a week in the life of me, according to my schedule next semester (i just figured all this out a bit ago--i went to advising and testing and changed my schedule (i dropped psych of human development and added symphonic band and personal finance), then i went to info tech and figured out my work schedule. then i got to work, started typing this out, and realized that i'd scheduled work thru a class on tuesday and a class on thursday. so then i went back to info tech and changed it. grrrr!!

MONDAY
9-9:50 AM-Personal Finance
12-12:50 PM-Composition 2
2-2:50 PM-World Civ 2: Modern World

TUESDAY
8-9:15 AM-Exploring the World's of Art and Music
9:30-10:20 AM-Critical and Creative Thinking
10:30-11:30 PM-Work in Timken Computer Lab
11:30 AM-12:45 PM-New Testament Interpretation
4:15-5:45 PM-Symphonic Band
6-7 PM-Work in Timken Computer Lab
(looks like Tracey gets no dinner on tuesdays... yay....)

WEDNESDAY
9-9:50 AM-Personal Finance
12-12:50 PM-Composition 2
2-2:50 PM-World Civ 2: Modern World
4:15-5:45 PM-Symphonic Band
9-11:30 PM-Work in Library Comuter Lab

THURSDAY
8-9:15 AM-Exploring the World's of Art and Music
9:30-10:20 AM-Critical and Creative Thinking
11:30 AM-12:45 PM-New Testament Interpretation
4:15-5:45 PM-Symphonic Band
8-10 PM-Work in Timken Computer Lab

FRIDAY
12-12:50 PM-Composition 2
2-2:50 PM-World Civ 2: Modern World
5-7 PM-Work in Library Computer Lab

SUNDAY
2-6 PM-Work in Library Computer Lab


so yeah... thats my life next semester... it pretty much sucks.... lol

yay!! i think i did ok on my old testament test!! that makes me happy!!

some day, i'm gonna have a guy say to me "your teeth are like a flock of sheep just shorn", and i'm going to immediately fall in love with him, just because he said it. isn't that so romantic???? haha jk

i want to say or do something that will make it all better, but i know that i can't, and i hate that. i hate just sitting back and watching the pain that i caused.

oh oh oh oh!!!! i got a 79% on my psych test. maybe thats not exciting to you, but it is to me. thats a C+. one more point, and it woulda been a B-!!! :)

stress stinks....arrid works!!!

wise wisdom of the day.... lol

yeah so take back all that. my aunt couldn't get tickets...... i could cry right now. i shouldn't have let myself get so excited i guess.....

by the way..... saturday was good stuff. i slept reeeeeally late (12:30!!!), ate lunch, basically did nothing until dinner (which means i watched tv and played ff7), then after dinner lisa, roger, and i went to the mall. i crocheted while we were walking around. i got some strange looks. it was fun. :) then we went to movies 4 and roger bought us movie tickets, we went to wal-mart (cuz we were pretty early for the movie), then we went back to movies 4 and watched bruce almighty. that movie cracks me up!!! i've seen it twice now. then when we got back, we watched princess bride in froggy's with reno and krystian cuz neither lisa or roger had seen it before. yup. thats about it. now back to my new best friend: my psych book/notes (test today... can you tell?? lol)

oh yeah... i did my persuasive speech this morning. it went alright i think. i thought it was a little on the short side, but i talked to a couple people afterwards and they said it wasn't, and that i did a good job. (but who would actually say "oh yeah tracey it was horrible!!!" lol)

relientkbandgeek (7:59:53 PM): what happens if i die on april 11??????
iwannacLuz (7:59:59 PM): i'll kill you

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how about hero was awesome?? yeah buddy!!! :)

i'm gonna go crochet my scarf (cuz matts is done!!) and watch a movie till dinner, then me, roger, and lisa are going to the mall! :)

crap floating around in my head.... blah......

my back hurts. i don't know what i did, but OUCH!! its killing me. i can't take a lot of painkillers tho, cuz i've already had a bunch... :(

elf is a hilarious movie, btw. i went last night with reno, sarah, and matt. [no comments from the peanut gallery! i'll just delete them!!! lol]

my mommas gonna be here in 2 hours to go to !hero!! :)

oh yeah... great quotes of the day...

