

merry christmas everyone!! i hope you all have a wonderful family/fun-filled day with lots of presents and good food.
and don't forget the entire reason for christmas!!! :)

i just spent like 20 minutes reading some random person's xanga. anyway... lol
work tonight was alright. i worked with taylor, which was awesome. i've missed that girl since she's been doing her whole Army thing.
oh scorn!! wal-mart had no moulin rouge soundtrack. :( so i bought myself the soundtrack to what a girl wants instead. :)
tim and i just watched nicholas nickleby. good movie!! we didn't start it till almost 11, and we didn't finish it till almost 1. pretty late for him. haha. but it was good.
no worky tomorrow!! yayayay!! i'm gonna make some buckeyes, help mom with some cooking stuff, we're gonna do our family christmas tomorrow, and i'm actually going back to LMC for the first time since like june. i'm going to the christmas eve service there.
i have to pee, and then i'm gonna go. i'm almost done with the never-ending story. for a kids book, its freaking good!! i love books. ha. i'm such a geek :)

tim and i just watched moulin rouge. neither of us had seen it before. how about that was one of the most awesome movies i have ever seen?? wow. the music in it is phenomenal. i'm off to wal-mart now to buy the soundtrack... :) oh oh oh! and i only work 4-8 tonight. woohoo!! :) no close for tracey!!
ok to wal-mart...

what a day what a day!

yesterday me and lynne went shopping. it was good. i've missed hanging out with her. and i got my x-mas shopping done, so thats a plus!! :)

today i went to church. jordan sat with me for most of the service (the daughter of the people that jeremiah lives with. she's in 1st grade and the most awesome kid in the entire world). she was so fun. and she did an awesome job on her solo in the christmas cantata. :) :) that girl is great. she makes me smile a lot.
then i got home and finished up the dinner (like put various things in the oven). the rest of the family got home late from church. i finally got to see rusty, cuz i hadn't yet. mom invited lyle, suzanne, and the boys for lunch. woo buddy... its been awhile since i've dealt with those kids.. haha. well zach's ok, but he's in 7th or 8th grade. patrick and benny on the other hand... well mostly patrick. i'm just not used to having kids in the house. i had a bit of a headache after they left. tim and i played so many different board games with them... lol.
then we all went to vicki wining's dad's calling hours. i hate calling hours. it was the first one i'd been to since lisa. blech blech blech. it was cool to see jim tho. it'd been forever since i had. he's got a bit more muscle, and a bit stronger of a hug! haha.
then mom and i went to olive garden for jenny's surprise 20th b-day party with some ladies from LMC (deb, vickie, dawn, pam, mary, shannon, and joanne). that was nice. except we were there for freaking 3 hours. and all they gave us was free desserts... long story. ask and i'll tell. but we made the best of it and had a fun time. :)
ok its off to sleepy land for tracey. i have to get a filling tomorrow :(

so my mom is gonna kill me. like say your goodbyes now. i really thought i'd studied enough. ironically, the two that i studied the most for are the two that i did the worst on. (if you're really stupid and don't know, i'm talking about finals). so i might not be back at malone next semester... i think there's a semester of leeway, but still... i have a feeling my mom's gonna look at my grades and that'll be that. i'll be at mcdonalds full time... well actually i'll get a new job, a better one. this really sucks. really bad. my mom's gonna kill me and i might not get to go back...

sburnyay (3:24:53 PM): oh my goodness
sburnyay (3:24:55 PM): eewww
sburnyay (3:25:01 PM): the stupidest song just came on
relientkbandgeek (3:25:06 PM): what song?
sburnyay (3:25:13 PM): where are you christmas, why can't i find you, why have you gone away
sburnyay (3:25:22 PM): where is the laughter, blah, blah
sburnyay (3:25:27 PM): it's really cheezy
relientkbandgeek (3:25:55 PM): oh g's... sounds liek it
relientkbandgeek (3:25:57 PM): lol
relientkbandgeek (3:26:00 PM): *like
sburnyay (3:26:11 PM): where are you christmas, do you remember, the one you used to love....
sburnyay (3:26:16 PM): is that why you left???
sburnyay (3:26:48 PM): christmas is here, if you ca re
relientkbandgeek (3:26:50 PM): thats hilarious
sburnyay (3:26:59 PM): if there is love in your heart and mind, you will feel christmas all the time
sburnyay (3:27:07 PM): i feel you christmas, i know i found you
sburnyay (3:27:16 PM): you never went away or something
sburnyay (3:27:25 PM): the joy of christmas, stays here inside of us
sburnyay (3:27:33 PM): in each and every heeeeeeeeeararrrrrrrrtt
relientkbandgeek (3:27:44 PM): and all that is about to be entered into my weblog....
relientkbandgeek (3:27:45 PM): haha
relientkbandgeek (3:27:50 PM): thats freaking hilarious

so lets see... i'm behind.
tuesday. i went to the dentist, found out i have a cavity, scheduled another appt, then left for massilonia. i got there a bit early, around like 1:20 or 1:30 or something. i hung out with ali watching fellowship. we went over to donny's later, i dunno what time. there we finished fellowship, called steve to get his butt over with the extended two towers, watched like half of old school (all the "funny parts" cuz i'd never seen it before). it was hilarious. sara came while we were watching that. then we started two towers. mmmmmm. i only got to see like half of it cuz we didn't have time, but some of the extended scenes are just beautiful. and watching it with ali, donny, and steve is a 'trip'. sara and i just sat there and watched them. it was so funny. ox came around 9:30 or 9:45, and we left soon after that for the theater. we stopped on the way to get food and cappuccino. so the seats we sat in weren't that bad. we were in the back row of the bottom part, right in the center. a little much for the battle scenes, my eyes got a little dizzy, lol, but good stuff. we screwed around and such before, then watched it. wow. wowowow. i can't say much cuz i don't wanna give anything away for you poor unfortunate souls who haven't seen it yet. but like i said the other day: my heart stopped and i didn't breathe. for like a good 30 seconds. peter jackson is a genius and i want to kill him.... lol." ali and i talked for awhile after we got back to her house, cuz wow... the movie.... i'm glad i sat by her. we were such LotR geeks. we were freaking holding hands for parts of the movie. i love ali. :) she had to get up early cuz of a drywalling guy, and i finally woke up around 10:30 or so. we hung out, made pizzas, watched 'where the heart is' (ali kept telling me to shut up. but hey. it was a chick flick, and i yell at the people in chick flicks! lol). we got online for awhile again, then i left.
wednesday night i went to tim's christmas concert. it was alright. i talked to jess votaw for awhile, and that was cool. we have the same feelings regarding leetonia. we were both 'hiding' behind our moms so no one would talk to us, lol. we'll probly hang out some time during break cuz i keep hearing rumors of laser tag. lol.
last night was...just beautiful. lol. it was awesome, ohmygoodness. mom, dad, tim, and i drove over to akron to see 'joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat' at the carousel dinner theater. it was so good!!! wow!! so each brother had a different color, and was wearing overalls and chucks to match that color. it was great. like orange, yellow, green, lime green, pink, purple, blue, etc. and the show itself was so good!!!! wow!!! they're doing miss saigon soon, and cats next fall. who wants to go see cats with me next fall in akron? come on friends! lets go!! lol
ok i'm getting off now. i need to get dressed. i work 4-close tonight. yippee.... or not. lol. but i close with nome and lynne, so thats awesome. i miss lynne. and nome is a lot of fun. :)

ok so happy post time... at least until i get too tired. i'm up too late considering the amount of sleep i got yesterday...
you know what? i don't have the energy to type right now. i'll do it tomorrow.

