i miss things the way they used to be. thats weird to me. i miss high school, in a way. i miss the friendships that i had that i didn't thoroughly appreciate at the time. i miss the people that i used to work with. i hate working this week, cuz i don't know anyone. it makes the time pass so freaking slowly. i miss tkach and derek and ashley and taylor and kurt and kory and jacob and jeremiah and everyone else that used to make work at least bearable. i miss the innocence that i had in like jr high. i miss the days when my mom didn't find something to yell at me about. i miss being super-close to jenny and leah, just hanging out watching movies and being our crazy dumb selves. i miss my heidi, i hate her being so far away, even tho i know she's doing and will be doing even more awesome awesome things. i even miss canton and the friendships that i have over there... lol. i dunno... this is just one of those random i-should-be-in-bed-cuz-i'm-too-incoherent-to-be-typing-anything-intelligent. i'm done now. forget everything that you just read.