"are you allowed to watch PG?"
-matt hawks
"lemme call my mom!!"
-sarah eades

iwannacLuz (4:50:38 PM): tracey is to disney what vegetarians are to meat

hehe!!! sarah and i... well sarah.... and i helped a tiny bit... anyway. we made a camp luz blog!!!

http://campluz.blogspot.com

hehe!! me and sarah are administrators... this is so exciting! little things like this totally make my day!! :-D

excitement excitement yay yay yay yay!!!!!!! i just remembered that i'm going to see !hero tomorrow night in cleveland!!!!! thats so exciting to me!!!! :) :) :) it should be good stuff!! then i get to drive tim to camp when we get back. but it'll be like 1 in the morning when we get there, so everyone will be asleep. i'm just dropping him off for the youth retreat. i'm gonna miss youth retreat. i loved going to it every fall. it was always good stuff. especially last year with conduit 4. i still have their signatures on my shoes, even tho their band broke up. hey, slight chance, but does anyone who reads this (does anyone read this??? lol) have mike watson's (was the lead singer of conduit 4) email address? i saw him at the five iron concert last month, but i didn't really get a chance to talk to him. he remembered me tho. anyway. i'm gonna go read my book now :). talk to y'all later...

i just tweezed a chin hair off my face. wow. thats kinda disturbing. i hope that people hadn't noticed it, but were too polite to say so.... haha

so. do you think boogers have a smell? cuz i definitely do. if you go to malone, go to heather and jessie's board and take the poll that i wrote on it!! :)

i'm feeling "accomplished". i wrote an email to heidi, one to ali, and one to jeremiah. i've been meaning to email them, especially jeremiah, for awhile. i miss that kid. i miss heidi too. a lot a lot a lot. i even miss ali!! she's only been gone for like half a week. but it, as she said in her xanga, it made me realize how much time i've spent with her these last couple months. i don't want to take that for granted. God really knows what He's doing sometimes. when i was deciding on what college i wanted to go to, i never thought to myself "oh i'll go to malone so i can live closer to ali and kelli." but there's Someone who knows a heck of a lot more than me, and His plans were something like "lets send tracey to malone so she can have awesome friends to hold her accountable and help her along in her life." i take God for granted too often too. its too easy to say "hey i think that i want to do that. yup. thats my plan. well maybe. i don't know. my life is confusing" without even thinking about the fact that there's a God up there who knows whats best for my life, and He's more than willing to tell me, i just have to ask. sometimes i'm such a dummy... but isn't that how life goes?

more random pictures....



isn't my little brother a cool kid??? i think he's great!!! :) we have fun making cookies and goodies and such every christmas.... and thats an understatement... :)

sara owes me a picture!!! :)


oh the ebay thing? a princess bride mousepad for $4, free shipping!! :) here's the link for it....

i also just bought this for my mom cuz her b-day was sunday :)