a completely non-LotR related post for now...
i just opened a christmas card from a family back in van wert (one of the places i used to live). that's not unusual, we get one from the pearsons every year, and mom and ramona talk on the phone and write emails and stuff. they had a son, jason, that's rusty's age, a son, kelly, that was a year older than me, and a son, cody, who was a year younger than me. when we lived there, we all used to play. mom would drop us off at ramona's or vice versa (yeah i've pretty much always had more friends that were guys than girls). kelly and i were best buds. we were as tight as 2 little kids can be. i mean we were gonna get married! we had it all planned out. we knew where we were going to live, how many kids we were going to have, everything. then i moved away. we wrote a few letters to each other--i probly still have his somewhere cuz i'm a packrat like that--then we stopped writing. i almost forgot about him. then in jr. high, we went back to van wert cuz my mom's friend vickie was getting married. we did a lot of visiting that weekend, and one of the places that we went was the pearsons. it was a lot of fun to hang out with kelly and cody again, but they were so different from what they used to be. they were both into drinking and drugs (i think i was in 8th grade at the time, so kelly was a freshman and cody was in 7th). but nonetheless, it was awesome to just see them again. we didn't really keep in touch after that, either. i'm really bad at keeping in touch. so anyway. i opened the christmas card a bit ago. and it was so strange, and so very wrong, to see "Merry Christmas! Scott, Ramona, Jason, and Cody". i just sat down on the floor and cried. it's not right. he was too young. and there wasn't anything i could do. i didn't go to the funeral or anything, mostly cuz it was 5 hours away. he was so lucky a year or so ago: he was in a car accident--the car he was in was hit by a train. that was bad enough. he lived, but he suffered some major brain damage. ramona said that he was real quiet and calm and just kinda withdrawn after that. and then they found him dead awhile later (like last spring or summer?). drug overdose. it breaks my heart to think that my childhood best friend, my 'future husband', the kid that i spent countless hours playing 'duck hunt' with on their nintendo, the kid that i used to help plot against cody with, the kid who used to hide out in the huge garage/barn behind their house and attack me when i walked past... that kid is gone, forever. i lost touch with him, and now i'll never have the chance to get back in touch with him. what's done is done. i'll stop being morbid now. i just needed to get that outta my system.
i promise the next post will be a happy "tracey had an awesome day/night/morning today and yesterday" post. now its off to eat dinner, and then go to tim's band christmas concert.

so my heart stopped and i didn't breathe. for like a good 30 seconds last night. peter jackson is a genius and i want to kill him.... wow tho. wow. that movie.... it definitely wouldn't have been the same if i hadn't seen it with MY ali... i'll type more when i get home later, for now ali my ali and i are gonna go make some PIZZA!!!!!

if anyone who reads this saw the movie, email (relientk_bandgeek@hotmail.com) or IM me (relientkbandgeek) or call me tonight (330-427-1233). wow. wowowowow. i'm gonna reread the book and then go see it again....

23 hours and 29 minutes!!!!!! :) :) :)
(if you don't know what till, then don't even talk to me.... we're not really friends, you just think we are. if you knew me, then you'd know what i was doing then. no offense. haha) :) :)

coooooooooooomments people. c'mon. why does no one love me these days???? lol

i just wrote a reaaaaaaaally long post and then clicked the wrong button and its gone... scorn on that

so the new york thing.... yesterday i ran around doing stuff--picked up tim from school, gave nathan grace a ride home, went to the horvaths to pay for cheese that mom bought, then went to the library to get some movies. paula raneri was like "hey do you want to go to new york city?" then explained that someone had backed out on a ticket--her and some other people, i don't know who, left at 10:30 last night to ride on a bus overnight to NYC. they'll be back here at 8 tomorrow morning. it was so tempting!!!! the only thing that stopped me was that it cost $65. which really isn't that bad. but i just can't afford it. i didn't really even plan on buying anything, just being in NYC during christmas time woulda been awesome... i almost said yes. i went over to the bank and talked to mom about it. she said it was up to me. but in the end, obviously, i said no. sadness... lol
now i'm off to get some stuff together, then spend the night at jenny's! yay for jenny, i haven't spent the night at her house since....ummm....well....maybe since before she left for albania? or after she came back? i don't remember. anyway, i'm off... :)

i could be in new york city right now.....
but i'll explain that later. for now, i'm off to help finish hanging up the christmas lights outside (BRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!), and i'm doing the family laundry inside (i love it. i come and momma puts me to work right away. lol). and i still have the end of mystery men to watch with my awesome possum little brother, and the other half or pride and prejudice to watch with...well... myself. lol. and jenny's gonna call later. and then tomorrow me and casey are hanging out. yeah friends!! :) aww saying that makes me think of heather, lol. JANUARY 11, HEATHER AND JESSIE'S ROOM!! :) :) they owe me a viewing of pirates of the caribbean, mateys!! haha ok for real i'm done now...

So this is mainly for MY ali and reno, but i thought i’d put it on here for all to read….

From the Dec. 1, 2003 NEWSWEEK in the ‘Spoilers’ section on page 60:
”Saruman: [Peter] Jackson filmed a scene for “The Two Towers” in which Wormtongue kills the traitorous wizard, then bumped it to “Return of the King”—and then cut it because it felt like old business, which slowed the movie. A shame. Again, that’s what DVDs are for.
The Scouring of the Shire: One of the final sequences of the book, where the hobbits come home, find their hometown’s gone to pot, kick some butts and restore order. Jackson never liked this section of the book, and never even shot it, so don’t look for it on the DVD.”

i guess that answers our questions... hmmmm.... if that man wasn't a genius, i might want to kill him for leaving all that out... *sniff* all well.... at least i get to see it in...(drum roll please)....... 4 DAYS!!!!!!! :-D :-D WOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!

lalalalala i'm bored!! everyone is gone... :( :( but i'm waiting for my mommy and little brother...

speaking of that, just read this. its hilarious.

relientkbandgeek: i'm so bored.. i'm tempted to start writing songs about "where are you mommy" to sing to her when she gets here
relientkbandgeek: lol
Then Janson said: lol
Then Janson said: that would be funny
Then Janson said: it could be the first single from your band
relientkbandgeek: and here come's _____(insert name of band) with there hit single "where are you mommy?!"
relientkbandgeek: lol
Then Janson said: HAHAHA

thats my amusement for the day... lol

oh oh oh!! and this from farrah, good stuff!!!

gee it must be nice to be one of those people that are done for the semester... but no. not tracey. tracey, after getting up before it was even light outside, had to take a stupid english final that was an essay that was only supposed to be less than half a page long and only took 20 minutes. and i still have old testament at 1... BLAH!!! i haven't even started packing yet. but ali my ali my ali my ali should be on her way, and then we're calling kelli, and they're gonna help me study and pack and such. i'm gonna miss those two a lot a lot a lot a lot!!!! i've spent a lot of time with them this semester.
i'm full. mrs. baker brought donuts to our final. yay!!! and then i went to breakfast with mike land. he's fun. he invited me to his house over break, lol. but if i get to go down there i'll most likely just stay with michelle. anyway. it was cool. i'm gonna go now. caryn is still asleep, and i really need to start packing. all well, i'll study while i wait for her to get up and for ali my ali my ali my ali to get here :)

and offfffff to bed we go. after 2. with a 7:30 exam. ouch!! lol

i have never in my life seen cara caudill look more girly in my life. just the look on her face..... kodak moment, without a camera... sadness... i want to take a picture of her... hehe

ali my ali my ali has funness in her xanga. and now its in my blog. weeeeeee

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no wonder i couldn't fall asleep last night.... waaaaay too much caffiene in my system. my hands are a little shaky today. but i've had a pepsi and a caffienated 7up and some mints. and sugar. and no real food cuz the only time i've left the room is to take my communications and psych exams.

chelsie took my sims cd while i was taking my psych final. that makes me laugh. i love my floor. caryn said she isn't gonna give it to me until tomorrow, but i'm gonna get it back tonight, cuz i have all tonight and tomorrow morning to study for old testament. it just makes me laugh a lot. :)

i still want a digital camera.

no one ever comments in here any more. its sad. lol

comments? anything? anyone? stories? poems? jokes? limericks? just randomness? :)

i need to stop playing the sims
and study more.... lol

rararararrrrrrr
interesting day. personal wellness was easy, 95% sure i got an A. then breakfast with chelsie, then i went back to bed for 2 more hours. i got up, and did a real good job with studying. alllll freaking day long. blech. i played the sims for a bit, cuz its fun, but mostly i studied. and listened to my cd from rachel. the ultimate christmas cd. its awesome :)
now more studying, cuz i just found out that communications is gonna be harder than i thought it was

on my way to personal wellness. shouldn't be hard. shouldn't. *crosses fingers*

why does my blog hate me so?

anyway. i just got off the phone with david lantz. we talked for a good hour and a half. wow. i miss him. he has to be one of the best people to talk to on the phone. he makes me laugh a lot. especially when he tries to confuse me. it usually works. :) ok off to study and talk to MY ali more cuz i love her a lot a lot a lot!!!!!!!

my blog isn't working quite right, and it ticks me off...... you know what else ticks me off? b/s is starting now. and i'm not there. this sucks.

and another one bites the dust.... but shouldn't i be used to this by now?












