ok just one more i promise. then english. but i have a whole opening paragraph now! lol

so everyone that i hung out with in high school got together over break. everyone except for me, that is. they didn't ask me to go. cuz i don't count for anything. the only people that even bothered to come see me while i was working were christy and jennifer [thanks girls :)]. but the whole everyone-went-out-without-me thing bothers me. i mean i know i wasn't super-close to them, but still... that hurts. they could have at least asked. i was talking to sara and lisa about it last night. it really makes me appreciate college and all the awesome friends that i've made. i have an awesome group of friends. it was great to come back here last night, cuz i know that they're not gonna leave me out of things like i got left out in high school all the time. i think i really am starting to move on and not miss high school. i thought i did miss it, but going home made me realize that i really don't that much. i miss a few people, but i don't miss having people pretend they like me just cuz i was there and they had to be nice to me. i hated high school. thanksgiving break made me remember that.

ok back to english paper, no more depressed/happy rant. a bipolar rant... ok NO MORE PROCRASTINATING ONLY WRITING!! lol