1~ The singular most boring question: what is your name? tracey
2~ Are you happy with it? whatever. i'm not picky.
3~ Are you named after anyone? nope
4~ Are you a prostitute? ummm no... lol
5~ Your screenname: relientkbandgeek
6~ Would you name a child of yours after you? no. but matt hawks is naming his first child after me!
7~ Then what would you name your children? i dunno
8~ If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? i think it was gonna be michael
9~ If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? i dunno... delight maybe
10~ Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? traci. tracy. tracie. tracee. you name it, my name has probly been spelled that way.
11~ Would you -drop your last name if you became famous? probly not
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BASICS
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12~ Your gender: female
13~ Straight/gay/bi: straight
14~ Single? no
15~ Want to be? sometimes. nothing against reno tho!!! i was just single most of my life, and this is an adjustment for me. :)
16~ Your birthdate: april 15
17~ Your age: 18
18~ Age you act: hah. not very mature.
19~ Age you wish you were: 14 or so, actually
20~ Your height: 5'7 or so
21~ The color of your eyes: turd brown
23~ The color of your hair: brown. but i'm thinking of dying it again cuz i haven't for awhile.
24~ Happy with it? well i just got a hair cut. so i'm happier than i was before. but i don't like my hair, no matter what it looks like
25~ Left/right/ambidextrous? right
26~ Your living arrangement? my roomie caryn!!
27~ Your family: mom, dad, rusty, and tim
28~ Have any pets? my puppy caesar!! but he's at home :(
29~ What's your job: mcdonald's at home, computer lab monitor on campus
30~ Have any piercings?: eyebrow
31~ Tattoos?: nope not yet ;)
32~ Obsessions?: josh groban
33~ Addictions? heath!!! haha jk
35~ Do you speak another language? nope
36~ Have a favourite quote? i can't remember it right now... lol. ask me some other time.
37~ Do you have a webpage? nope
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DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
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38~ Do you live in the moment? mostly
39~ Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? i try to be
40 ~Do you have any secrets? doesn't everyone?
41~ Do you hate yourself? mostly
42~ Do you like your handwriting? its alright
43~ Do you have any bad habits? i bite my nails constantly. and i'm really negative, if that counts.
44~ What is the compliment you get most from people?: i dunno
45~ If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: umm.. i dunno.... lol
46~ What's your biggest fear? being left behind.....the dark sometimes still......lol
47~ Can you sing? i do sing, but can i? no.
48~ Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? i dunno, what does that mean?
49~ Are you a loner? sometimes
50~ What are your no. 1 priorities in life? to live for Him only. at least that should be my priority. i'm not gonna be anal enough to claim that i do...
51~ If you were another person, would you be friends with you? i dunno. i think i'm a jerk a lot
52~ Are you a daredevil? not really
53~ Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? not going there...
54~ Are you passive or aggressive? probly a little of both
55~ Have you got a journal? umm..hello?
56~ What is your greatest strength and weakness? too tired to type that much (weaknesses)
57~ If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? coughcoughweightcoughcough.... lol. like i'm not saying i'm fat. i'd just like to be able to eat what i want and not gain as much as i do.... lol
58~ There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. ...........?????????????
59~ How do you vent? to ali, michelle, and kelli
60~ Do you think you are emotionally strong? no not at all
61~ Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? a big huge YES to that
62~ Do you think life has been good so far? somewhat
63~ What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? to build massive walls... lol
64~ What do you like the most about your body? ummm.... my...eyebrow?? lol
65~ And least? i hate being so tall
66~ Do you think you are good looking? no
67~ Are you confident? nope
68~ What is the fictional character you're most like: i dunno... you tell me... lol
70~ Are you perceived wrongly? ??
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DO YOU...
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71~ Smoke? nope
72~ Do drugs? nope
73~ Read the newspaper? nope
74~ Pray? i should more than i do
75~ Go to church? pretty regularly, although i don't have a church right now
76~ Talk to strangers who IM you? usually, depending on what they have to say.. lol
77~ Sleep with stuffed animals? well it usually falls off the bed, lol, but i have a teddy bear :)
78~ Take walks in the rain? yup
79~ Talk to people even though you hate them? usually. i don't like to be mean.
80~ Drive? yeah
81~ Like to drive fast? sometimes
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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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82~ Liked your voice? like my voice?? lol
83~ Hurt yourself? yes
84~ Been out of the country? only to toronto
85~ Eaten something that made other people sick? i probly have
88~ Been in love? i don't know. i might have loved nathan at some point.
89~ Done drugs? nope
90~ Gone skinny dipping? nope. well unless you count me and leah at girl's camp. but i don't. ;)
91~ Had a medical emergency? nope
92~ Had a surgery? nope
93~ Ran away from home? nope
94~ Played strip poker? nope
95~ Gotten beaten up? nope. unless you count becca and tesia at youth camp! lol
96~ Beaten someone up? nope. but see above
97~ Been picked on? yup
98~ Been on stage? yeah
99~ Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? ummm no
100~ Slept outdoors? yup
101~ Thought about suicide? yup
102~ Pulled an all-nighter? yup
103~ If yes, what is your record? not much, just like 28 hours or something
104~ Gone one day without food? yeah
105~ Talked on the phone all night? no
106~ Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first (moms and daddys don't count)? yeah
107~ Slept all day? no
108~ Killed someone? ummm no
109~ Made out with a stranger? no nbk baby!! :-D