then why does it still hurt every time?
someday, i'm gonna find a friend who is a friend no matter what, who sticks by me through everything. someday.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr on finals. i like the whole not going to class thing, but studying kills me....

brittany and i have a class together next semester!! new testament!! everything is ok now!!! lol

i'm liking this iTunes thing. between me, heather, tessa, and meghan, we have lots and lots of songs. i have 2300, tessa has 1400, heather has 360, and meghan has 320. we have some of the same music, but for the most part its all different stuff. like tessa has lots of harry connick, jr., which makes me happy. and heather has clay aiken! :)

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blogger won’t let me in for some reason, so i’m typing this in word and then whenever it decides to start working again, i’ll copy and paste it…
anyway. i’ve been slacking so much on the studying this weekend. yesterday i went over to ali’s, then went sledding with her, shannon, and donny. well i didn’t really sled, i just watched them. but it was hilarious. after that, ali and i went and got some food, then went to donny’s to watch movies with him, shannon, doug, tj, kelli, and ox came after he got done working. kelli brought me and ali our christmas presents early, much much fun!!! she made me a “finals week survivor kit”, and it has great stuff in it!!! :) she got ali some earrings that she wanted, so they went in the bathroom to put them in. while they were in there, donny and tj put some nasty cherry snow cone flavoring in ali’s hot chocolate. she came back in and drank some of it, and i couldn’t look at them, i was afraid i would bust up laughing. then she was like “mmmmmm!!” and i lost it. i got out of my seat and went to where she couldn’t see my face, and asked donny where the trashcan was so i would be facing away from her. so when she went back in the bathroom, they put more in it. when she came back in, she was like “why is my hot chocolate pink?” i told her it looked fine to me. she drank it, and was like “someone put a cough drop in it” and i had to leave the room. donny tj and i lost it, it was great. so anyway. we watched return to me, i love that movie!!! we started to watch gladiator after that, but no one was paying attention or felt like watching a movie that was that long. so ali, ox, kelli, and i went to ihop and got some food. good times. ali posed the question of if we could only listen to 5 bands for the rest of our life, who would it be? i dunno for sure, but this is what i have….
1) josh groban
2) relient k
3) five iron frenzy
4) audio adrenaline
5) caedmon’s call
i don’t know…. i think it’d be easier to pick my top 10 bands. this is fun. so before i continue on with my story….
1) josh groban
2) relient k
3) five iron
4) audio a
5) caedmon’s call
6) dashboard confessional
7) switchfoot
8) jars of clay
9) lifehouse
10) delirious
ok. that looks good. lol. so back to story…
so after ihop ali and i headed back to her house. ryan gave me his josh groban cd as “collateral” for the $8 that he owes me—oh that reminds me, tj paid! yay! now its just ryan that owes me. i realized that i didn’t have my keys with me, so i called caryn and she said she’d come out to myers in like half an hour to let me in. i got back here around 12:50 or so, and went to bed around 1:45.
today i slept till 11, then studied till lunch, took a shower, then heather and i went to DQ in canal fulton to see ryan at work. it was fun. he made us a huge brownie earthquake. gave me a pile of napkins to use up. heather and i played with legos. oh and while we were eating, i could hear ryan singing josh groban in the back. it was verry happy. :) after that, heather and i just drove around for awhile. like an hour. it was nice to just drive. we went past her house, her ex boyfriend’s house, a coffee shop that ryan and i are gonna try to convince everyone to go to tomorrow, and other random places. it was good stuff. :) ok that’s all for now, i need to study more.

yay for fun awesome nights!! even tho the weather is too bad to leave campus...lol. we got all dressed up for the christmas dinner, it was so much fun!! i had pretty hair, thanks to jenny, and make up on!!! haha. the food was sooooo good!!! so much bread.... so many different kinds.... i was in bread heaven!!! so afterwards i was in my room just hanging out listening to christmas music and feeling very festive. roger called, he came over here and did some christmas stuff, and then we went on a search for a christmas movie. we ended up in jenny and sarah's room to watch the santa clause. good times. we laughed a lot. then we watched most of while you were sleeping. roger left before it was over cuz he was bored by our chick flick. lol. so jenny and i decided that we really wanted to go out and play in the snow. so we got molly and went out. we spent a good half hour, at least, rolling balls for a snow man. we got the bottom one, and after much snowballing and such, we got some guys to put the middle on for us (keep in mind that this is like 12:30 at night, lol. i love malone). the 3 of us put the head on, and it died. sadness. our snowman died before he was ever really alive. so we decided to make a chair. then i was like "hmm.... guys... this looks kinda like a toilet!!!" so we definitely made it into a snow toilet. we're proud of it.

its dead online tonight. no one's on. i think i'm gonna go watch some tv, and fall asleep eventually. good night. i'm not getting up probly till ali calls me tomorrow. lol. i just remembered that i don't have any finals on monday (yayness!!!), so i can slack off a little bit more. but not much!!!

i'm in such a good mood!! i want to go to kidron and throw snowballs at my boys!!! haha guys :)

i want a digital camera.

ok... revised schedule. i have an appt with advising and testing at 11 tomorrow (thats cutting it close for humanities!!), and i'm gonna drop band. here's my new schedule...

MONDAY
9-9:50 AM-Personal Finance
12-12:50 PM-Composition 2
2-2:50 PM-World Civ 2: Modern World

TUESDAY
8-9:15 AM-Exploring the World's of Art and Music
9:30-10:20 AM-Critical and Creative Thinking
10:30-11:30 PM-Work in Timken Computer Lab
11:30 AM-12:45 PM-New Testament Interpretation
5:30-7:30 PM-Work in Timken Computer Lab

WEDNESDAY
9-9:50 AM-Personal Finance
12-12:50 PM-Composition 2
2-2:50 PM-World Civ 2: Modern World
4:30-5:30 PM-Work in Timken Computer Lab
9-11:30 PM-Work in Library Comuter Lab

THURSDAY
8-9:15 AM-Exploring the World's of Art and Music
9:30-10:20 AM-Critical and Creative Thinking
11:30 AM-12:45 PM-New Testament Interpretation
5:30-6:30 PM-Work in Timken Computer Lab
8-9 PM-Work in Timken Computer Lab


FRIDAY
12-12:50 PM-Composition 2
2-2:50 PM-World Civ 2: Modern World

SUNDAY
2-6 PM-Work in Library Computer Lab

whew.. its all done. thats it. no more fixing or adding or dropping. we're done. now on to my humanities paper thats due tomorrow...

boss mom (deb horst) is an amazing woman, and i love her a lot. she emailed this to everyone. it made me smile a lot. and i spent lots of time in prayer, cuz i had a lot of campers!!!

I remember with great fondness (gee- that sounds like a Hallmark card) this past summer. I am still amazed at the beautiful unity of the summer staff - you are all very important and special to me. As I clicked each of your names in my address book, I pictured your smiling faces and offered a prayer for you.
-Remember the rain and how God washed the camp clean so He could do His re-creating work in each life?
-Remember the singing and worshiping, both in the chapel and around campfires? Singing those songs in church just isn't the same.
-Remember the pastor's messages and how God used them to call His children to Him?
-Remember the purity of the littlest camper's worship?
-Remember the love we had for each other - our Sunday night worship times together - Pizza Hut - praying together - laughing, laughing, laughing?
-Remember Craig singing, "You are my cheeseburger" to the campers at Popcorn Circle?
-Remember, "If that's true, than I'm the muffin man!"
-Remember that mud-hike back from God's Hollow?
-Remember every one of your campers and pray for them right now.
-Remember that God makes no mistakes and He put you at camp for a reason! Remember today the lessons you learned about yourself, about others and about God.
-Remember who you are (a child of God).
-Remember that I love each of you and pray for you often.