110~ Had sex with a stranger? no
111~ Thought you're going crazy? yeah!! that one day in the cafeteria when the trees were walking around!!!
112~ Kissed the same sex? no
113~ Done anything sexual with the same sex? no
114~ Been betrayed? yeah
115~ Had a dream that came true? maybe? i dunno
116~ Broken the law? driving laws
117~ Met a famous person? yeah
120~ Have you ever killed an animal by accident? i don't think
121~ On purpose? nope
145~ Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yeah
146~ Stolen anything? probly
147~ Been on radio/tv? nope
148~ Been in a mosh-pit? yeah
149~ Had a nervous breakdown? yeah
150~ Considered religious vocation? no not really
152~ Bungee jumped? nope
153~ Had a dream that kept coming back? yeah
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CLOTHES
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154~ Shoe brand? wal-mart (no boundaries)
153~ Brand of clothing? again, wal-mart. and jc penney. and thrift.
156~ Cologne/perfume? i don't have any perfume
157~ What are you normally wearing to school/work? jeans or pj pants, t-shirt, hoodie, flip flops
158~ How about parties? don't usually go to parties
159~ Wear hats? no. but i do wear bandanas a lot
160~ Judge other people by their clothing? i dunno if judge is the right word
161~ Wear make-up? hardly ever
162~ Favourite place to shop? VDO, wal-mart, jc penney
163~ Favourite article of clothing? hmmm... i dunno... probly my FIF hoodie
164~ Are you trendy? not really
165~ Would you rather wear a uniform to school? NO
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BELIEFS
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166~ Believe in life on other planets? not really
167~ Miracles? yeah
168~ Astrology? i'll read it for fun, but i don't really believe it
169~ Magic? i believe it exists, i just don't necessarily agree with it
170~ God? yes
171~ Satan? yes
172~ Santa? santa is great :)
173~ Ghosts? in a manner of speaking, yes
174~ Luck? yeah (or am i supposed to say no? lol)
175~ Love at first sight? not really
176~ Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? yeah
177~ Witches? yeah (see question 169)
178~ Easter bunny? mmm chocolate
179~ Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yes. it doesn't hapen very often anymore, but i believe it is very possible.
180~ Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no
181~ Do you wish on stars? yes.
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DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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182~ Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? yeah pretty much
183~ Do you think God has a gender? not really. i mean the Bible says Him, but does it really matter?
184~ Do you think that science counteracts religion? sometimes yes, sometimes no
185~ Do you believe in organized religion? yeah
186~ Where do you think we go when we die? either heaven or hell, depending on the choices you made while alive
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AMIGOS
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187~ Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? yeah
189~ Who's the one person that knows most about you? heidi
190~ What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? i dunno
191~ Your favourite inside joke? i don't know that i have a favorite
192~ Thing you're picked on most about? take your pick! lol
193~ Who's your longest known friend? kelli my kelli, leah, kim miller
194~ Newest? fun college people
195~ Shyest? i dunno.. jenny maybe? she's not really shy tho, just quiet
196~ Funniest? lots of them
197~ Sweetest? depends on the day and my mood.. lol
198~ Closest? at the moment definitely ali and kelli
199~ Weirdest? ali and kelli :)
200~ Smartest? sarah eades
201~ Ditziest? i don't really talk to her anymore, but sue mcillduff
202~ Friends you miss being close to the most? it would take awhile to type out and i don't have the energy
203~ Last person you talked to online? ummmm.... jenny methinks. she IMed me before lunch. and then she IMed me a card after lunch :)
204~ Who do you talk to most online? reno, nick, random people from home, my mom, stuff like that
205~ Who are you on the phone with most? MY ali
206~ Who do you trust most? heidi. ali. kelli. michelle.
207~ Who listens to your problems? see above answer
208~ Who do you fight most with? i dunno.
209~ Who's the nicest? i need a nap
210~ Who's the most outgoing? i'm tired of answering people questions
211~ Who's the best singer? are we done yet?
212~ Who's on your shit-list? cuz i'm tired
213~ Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? and i need to do laundry
214~ Who's your second family? and then take a shower
215~ Do you always feel understood? and then my friends
216~ Who's the loudest friend? i'm going to take a nap
217~ Do you trust others easily? cuz i don't sleep enough
219~ Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: which is sad
220~ Do your friends know you? i should sleep more
221~ Friend that lives farthest away: yay we're done!
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LOVE, and all that
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222~ Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? ummm yes lol
225~ Do you consider love a mistake? no
226~ What do you find romantic? i dunno
227~ Turn-on? curly hair, thrift clothes, guitar players
228~ Turn-off? real preppy clothes
229~ First kiss? ....... lol
231~ If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? i dunno... its happened before. i just kinda brushed it off i think.
232~ Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? knowing someone, definitely
233~ Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? i think that its just fine to do so
235~ Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? yeah
236~ Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? ummmm no lol
237~ What is best about the opposite sex? so much less drama...
238~ What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? automatic inconsiderate-ness (we discussed this in humanities on friday. its true)
245~ Do you read porn? nope
246~ Do you just read the articles? nope
247~ Just the pics? NO!! lol
248~ What's the last present someone gave you? i got a package from sarah bernier yesterday!!!!!!!! it had silly putty in it!! :)
257~ Are you in love? no

where did all those questions go?? lol

264~ What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? look at them... duh!
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WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
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279~ That haunted you? i assume in thoughts?
280~ You wanted to kill? rodik probly... haha
281~ That you laughed at? probly molly cuz she cracks me up
282~ That laughed at you? josh
283~ That turned you on? josh groban of course!!!
284~ You went shopping with? my roomie!!
285~ That broke your heart? nathan. but i broke his too, so it all evened out in the end
286~ To disappoint you? i dunno
287~ To ask you out? reno.... oh wait probly either sara or roger!! haha
288~ To make you cry? my own feelings
289~ To brighten up your day? jenny with the e-card she sent me
290~ That you thought about? heidi
291~ You saw a movie with? kelli my kelli
292~ You talked to on the phone? MY ali
293~ You talked to through IM/ICQ? jenny (didn't i already answer that? lol)
294~ You saw? my roomie
295~ You lost? in what way?
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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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337~ Are you going out? well not at this moment, but in like an hour
338~ Will it be with your significant other? nope. i'm going to wal-mart with matt hawks
339~ Or some random person? well he is random i guess
340~ What are you wearing right now? snowflake boxers and a t-shirt (i'm in the middle of laundry.. all my clothes are dirty... lol)
341~ Body-part you're touching right now: my elbow is resting on my knee as i type.. lol
342~ What are you worried about right now? not getting my laundry done (cuz of money)... lol
343~ What book are you reading? the bridges of madison county
345~ Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: tired, excited (i'm gonna buy yarn and make a scarf, thats why i'm going to wal-mart. also excited about hero on friday!!), bored, i have to pee, and dirty (i need a shower... lol)
346~ Are you bored? yeah
347~ Are you tired? yeah
348~ Are you talking to anyone online? no i have up an away message
349~ Are you talking to anyone on the phone? no
350~ Are you lonely or content? lonely
351~ Are you listening to music? no my roomie's asleep

well that ended rather abruptly.... lol

i won my very first ebay auction with my own name yesterday!! all previous purchases in the last 2 years or so have been done on my moms name with her credit card. but yesterday, i found an awesome item being auctioned, and the guy selling it still accepted personal checks!! woohoo!!! :) so i'm off to mail him the money right now :)

just trying something...



tee hee hee it worked!! many thanks to kelli for telling me about the website i used to do this! now i can put my pictures on here!! :)

the comments are in the right place :)

i just deleted the heading.

so now its all fixed.

until i get tired of this skin and have to do it all over again.... haha

I am 66% Emo

Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.

Take the Emo Test at fuali.com ]
well i've taken it 3 times now, changing my answers a bit. and i'm still 66% every time. i really don't think i'm that emo.... lol

I am 19% Punk Rock

It's not a fashion craze, or even a cool thing to do. I should just swallow it, get Lost, and take my friends with me.