and then heather king sent these to deb, and deb passed them on

-Remember the boys camp rafts and (by an act of God) how they actually floated
-Remember the dining hall flood and trying to sweep water out the door with the broom
-Remember the We're From Nairobi song that Thirstborne taught us at youth camp
-Remember putting the dining hall back together during staff training
-Remember trying to do string art with nail-gun nails
-Remember the tornado at Jr. High camp and the tree that caught on fire 50 feet from the chapel
-Remember how short-staffed we were during Preteen Camp, and how relieved we were when Kirk and Tamara got back from convention to help us
-Remember the zip line and the fire hose
-Remember when Tamara fell off the back of the pug while it was moving
-Remember how funny it was watching Kim and Tamara learn how to drive the pug
-Remember how excited Kirk was when we played Cat and Mouse at mini camp this is my personal favorite. you definitely have to know kirk to get it. oh my goodness i don't think i've ever seen anything funnier in my life!!! it made me laugh so much!
-Remember how Phoebe blessed us, and the "birthday party" we had at mini camp
-Remember Brian putting the Pizza Hut flowers in his hair
-Remember how all of boys camp prayed for Travis when he was going to meet Mark for the first time
-Remember liquid Jesus, and how excited Cara got before she preached ("When I was in Africa")
-Remember cleaning the chapel at midnight every Friday night
-Remember trying to paint Lacey's lifeguard chair in 90 degree weather

now a few of mine..
-i remember the day that i was ready to quit camp forever and not look back
-i also remember craig calming me down and helping me out a ton
-i remember the first camper mail that i got
-i remember the feeling of having my heart break for campers that were pouring their hearts out to me while sobbing hysterically
-i remember being able to almost physically feel the thickness of God in the cabins at times
-i remember laying out on the rec field on a weekend and just talking with sarah
-i remember not being able to find craig's house for VB on a weekend with sarah and matt
-i remember staying up till 2 or 3 with matt, just cracking up at everything (was it the IRA??? haha!)
-i remember the day i ripped the hem out of my pants so i wouldn't have to look david lantz in the eye
-i remember being on support staff during preteen camp 2002 when we all slept in the ravine lodge and just stayed up talking all night
-i remember that same week when me, tiff, liz, and donna made up that dance to the veggie tales song, and roped scott nussbaum into doing it with us. no one else would be in it, then after we did it everyone wanted to be in it

i could go on and on and on.... but i'll end with this and get back to my homework
-i remember, and always will, the friendships that i've formed because of camp. not just as a counselor, but also as a camper. i would honestly not be who i am today if it weren't for camp luz. i might not even be a christian...

eligibilitydude: You sound perfect for me if I didnt already have an invisible girlfriend
relientkbandgeek: thats ok i'm gonna marry josh groban (have you heard of him?), so i'm already taken. or i will be, whenever i meet him and convince him to marry me
eligibilitydude: wow

today=good day.
did my impromtu speech in communications. i ended up with the topic 'do you get along with your roommate', so that wasn't bad.
chapel was christmas chapel, and that was fun cuz i love christmas music.
then i got dressed (i even put on a little makeup, lol. its the first time that i have since i've been here. i used to wear some in high school, but just not here. anyway...)
i left here around 11:35ish. its a good thing i left that early, cuz i got stuck in stopped/creeping traffic for 20 minutes cuz of road construction. i was nervous when i got into cleveland, but it was ok. i found a parking lot for $4, talked to the attendant, who was fun. we talked for like 5 minutes before i actually parked my car. lol. so i walked over to the theater (note to self.... no heels for walking a block... haha), called christy, we found each other after a little confusion. we had freaking awesome seats!!!! front row and centered, in the balcony. i'm gonna go ahead and say best seats in the house. cuz if you're down on the floor, you don't see as much as you do from the balcony. it was awesome!!!! i knew it would be, but wow.... it was awesome!!!!! :) :) :) christy and i went out for intermission to watch the little thingy. i saw my future husband. except he's 27 and from japan. but he was great. amazing drummer. wow. malaguena was just awesome. wow. wowowowowow. wow!!! you just have to see it to understand.... *sigh* i need to obtain a copy of the vhs or dvd to show all. :) esther said she wants to see it. wowowow. good stuff. getting back was a little trickier, but i found my way. i could see the exit to 77 south, but i couldn't get to it. i needed to make a left hand turn, and after sitting in the parking lot driveway for like 5 minutes, i gave up and turned right, figuring that i could just make a few turns and get back to 14th st. well i didn't get back to 14th, lol, but i somehow ended up finding a different exit for 77 south. don't ask me how, i have no idea!!! my cd player was being stupid, as usual. i pushed the key a little too far, and it stuck. when that happens, i either have to not touch it, or turn the car off and back on again. if i touch it, my car will stall. so i debated driving all the way back with no music, but after like 15 or 20 minutes i couldn't handle it anymore. i pulled into a rest stop (i hadn't been to a rest stop in like 5 years! it was fun! lol) and then got back on 77. i got back here at like 5, then went to dinner with sarah, sara, molly, and jenny. now i'm in my dorm. i was gonna take a nap, but i'm talking to jon, which is fun. this is great... read this...

eligibilitydude: wanna give the the ten word synopsis?
relientkbandgeek: drum corp on broadway, really loud, intense, and awesome
relientkbandgeek: thats only 9
relientkbandgeek: lol
eligibilitydude: give me an exclamation point and I'll let it ride
relientkbandgeek: drum corp on broadway, really loud, intense, and awesome!
relientkbandgeek: i could add an it's
relientkbandgeek: then it'd be 10 words
relientkbandgeek: lol
eligibilitydude: although, that is a contraction standing for two different words
eligibilitydude: so you might lose on a technicality
relientkbandgeek: hmmm.... lemme think. i'm gonna make this 10 words.
relientkbandgeek: drum corp on broadway, really loud, intense, and action-filled
relientkbandgeek: is action-filled one or two words?
eligibilitydude: ooooh.. toughie
eligibilitydude: two words, but hyphenation might change that
relientkbandgeek: but if i take out the hyphen, then it looks weird... i'm going to conquer this if it kills me!
relientkbandgeek: lol
relientkbandgeek: drum corp on broadway with lots of loudness and action
relientkbandgeek: loudness is one word
relientkbandgeek: so it works
eligibilitydude: tracey... you are hilarious :-)
eligibilitydude: congratulations

oh... and for the blast!-impaired... watch...look...listen...

o holy night is my favorite christmas hymn.

my favorite christmas song is either the christmas waltz or have yourself a merry little christmas.

i'm hungry right now.

i'm going to the nacho bar soon. :)

i'm going to see blast! tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm scared of driving there (in cleveland).

i'm thankful for my roomie letting me take her cell phone.

i love christy a lot for her awesome christmas presents. this is the second year in a row that she's done awesome awesome things for me for christmas. last year it was trans-siberian orchestra, this year its blast.

i have to pee.

i have a headache.

i'm going to go write some more of my humanities paper thats due on friday (i know its early for me to be starting it, lol, but i want to get it done early for a change)

david orr made my night. its been a crappy one, between the virus and working on that instead of my english, blah blah blah and stuff that i don't feel like getting in to. but i checked my weblog and read the comment from david on my previous post, it made me smile, and i really needed that.
now back to english. i'm gonna be up forever late tonight.... suck suck suck suck

I AM: tracey

I WANT: to have my english paper magically write itself

I HAVE: a really boring job

I WISH: that my english paper was done

I HATE: the devil

I MISS: my heidi

I FEAR: being lonely

I HEAR: people typing and squeaky chairs

I SEARCH: for my keys every time i need them. i never know where they are.

I WONDER: what some people are thinking

I REGRET: stuff that i've done, or stuff that i haven't done

I LOVE: my friends

I ALWAYS: get headaches

I AM NOT: a cool person

I DANCE: no i don't

I SING: or no

I CRY: more than i'd like. but never in front of people, if it can be helped

I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy

I WRITE: in my weblog too much, especially when i should be working on my english paper

I WIN: a lot cuz i'm stubborn

I LOSE: friends a lot, but i don't know why. people just randomly stop liking me.

I CONFUSE: myself and other people

I NEED: ibuprofen

I SHOULD: write my paper

ok for real.... no more slacking. except i will slack. cuz i'm done in 15 minutes or so, then lunch, then psych, so i won't work on my paper until after then.... sometimes i hate my slacker-ness... lol

ok just one more i promise. then english. but i have a whole opening paragraph now! lol

so everyone that i hung out with in high school got together over break. everyone except for me, that is. they didn't ask me to go. cuz i don't count for anything. the only people that even bothered to come see me while i was working were christy and jennifer [thanks girls :)]. but the whole everyone-went-out-without-me thing bothers me. i mean i know i wasn't super-close to them, but still... that hurts. they could have at least asked. i was talking to sara and lisa about it last night. it really makes me appreciate college and all the awesome friends that i've made. i have an awesome group of friends. it was great to come back here last night, cuz i know that they're not gonna leave me out of things like i got left out in high school all the time. i think i really am starting to move on and not miss high school. i thought i did miss it, but going home made me realize that i really don't that much. i miss a few people, but i don't miss having people pretend they like me just cuz i was there and they had to be nice to me. i hated high school. thanksgiving break made me remember that.

ok back to english paper, no more depressed/happy rant. a bipolar rant... ok NO MORE PROCRASTINATING ONLY WRITING!! lol

quick interlude.... so i'm in the lab. stephanie zanon is here and she was in the little office in between the two labs talking to me. i told her to write my english paper for me, and she started typing. this is what she wrote. she cracks me up.