Take the Punk Rock Test at fuali.com
wow....there are some rather....interesting questions about that test....i never knew......

I am 27% Geek

You probably work in computers, or a history deptartment at a college. You never really fit in with the "normal" crowd. But you have friends, and this is a good thing.

Take the Geek Test at fuali.com
its not my fault. a lot of my answers on that one have to do with the fact that i grew up with two brothers, and they made me geeky.... at least i'm only a fourth geeky... lol

I am 19% Goth

I wanna be a GOTH. But I'm not. Smoking cloves and too much eyeliner a goth does not make. I'll go home and take your Cure CD's with me.

Take the Goth Test at fuali.com
i don't even know what cloves are.... and i only very rarely wear eyeliner... lol

I am 42% Internet Addict

I could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck!

Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com
i have no comment on that one. lol

I am 21% Metal Head

I am going to watch some more TRL and stay out of the mosh pit. I'll only get myself hurt. I'm a lamer. A RUSTY BOLT, in the metal world. A poser. A -real- metal head would kick my butt.

Take the Metal Head Test at fuali.com
these make me laugh a lot

I am 66% Ska

Well, maybe I'm trying too hard, maybe I'm not trying hard enough. I shouldn't forget my roots, and remember that punk and reggae wouldn't exist without ska.

Take the Ska Test at fuali.com
hrmmmmm..... i do love my ska :)

I am 32% Grunge

What's this? The longest I've been without a shower is three days? Not even close, man. I should go sit out in the rain for a week.

Take the Grunge Test at fuali.com
hahahahaha........

I am 11% Tortured Artist

I should be happy. I have a normal life. I have no artistic ability and I am not cursed with the realiztion that everyone is an idiot, because I am one.

Take the Tortured Artist Test at fuali.com
like i said last weekend. i hate art.... lol

I am 30% Evil Genius

I want to be evil. I do evil things. But given the opportunity, and a darn good reason I may turn to the good side. Besides I am probably a miserable evil genius.

Take the Evil Genius Test at fuali.com
i'm part evil...sorta.... lol

I am 17% Raver

Have I even been to a rave? I'll go home. I am a Loser. I suck. Actually, I am probably just a normal person taking this test and don't know why.

Take the Raver Test at fuali.com
yeah. thats about right (that last part anyway

so.... thats me in a nutshell i guess..... lol

off to find something more productive to do for awhile... lol

so we decided not to go to chapel in north canton, and to go to high mill instead. it was a good service, i'm just not quite ready for high mill methinks.... haha. definitely wanna talk with lavern about it some time this week. the whole he used to be amish thing makes it easier for me to talk, for some reason. lol. like i grew up with a totally different background than him, but at the same time, they're alike. i dunno. i'm gonna go take many many quizzes now. :)

i'm at kelli's. she's in the shower. last night we hung around here until before 8, then we went to starbucks from 8-11. i was surprised when we got into the car and i looked at the clock and it said 11!!! it didn't seem like we'd been there that long. we ended up talking to lavern from high mills for at least an hour. at least. it was awesome. he cracks me up, cuz he makes fun of me in a way that makes me laugh a lot. and its not really making fun of me, either. i think you'd have to hear it to understand it. lol. it was a really awesome conversation tho. he gave me his number and we're gonna get together some night and talk about the whole speaking in tongues thing, cuz i'm not sure what i think about it. after starbucks, we went to family video and after an hour we finally ended up with 40 days, 40 nights, and we grabbed crossroads in case 40 days wasn't watchable. but we ended up watching 40 days. wow...um....wow....i grew up mennonite???? lol. it was funny tho. ok i need to go get dressed for church now. happy stand on chairs church where i'll see sara! yay!

i can't get the comments quite right either... they show up in the wrong place... anyone know html or anything like that? i could use some help... i'm so confused.
i need to get some stuff together to go to kelli's. i was gonna shower first, but i got distracted by this. all well, i'll shower at kelli's. i'm out for the night.

ok so i just spent like an hour on this. and all i did was go to blogskins, find the one that i wanted, and then put it into my template. but i'm computer-retarded, so it took awhile. i still can't figure that one thing out--there's stuff behind my posts, and i don't know how to make it at the bottom. but all well. its a fun final fantasy thingy.

so the thousand foot krutch concert last night was awesome. not that i thought it wouldn't be. but it was. anyway. i need to email deb and tell her i'm going to the reunion, cuz i forgot.... lol

ok i'm a big slacker. i know. but this takes a lot of time!! its late so this one's gonna be short.
ali--i'm starting to forget stuff... lol. IM or email me with parts that i said "i don't remember" or "i forget" or whatever if you remember them!

we got to the coffee house and got drinks. i know ali got a cappuccino (and she said its better than starbucks!!!), i got an apple cider (gross gross gross it was gross) and david got... hmm... chai maybe? i don't remember for sure. so we sat on this little couch by the window. we were just sitting and talking when a girl (yes ali a GIRL!! she was like 19 or 20 at most, not a lady like you keep saying!! lol) came over to us. she was doing a survey for her drama class or something like that, and she asked us a bunch of fun random questions. these were our answers, or the ones that ali and i remember, anyway.

Best Thing You've Ever Tasted:
David-
Ali- baked oatmeal
Tracey- my grandma's cheesy potatoes
Worst Thing You've Ever Tasted:
David-
Ali- deoderant
Tracey- rancid milk

Best Thing You've Ever Touched:
David- some expensive fancy Gibson guitar
Ali- gearshift on a Plymouth Prowler
Tracey- curly hair
Worst Thing You've Ever Touched/Felt:
David- running on hot asphalt barefoot for 2 days
Ali- breaking leg and having bones splinter out of her flesh
Tracey- being burnt

Best Smell:
David- fresh baked bread
Ali- coffee
Tracey- coffee
Worst Smell:
David- dead skunk in a small room
Ali- rotten eggs
Tracey- rancid fermented milk

Best Sight:
David- horses running in the moonlight
Ali- a Monet painting
Tracey- sunset
Worst Sight:
David- the paintings that were on the wall in the coffee house
Ali- festering laceration
Tracey-

Best Heard:
David-
Ali- good acoustic guitar playing
Tracey- Dashboard Confessional
Worst Heard:
David-
Ali- bad electric guitar
Tracey-

so those are the ones that i can remember. it was funny to listen to each others' answers. i don't remember why for sure (except that ali and david were making fun of me), but at one point i ended up not talking for like 15 minutes. david kept trying to get me to talk--like he put his arm around me, then tickled me. i frantically motioned for ali to tell him to stop, and she explained that i get nasty when i'm tickled... lol. i don't remember how i started talking again, but i gave in eventually. all well. i coulda lasted longer, tho!! we headed back to campus then, and funny stuff happened on the way back. ali was driving down the road, got confused for a sec or something, and the next thing i know she's turning onto a one way street--the wrong way!! i was like "ali! one way street!!" she quickly pulled into an alleyway that was near us. only it wasn't really an alleyway, as we discovered at the end of it when she came down off of the curb to get back onto a street. it was like a little parking drive or something. it was sooo funny. anyway. when we got back we just hung out in the student center until 11 when michelle got off work. they played nertz, i crocheted, played with michelle's moldable eraser (i want one!!!!!), checked my email, wrote in my journal, stuff like that. we played the band game, too. it was ali and david vs. michelle and sara, and whenever michelle and sara couldn't think of one i popped in. it was funny to listen to. at 11, we headed back up to michelle's room. ali and david painted daises on a big red rubber ball (like in the song the pirates who don't do anything) while michelle and i sat out in the kitchen eating oreos, talking, and looking at pictures. i love michelle. she understands me totally, no matter what i say. i like that. it was a good time.

i'm tired now. i'm going to bed. ali tell me if i missed anything!

so i'm a slacker and i'm not writing another installment tonight. i'm too tired. tomorrow i will.

i have two quotes to sum up my evening.. haha
"that sounds pretty made up to me!"
-ox