Cheaters always win, and losers are the ones that don’t take the time to cheat. They simply rely on their own knowledge, which can sometimes be insufficient. Sometimes making things up can be hard work, so when you don’t have the time cheating is a quick and easy solution to every college student’s problems. Therefore, cheating is good. The only way to get through college while being successful is to cheat. The end.

thats great. if only my paper wasn't supposed to be about the problems of cheating, i could use it... haha

ok back to paper writing. or rather paper-starting, cuz i only have 2 sentences...

i love christmas music. and sara s. she makes me laugh.

mighty nite lite (10:09:49 AM): haha silly goose :]

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My away message: (10:09:49 AM): skipping chapel (what else is new??) to start my english paper thats due tomorrow and looks horribly hard.....
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relientkbandgeek (10:10:17 AM): what makes me a silly goose this time?? lol
mighty nite lite (10:11:07 AM): haha skipping stuff to get your paper done
mighty nite lite (10:11:31 AM): i do that all the time.. i'm like hmm.. i dont need to go to algebra class today...
relientkbandgeek (10:12:07 AM): yeah... i should have started it over break, but i just didn't want to... and now its due tomorrow, and i want to be able to go to b/s tonight, so i have to write it mostly before 5:30 yay!!
relientkbandgeek (10:12:07 AM): lol
mighty nite lite (10:12:25 AM): eep!! yayy!
mighty nite lite (10:12:32 AM): you can do it!!!
relientkbandgeek (10:13:08 AM): i can, cuz i want to go to b/s, so thats a good motivator. plus ali said i'm getting paid back for all the tickets that i bought tonight, and i want my money, so there's another one
relientkbandgeek (10:13:08 AM): lol
mighty nite lite (10:13:40 AM): hahahah
mighty nite lite (10:13:44 AM): THAT'S WHAT YOU THINK!!!
mighty nite lite (10:13:49 AM): haha jk, i will have your money
relientkbandgeek (10:14:04 AM): i can take you. i'm bigger. i'll just beat you up till you give me your lunch money
relientkbandgeek (10:14:07 AM): so HA
relientkbandgeek (10:14:08 AM): lol
mighty nite lite (10:14:44 AM): hahahah
mighty nite lite (10:14:59 AM): AHH MOMMY!! *runs away*
relientkbandgeek (10:15:25 AM): hmmm.... i guess bullying really DOES work. maybe i should try it more often.....
relientkbandgeek (10:15:26 AM): lool
relientkbandgeek (10:15:28 AM): *lol
mighty nite lite (10:15:32 AM): hahaha
relientkbandgeek (10:16:42 AM): well. as fun as this is, i'm gonna un-distract myself and put up an away message to write my paper
relientkbandgeek (10:16:44 AM): so i'll see you tonight
mighty nite lite (10:17:04 AM): alrighty.. have fun with that! byebyeybybe cyalatergator
relientkbandgeek (10:17:32 AM): bye

ok now english paper. for real. cuz i'm not missing dinner or b/s!!!

church this morning was awesome. i'm so glad i went. i forgot how much i loved columbiana nazarene. its the reason that i can't find a church out here that i like--i hold them all up to columbiana nazarene, and they just don't compare. *sigh*

so jeremiah dressed like matty t this morning. it cracked me up. he has yellowish/blondish hair that hangs in his eyes (not poofy like matt's, but still much fun), he was wearing a white shirt with pink plaid, and a sweat band. i dunno if it was because of my matty t obsession, or if thats just his new look, but it was fun.

i finally got unlazy and looked up my exam schedule. this is basically it, altho i know some teachers are letting us sleep in and i don't remember quite which ones...
Monday Dec. 8-nothing
Tuesday Dec. 9-Personal Wellness 8(8:30?)-9:30
Wednesday Dec. 10-Communications-8-9:30
-Psychology-3:30-5:30
Thursday Dec. 11-English-7:30 (did she change it to 8? me hopes?)-9:30
-Old Testament-1-3
so yeah... that's my next week. but first i have an english paper due tuesday morning that i haven't started, and a paper due in humanities (only one more humanities class WOOHOO!!!!!!) on friday... blah blah blah. then i get to spend the weekend studying... ok now i need to pee and then get to bed. its so weird to be back on campus for some reason...

conversation of the night (except i wasn't there to respond. so its just kelli talking to my away message. and its hilarious)

ShattrdHopesfall (10:44:04 PM): im bored

My away message: (10:44:04 PM): in sara's room with the girls looking thru the phiz ;-) haha

ShattrdHopesfall (10:44:07 PM): lets go do something
ShattrdHopesfall (10:44:16 PM): do you have early school tomorrow?
ShattrdHopesfall (10:44:28 PM): come back
ShattrdHopesfall (10:44:56 PM): im calling you....
ShattrdHopesfall (10:45:13 PM): come on
ShattrdHopesfall (10:45:16 PM): come back
ShattrdHopesfall (10:45:23 PM): dadadadada..........
ShattrdHopesfall (10:45:26 PM): lalalalala.........
ShattrdHopesfall (10:45:39 PM): RA!!
ShattrdHopesfall (10:45:46 PM): hmph
ShattrdHopesfall (11:03:42 PM): COMEBACK!!!!!!!!!

My away message: (11:03:42 PM): in sara's room with the girls looking thru the phiz ;-) haha

ShattrdHopesfall (11:09:00 PM): grrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaa
ShattrdHopesfall (11:09:12 PM): im so bored....
ShattrdHopesfall (11:09:19 PM): don't make me go to sleep.....
ShattrdHopesfall (11:09:29 PM): im dying...........
ShattrdHopesfall (11:09:37 PM): don't do this ot me.......
ShattrdHopesfall (11:09:42 PM): waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ShattrdHopesfall (11:09:44 PM): tears
ShattrdHopesfall (11:09:48 PM): and death and dying
ShattrdHopesfall (11:09:53 PM): and ali won't answer her phone
ShattrdHopesfall (11:10:01 PM): and im alone and BORED
ShattrdHopesfall (11:10:20 PM): and i looked everywhere for saras IM and can't find it
ShattrdHopesfall (11:10:29 PM): whining
ShattrdHopesfall (11:10:31 PM): bored
ShattrdHopesfall (11:10:35 PM): blah
ShattrdHopesfall (11:10:39 PM): you succeeded
ShattrdHopesfall (11:10:41 PM): im goign to bed
ShattrdHopesfall (11:10:46 PM): bye
ShattrdHopesfall (11:10:50 PM): :-)
ShattrdHopesfall signed off at 11:11:01 PM.

i was in sara vanosky's room, not sarah eades. so that wouldn't have worked anyway. well they do live next door to each other.. but anyway, kelli i love you, that cracked me up a lot when i read it :)

i don't think i'd ever been in a radio shack before today. its a fun store with lots of toys!! :) lol. seeing jordan was much fun, of course. although he DIDN'T return the favor and come see me at work. all well...

work tonight wasn't bad. we were slow most of the night. the first hour flew by, cuz it was basically me and nome ragging on dan cuz he's the new kid, and we're old kids, so we can do that. lol. (don't worry, i was nice about it... mostly... lol). then the hour in between when nome left and when craig got there sucked. it was just me, dan, and matt, and yeah... it sucked. but craig was fun tonight. we spent the night throwing things at each other, making fun of each other, it was hilarious. and keir is definitely the best manager to close with. we had some good discussions tonight. and i was outta there by 12:15, only 15 minutes after the store closed. so that was awesome. i ate my break with kurt cuz he was there, so that was good too. we're gonna go out for some coffee over christmas break. derek came in while i was on break! i love derek. he gave me keith's cell and told me to call him and he'd probly come and see me. i called, but he didn't come. all well. but yeah. that was my night. we listened to lots of various music throughout the night. godsmack, kidrock, limp bizkit (yuck, yuck, and yuck), lonestar (the christmas one, haha), disturbed, and trans-siberian orchestra.

ok i'm going to bed now. i have church in the morning. at my church. :-D i'm so excited!! mom and tim are coming with me. i can't wait!! woohoo! :)

so tim and i just watched the goonies. we'd never seen it before, so we went down to the library and got it. it was, as everyone said, hilarious.

i have to work 4-close tonight. so that means i'll be in that place until 12:30. great. thats wonderful. all well. i'm leaving early, like in a few minutes, cuz i'm gonna stop at radio shack and see jordan cuz i haven't since like the beginning of october or something. i dunno. its been awhile.

so the tickets to RotK are all sold out now. i'm glad we got ours before they sold out. i dunno what to do about sarah and matt tho. i didn't want to buy their tickets, and then have them not want them or something. but now they're sold out... what a predicament!!

ok its off to 'the shack' for me, then to many many hours of suckiness at mcdonalds. all well. i think nome works till 5, and i haven't seen him since august. that'll be fun.

bye all...

so the roads sucked on my way home from work. i was fishtailing for a bit. kinda freaky. but kinda fun at the same time. :)

some things were said at work... it made me think, and in my mind rationalize things that shouldn't be rationalized. i'm so tempted to do something that i probly shouldn't, and i don't know why. i dunno... its all weird in my mind. blah on thinking. it should be outlawed or something... lol.

i had a good day. i got up, called jenny around 11:30, made plans to meet her at lazy bean cafe in columbiana (her place of employment) for lunch, called christy but she was at work, so i went down to the DQ to talk to her. we're going to blast! next wednesday at 1:30. i'm meeting her and her mom in cleveland. I HAVE TO DRIVE MYSELF THERE!! i'm a little scared... but hopefully it will be ok. then i met jenny for lunch and that was great. it was much fun to just sit and talk with her. after awhile, we went to ten thousand villages and the book store. i finally bought that purse at ten thousand villages that i've had my eye on since the relief sale in august. then i went home, talked to ali, ordered our tickets, and then went to work.

jordan posey makes me laugh. he's great. i'm gonna visit him at work tomorrow, cuz i haven't seen him since the leetonia-columbiana game, and we were "rooting for opposite teams" :)

ok time for bed. well more likely time to go read cuz i'm re-reading the runaway jury before i see the movie. :)

if you are one of the 6 (well 5 if you don't count me) people that owe me 8.25 for tickets to RotK at midnight on the 17th at tinseltown in canton, you'd better pay me back right away. or much scorn and death will ensue. because thats my bank account we're talking about here... so if your name is ali or ox or sara s or steve or tj, then you owe me 8.25. :)

sarah eades and matt hawkes: we ordered our tickets cuz they went on sale today and we didn't want them to sell out. so talk to me about it and let me know if i should try to get you guys tickets too, or do you want to get them yourselves, or what?

i miss things the way they used to be. thats weird to me. i miss high school, in a way. i miss the friendships that i had that i didn't thoroughly appreciate at the time. i miss the people that i used to work with. i hate working this week, cuz i don't know anyone. it makes the time pass so freaking slowly. i miss tkach and derek and ashley and taylor and kurt and kory and jacob and jeremiah and everyone else that used to make work at least bearable. i miss the innocence that i had in like jr high. i miss the days when my mom didn't find something to yell at me about. i miss being super-close to jenny and leah, just hanging out watching movies and being our crazy dumb selves. i miss my heidi, i hate her being so far away, even tho i know she's doing and will be doing even more awesome awesome things. i even miss canton and the friendships that i have over there... lol. i dunno... this is just one of those random i-should-be-in-bed-cuz-i'm-too-incoherent-to-be-typing-anything-intelligent. i'm done now. forget everything that you just read.

i spent waaaaaaaay too much time in front of the tv today.

i watched the parade. of course. :)
then the purina dog show (the wrong dog won, i'm tellin ya....)
then the beginning of miracle on 34th street, then tim and i took caesar (our dog) for a car ride cuz i wanted to go to wal-mart for a sec, then the end of miracle on 34th street.
then we watched the animated david copperfield. has anyone ever seen that, or even heard of it?? its extremely cheesy (if you've seen it you get the pun.... lol) with bad animation, but i love it. :)
then we watched the brave little toaster. that movie must be terrifying for little kids. but i remember loving it. :)
then we started "i yabba dabba do!" (pebbles and bam bam's wedding), but stopped it to watch harry connick jr's holiday special, cuz my mom and i love him. :)
now i'm on the computer, staring at another screen.... haha

tomorrow should be fun. i need to call christy about BLAST!, call jenny cuz i miss her, and call mya cuz i miss her!!!!! and if i end up not doing anything, i do have papers that i could work on... blah. then i work 4-close. so that part won't be fun. but i really want to see jenny and/or mya!!!

i can't wait for the parade tomorrow!!! :-D :-D

work tonight was alright. as alright as mcdonalds can be. kory was there when i got there. i only got to talk to him for a few minutes, but it was great. i missed him. jeremiah came in for awhile, i missed him too. when he came in charity was like "hey tracey look who's here!" and i thought to myself "that is SO 3 or 4 months ago!!" lol (or is it?? hmmm....)

i'm going to bed now. HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!! don't forget to watch macy's thanksgiving day parade from 9-12 on NBC!! i can't wait!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!

i have to work at 4. blech.

today has been a good day. its weird, cuz i've been doing stuff that i hated doing when i was here all the time, but i don't mind it now. i got up around 10:30 (that was nice :-D), went outside and talked to imogene who was picking up some of tim's candy turkeys (i tell ya that kid should start a business!!! he'd make a killing on those things!! haha), then tim and i went down to the church to pick up the peach pie that mom had bought. since then, i've been doing laundry, i cleaned the downstairs bathroom, made a pumpkin pie (well my mom made the crust and left it in the fridge for me, and i made the filling and cooked it hehe), called the dentist and changed tim's dentist appointment, talked to my grandma (i love my grandma, she's great), and played dorky computer games. majesty (gold edition of course!!) is a fun game. sometimes i'm glad that i grew up with brothers... haha. ok i need to change my clothes and get to work. i don't want to. i hope someone comes and visits me tonight. britt, lolly, and steiner came last night, that was great. i think chelsie's gonna come some time this week. ok i'm going, for real this time.. haha :)

i'm in a good mood, its weird... lol

this makes me laugh. its an away message that i made in like august. check it out...

your momma's so fat, when she eats a cookie she asks for another one.
-courtesy of jacob (yes shameless plug for a friend's band... what can i say... haha)

i'm gonna date geoffery the toys r us giraffe, or so jacob and erica tell me. i just think they're jealous and want my free toys that i'm gonna get.

one more thing: i'm so dumb, there's no doubt about how dumb i am.
-also courtesy of jacob

those make me laugh a lot. does anyone remember that? probly not.
i never did find out who jeffery geoffery was... hmm... random phone calls from august.... if the mystery caller is reading this, call me back!! lol

my feet hurt. blah. i smelled like grease and disgusting-ness until i showered a bit ago. i don't feel like typing all this out. my head hurts. maybe tomorrow.

oh i'm home, by the way. and the greasiness is cuz i worked at 4-close at mcd's.

tonight was a good night! this is the abridged version: sara gave me the picture of me and bret(t), yay!! its funny. dinner was yummy. rachel got her license saturday. yay for her! b/s was good stuff. it was about sin. kicked us all around. i called my mom and got tomorrow worked out. i'm leaving class early to get to boardman, get this ring out, buy a new one, and then high tail it to columbiana to be at work by 4. craziness. then we went to friendly's to see ali. that was hilarious. i drew on napkins for everyone. we were there for like an hour. it was much fun. when we got outside, ryan gave me the new josh groban cd to borrow. how about its gonna be on repeat in my car the entire break??? and its gonna be played constantly in the house. :) :) happiness. ok i have to pack and clean and such now... BLAH!!!!!!!!!!

OH OH OH QUOTES OF THE NIGHT!!! haha
"i just peed my pants!!!"
-sara when josh hit a high note in the first track on the new cd :-D

"*coughpushcoughplaycough* *coughjoshcough* *coughplaycough* *coughgrobancough*"
-me and sara in the backseat after kelli put the cd on pause to tell a story

finally!!!! this wouldn't let me in for the last half hour for some reason... annoying.

anyway. i had a weird dream last night. well it wasn't really weird. but anyway. i must have spent too much time looking at marcos' rugball pictures, because i dreamed about andrew (the one in red for those of you that don't know) last night. i was at goshen (and i knew that in my dream, even tho i've never been there before). i don't remember what was going on, but something was. i was in a big crowd of people. andrew walked past me, but i didn't notice him. so he jumped back so that he was in front of me, and then he did it again when i still didn't see him. i finally noticed him, and i was excited. and the thing that made the dream so weird was that he was excited too. he was like "pete!!" and he gave me a huge hug. then the dream got weirder: he dragged me over to marcos to show him that i was there. brian wasn't in it at all.... lol. but i woke up, and i was just like "hmm..." i remember back in the day before marcos and andrew hated me. back when andrew and i were close. when he never used to email anyone, but he'd get on every week or so and email me. those were the days.... haha. i do miss them sometimes tho. it makes me glad that david and i are getting closer again. i mean we're not super-close, but i know i can talk to him. since the rest of the guys have decided to scorn me....

i went to kidron last night. it was lots of fun. :) there was a joint thanksgiving service at chestnut ridge (them, PV, and i don't know what the other church was, maybe martins? cuz belita was there and i think she goes to martins). but anyway. i got there at the end, and i just hung out with "my boys" for awhile. it was fun. i seriously feel like i have 4 more brothers when i'm around those guys. i have 2B talking about violence all the time (i remember when he used to not talk... then he got un-shy and he really cracks me up), brad teaching me how to be mean and ignore people, ben pushing me and trying to choke me with my scarf, and travis was just being travis. it was great. i love those guys. :)

i slept in till 10:15 today. it was wonderful. i love sleeping in. but now i'm at work... blah blah blah... i'm gonna go read methinks...

oh i almost forgot!!! i sat in the woolman lounge for like half an hour last night with sarah eades. i'm glad we're at the same college. we've been friends for like 4 and a half years, but we've never been as close as we're getting. its fun. especially talking about boys. :) :)

this 4 hour shift goes by sooooooooo sloooooooooooooooooooooooooow....... i still have 20 more minutes, and that sucks.

i might go to kidron tonight. i can't decide. i want to go, but i really shouldn't, for multiple reasons. my gas tank, being one of them. i wasn't going to get gas until i went home on tuesday. but i reeeeally want to go. so we'll see. i have a bit to think about it.

i think my bladder is shrinking. i've been going to the bathroom so much more lately!!! g's! i have to go again, and it'll be the 3rd time since i've been at work!!

posting the entire conversation would be way too much, so i'm just gonna put the last part in. david really cracks me up.

cowexnihilo (1:43:25 AM): I'm sorry you're in so much denial, I've tried to help, but I really need to at least try and sleep now because I have to leave at six, so I hope you have a good night, and that you will someday come to realize that you don't have to live in your dream world. I'm always here for you if there's anything I can do to help.
cowexnihilo signed off at 1:43:30 AM.

things that annoy me: the way my mouse squeaks.... is it possible to oil a computer mouse????
the way that the door to our dorm squeaks
how long it takes for my posts to show up in blogger


blahness

but david/jimothy just got on. maybe i'll talk to him for a bit before bed...

minority report=awesome movie. i've seen it twice now, and its just awesome.
now the hours, on the other hand.... wow.... i'm so confused!!!! but awww the little boy was cute. :)

i like swaputd. any time spent with MY ali is time well spent. now i must theif something from her xanga/profile, because its profound. wow.

She hides behind formalities
She shields herself with lies
She tries to keep her heart from hurt
By running in the dark with knives.

i should go to bed now. but we all know i won't. i don't have to be functioning until 9:55 when i meet sarah, molly, and brooke in myers to go to first nazarene (i know i know finally!! lol). i'm so proud of myself for actually going to church tomorrow! or at least i will be proud afterwards... errr.... oh good night!!!




this whole thing weirds me out. i dunno. i was ok with it all, until i read, and now i'm weirded out. i think i should just dig a big hole and crawl in it and live there forever so that i don't hurt anyone else. sound good? ok bye then.... gotta start digging.

last night was fun. i went to see pirates of the caribbean with sara, molly (mollie? i don't even know. thats horrible. i talk to her every day!! lol), lyle, krystian, kristen, lisa, and grant. it was hilarious. although i compromised my beliefs to go see it, which kinda sucks. but yeah. it was hilarious. and there is definitely something about the popcorn at that theater, i tell ya what. lisa and i went nuts last night after the movie. maybe it only affects us and roger.... haha

so i'm at MY ali's house for some good swaputd. we watched minority report (she'd never seen it before!! thats crazy cuz she's like the movie guru!!) now we're gonna watch the hours. i'm pumped. it looks like another ....

and now this is ali because Tracey ran away after I pointed out that she just said 'Yeah, THAT WORKS!" and if you know anything about anything... that's dang funny. She makes me smaugh. And now she's eating my ice cream. Jerks. and the hours looks like another weird predictable (but only by few) psychodrama flick. Tracey is confused because people are passing the phone around while she talks on the phone. She loves you and she says have a nice night because I"m theifing her to go finish watching this flick.

*editted* cuz if people read it they'd get pissed at me.

i'm looking forward to break more than i thought i would be. i'm not looking forward to working (every day, 4-close... if you live near me, and some girls on my floor do!!, come visit me--columbiana mcdonalds), but i want to get outta here for awhile. even if it is just for part of a week. things have happened, and i just don't want to be here any more.

this was the most amusing conversation i've had in awhile... haha. i'm gonna stick the funny parts (which is most of the conversation) in here...

relientkbandgeek (11:48:21 PM): hey
cowexnihilo (11:48:33 PM): hey there
relientkbandgeek (11:48:50 PM): you owe me a letter
relientkbandgeek (11:48:51 PM): :-)
cowexnihilo (11:49:01 PM): it's in progress...
relientkbandgeek (11:49:34 PM): suuure it is
cowexnihilo (11:50:23 PM): well, I moved your address from a napkin to an envelope anyway...
relientkbandgeek (11:50:36 PM): if you call that progress.....
relientkbandgeek (11:50:38 PM): :-)
relientkbandgeek (11:50:45 PM): just kidding. i don't want to be mean
cowexnihilo (11:50:48 PM): hey I'm getting there..
relientkbandgeek (11:50:49 PM): cuz then you might not write me
relientkbandgeek (11:50:51 PM): and i want mail
relientkbandgeek (11:50:54 PM): i got mail today!!!!
relientkbandgeek (11:50:58 PM): and earlier this week too!
relientkbandgeek (11:51:01 PM): but i paid for one of those....
cowexnihilo (11:51:19 PM): I see... but still, mail is mail
relientkbandgeek (11:51:44 PM): i bought a princess bride mouse pad on ebay :-)
cowexnihilo (11:52:08 PM): nice
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cowexnihilo (12:11:51 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:12:11 AM): no
relientkbandgeek (12:12:13 AM): say somehting else
relientkbandgeek (12:12:13 AM): lol
cowexnihilo (12:13:16 AM): cows?
relientkbandgeek (12:13:26 AM): sure. that works.
relientkbandgeek (12:13:26 AM): :-)
relientkbandgeek (12:13:30 AM): ok i'm not saying that ever again
relientkbandgeek (12:13:31 AM): haha
cowexnihilo (12:13:32 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:13:39 AM): no! pick a new phrase!
cowexnihilo (12:13:53 AM): (I WILL SPREAD IT TO THE WORLD!!!)
cowexnihilo (12:14:01 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:14:12 AM): if i'm talking to someone i don't know, and they say that, i think i'm going to cry
cowexnihilo (12:14:28 AM): I'll work on that....
relientkbandgeek (12:15:43 AM): no... from now on "work" is a swear word and you're not allowed to say it
cowexnihilo (12:15:53 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:15:57 AM): NO
relientkbandgeek (12:16:00 AM): SAY
relientkbandgeek (12:16:02 AM): SOMETHING
relientkbandgeek (12:16:04 AM): ELSE
cowexnihilo (12:16:26 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:16:32 AM): my friend sarah eades.... ahhh... i think i'm gonna die... read this.... she had no idea i was talking to someone, and this is what she just said to me
relientkbandgeek (12:16:37 AM): iwannacLuz (12:15:59 AM): lol ok that works
relientkbandgeek (12:16:41 AM): i think i need to run away now
cowexnihilo (12:16:46 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:16:55 AM): you're swearing!
cowexnihilo (12:17:18 AM): whatever
cowexnihilo (12:17:19 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:17:36 AM): you're laughing at me right now aren't you?
cowexnihilo (12:17:46 AM): um.... yes?
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relientkbandgeek (12:18:19 AM): haha you're over your rate limit now aren't you?
relientkbandgeek (12:18:20 AM): silly boy
relientkbandgeek (12:18:24 AM): i can sit here and type
relientkbandgeek (12:18:26 AM): and you can't respond
relientkbandgeek (12:18:29 AM): don't say that word anymore
relientkbandgeek (12:18:31 AM): its evil
relientkbandgeek (12:18:34 AM): its overrused
relientkbandgeek (12:18:37 AM): but only by you
cowexnihilo (12:18:39 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:18:41 AM): you should say osmething else
cowexnihilo (12:18:43 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:18:45 AM): darn it.. .you're back....
cowexnihilo (12:18:46 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:18:47 AM): haha
cowexnihilo (12:18:48 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:19:12 AM): .........
relientkbandgeek (12:19:16 AM): (thats me not talking to you anymore)
cowexnihilo (12:19:20 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:19:25 AM):
cowexnihilo (12:19:29 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:20:06 AM): will you respond with that phrase to everything that i say?
cowexnihilo (12:20:20 AM): mabye.... that works
relientkbandgeek (12:20:31 AM): you have to write me a letter tomorrow
cowexnihilo (12:20:55 AM): hmmm..... fair enough. that works
relientkbandgeek (12:21:06 AM): and you have to mail it tomorrow too
cowexnihilo (12:21:39 AM): if I say "that works " it means I might not send it.....that works
relientkbandgeek (12:21:50 AM): no!! liar!!
relientkbandgeek (12:21:54 AM): you have to!
cowexnihilo (12:22:07 AM): same meaning - that works
relientkbandgeek (12:22:35 AM): you're almost unbeatable
relientkbandgeek (12:22:38 AM): but i'll prevail
relientkbandgeek (12:22:39 AM): i'll win
relientkbandgeek (12:22:43 AM): one of these times
cowexnihilo (12:23:04 AM): never! if I say "that works " it means you never will
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relientkbandgeek (12:23:36 AM): ha!! rate limit?? soon you have to get to the rate limit!
cowexnihilo (12:23:37 AM): that works
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relientkbandgeek (12:23:44 AM): so therefore, whenever you do, I WIN
relientkbandgeek (12:23:51 AM): no fair pausing
relientkbandgeek (12:23:56 AM): cuz then it restores itself
relientkbandgeek (12:23:56 AM): haha
cowexnihilo (12:24:04 AM): nope, not the way it WORKS...
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relientkbandgeek (12:24:46 AM): i'm going to rip up all the pictures i have of you
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relientkbandgeek (12:25:53 AM): i'm glad you're enjoying yourself so much....
cowexnihilo (12:26:02 AM): I am thank you
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relientkbandgeek (12:26:14 AM): STOP!!!!!!!!
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relientkbandgeek (12:26:44 AM): pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease? say something new?
relientkbandgeek (12:26:46 AM): if i beg?
relientkbandgeek (12:26:59 AM): NO!!!! now my roommate's doing it!!
cowexnihilo (12:27:00 AM): something new that works?
relientkbandgeek (12:27:02 AM): its all your fault!!!!!
cowexnihilo (12:27:21 AM): bwa haha! BWA HAA HAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cowexnihilo (12:27:29 AM): (evil tone)
relientkbandgeek (12:27:53 AM): you're taking over the world... one person at a time. but i'll stop your evilness
cowexnihilo (12:28:10 AM): never
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relientkbandgeek (12:29:35 AM): what if i said i'd never talk to you again if you didn't stop saying it?
cowexnihilo (12:29:49 AM): that works
cowexnihilo (12:30:05 AM): saying what?
relientkbandgeek (12:30:13 AM): you know what i'm talking about
relientkbandgeek (12:30:18 AM): and that was mean, by the way
relientkbandgeek (12:30:23 AM): i should test you and not talk to you
cowexnihilo (12:30:29 AM): that works
cowexnihilo (12:30:43 AM): (remember, I always win)
relientkbandgeek (12:31:04 AM): fine. i'm not talking starting now. no matter what you say.
cowexnihilo (12:31:24 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:31:34 AM):
cowexnihilo (12:31:34 AM): then you won't get the letter
relientkbandgeek (12:31:41 AM):
relientkbandgeek (12:31:41 AM):
relientkbandgeek (12:31:43 AM):
cowexnihilo (12:32:09 AM): that works

Auto response from cowexnihilo (12:32:09 AM): going to the bathroom.. NOT TALKING TO JIMOTHY!! stuff like that :-)

cowexnihilo (12:32:24 AM): that works
cowexnihilo (12:34:27 AM): If you do not give a response that I deam valid in the next minute, you agree to not hold me to my agreement to send you a letter
relientkbandgeek (12:35:05 AM): i was in the bathroom!!!!
relientkbandgeek (12:35:22 AM): ok now i have to think of a response
cowexnihilo (12:35:28 AM): that works
relientkbandgeek (12:35:42 AM): hmmmmm..... ohhh i know! although you probly won't remember this... "what happened to the field?" "jimothy farted!!!"
cowexnihilo (12:36:26 AM): that works
cowexnihilo (12:36:30 AM): ()
relientkbandgeek (12:36:50 AM): so i get my letter?
cowexnihilo (12:37:04 AM): probably yes
relientkbandgeek (12:37:17 AM): when?
relientkbandgeek (12:37:18 AM): :-)
cowexnihilo (12:38:23 AM): sorry, that information is classified
relientkbandgeek (12:38:38 AM): you won't... you'll never get around to it
cowexnihilo (12:39:45 AM): that what you think
cowexnihilo (12:40:08 AM): you may be 98.837 years old when it arrives, but you'll get it..
relientkbandgeek (12:40:17 AM): NO!!! i want it soon!
cowexnihilo (12:40:56 AM): that works
cowexnihilo (12:41:05 AM): you never defined soon
relientkbandgeek (12:41:17 AM): i want it before christmas break
cowexnihilo (12:41:19 AM): my soon might not be your soon...
cowexnihilo (12:41:33 AM): you didn't specify a year...
relientkbandgeek (12:42:01 AM): i could hit you right now. except you're like 4 hours away
cowexnihilo (12:42:22 AM): I dare you
cowexnihilo (12:42:30 AM): I double dare you
relientkbandgeek (12:43:20 AM): hmmm....the weekend is coming.... haha i wish
cowexnihilo (12:43:35 AM): you're just chicken...
relientkbandgeek (12:44:20 AM): it costs money! don't tempt me!
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relientkbandgeek (12:45:05 AM): stop! i can't come!! i'm broke!! i can't afford the gas!!!
relientkbandgeek (12:45:07 AM): STOP!!!!!!!
cowexnihilo (12:45:17 AM): that works that works
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relientkbandgeek (12:45:57 AM): i can't. but you could always drive up here if you really wanted me to hit you..... i'm real close to ali. 15-20 minutes away!
cowexnihilo (12:46:24 AM): I have finals monday, or I probably would
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cowexnihilo (12:56:26 AM): well, I need to go read a couple of books/write a couple of papers for class tomorrow, so I should probably go
relientkbandgeek (12:56:45 AM): yeah i should get some sleep too
cowexnihilo (12:56:54 AM): have fun with that
cowexnihilo (12:57:03 AM): good night
relientkbandgeek (12:57:11 AM): well my roomie and i always watch tv for awhile, so i won't sleep.. haha
relientkbandgeek (12:57:13 AM): good night
relientkbandgeek (12:57:16 AM): WRITE A LETTER
relientkbandgeek (12:57:17 AM): TO ME
relientkbandgeek (12:57:23 AM): AND MAIL IT
relientkbandgeek (12:57:24 AM): :-)
cowexnihilo (12:57:34 AM): hope you have sweet dreams of "that works"
relientkbandgeek (12:57:48 AM): nightmares is more like it
cowexnihilo (12:57:58 AM): that works
cowexnihilo (12:58:00 AM): : )
cowexnihilo (12:58:03 AM): bye bye
relientkbandgeek (12:58:11 AM): bye
cowexnihilo signed off at 12:58:12 AM

he makes me laugh. i'm going to make him come visit me soon :) the fact that ali is so close will help :)

whoa!!! kelli my kelli!!!!! i just realized that my weblog does the awesome star thingy now!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!! i love my kelli! :) not only for the fun fun star thingy that my weblog does now, but for understanding me, even when i don't understand me. when i called her last night, she was just like "come to starbucks", and i did, and i felt better after talking to her.

along the same lines, i love MY ali a lot. she kicks me around (in a good way, like a holding me accountable way), and she has a way of doing it that doesn't tick me off at all. i like it. she makes me listen to her and do good things instead of following my own horrible instinct. chia, seriously consider coming to malone next year. cuz that would be so awesome!