"he's gonna be in his shining glory, and we're gonna be like 'ohmigosh!!!!' "
-sara s

installment 3....
ok lemme think....
so we went to the bank. david and i stayed in the car, and ali stayed in her car. we watched her for awhile cuz it was hilarious. i don't know what she was doing, but she was in her front seat, but in her back seat at the same time.... i'm not exactly sure why.... lol. so then we headed to the thrift store, with ali following us cuz david was the one who knew where it was. he has radio ADD and switched stations after every song, it was funny. we listened to all kinds of stuff: the best part was when we listened to trashy rap music. it cracked me up to no end to be sitting in david lantz's (jimothy!!!!) car listening to in da club and right thurr. and having him know the words.... lol. i really wanted to call leah and tell her, but we didn't have a cell phone in our car. he informed me that we were going to a little salvation army thrift shop on the way because he'd told everyone in the other car about this great awesome huge thrift store and he found it very funny to take them to salvation army. he even did that little thing with his hands that bad guys in movies do when they're discussing their evil plots. i laughed a lot. david is shady. thats what michelle and ali tell me. so david knew where he was going, but he forgot how far it was. he almost ran out of gas. i think that woulda been kinda funny. but it woulda sucked. so we went to salvation army. and we all bought stuff. it was a good salvation army. i bought a crap load of books, a sesame street sheet (it has numbers, so i'm not quite in the ali and cara sesame street club cuz theirs' have abc's. but i'm close. lol), and a pea coat!! it was $16, and i really liked it, but i wasn't sure if i wanted to pay that much. they convinced me to get it, so i carried it over to the register with me. then ali informed me that everything with a yellow tag was half off. and my coat had a yellow tag. so i got an awesome gray pea coat for $8. that was happiness. i talked to a fun old man in line. he wanted to buy my coat with his senior discount, then sell it to me so i would have to pay even less for it. it was fun. then david got gas. good boy. lol. then we went to the other thrift store. it was huge. we were there for a long time, looking at stuff and messing around. i bought some more books and a record (simon and garfunkel-bridge over troubled water!!!). there was some fun stuff in that thrift store, let me tell you. after awhile we headed back to CCAD cuz michelle had to work 4:30-11. on our way back david was like "should we go the same way we came or a different way?" i said something about not being decisive and that he should pick. he told me i had to pick. i said no. he said yes. and so on and so forth. i asked him what if i i didn't answer, and he said then we'd never go back. i still didn't answer. he was like "you think i'm joking don't you?" and i was like "no i know you're not and thats the problem...." lol. it was so funny to be sitting there arguing about something so stupid as what way we were going to go back to CCAD. we ended up going the different way, in case you were wondering. so we got back to the school and michelle went to work. ali david and i ate some el campesino's. that was only the 3rd time i've had food from there. but its good stuff. after that we went to the student center to keep michelle company at work. i don't remember what all we did. we watched the end of some movie, i crocheted, ali michelle and david played nertz, just hung out. after awhile ali david and i decided to go out for coffee. so we went to the coffee house, or something like that. i forget the exact name.
i need to write a paper for psych thats due at 2. i'll finish this later. soon if i have time. later today if i don't.

ok. so sara brought david to us. we wanted to go thrifting, so michelle and sara went to find their friend mike cuz he wanted to come too. while they were gone, david baptized me, basically. we were fighting with a squirt gun, and ali had me pretty wet already, then there was still water left in the water bottle that we'd used to fill the squirt gun with. so where do you think that water ended up? out of the bottle (which was in david's hands) and onto my head. nice. so then michelle and sara and mike came back. we had a big long discussion about who was riding with who, and the fact that we only had 2 cell phones. ali put sara's cell phone number into her phone, and they decided that i was riding with david and everyone else was gonna ride with ali. so david cleaned out his passenger seat, lol, and we pulled out of the parking lot--to find that the other car wasn't there.... they'd disappeared. so we decided to just kinda drive and see if we found bank one. well we didn't. it was funny. we ended up driving in some alleys--it was funny. we were cracking jokes on how they made a big deal with the fact that we had two cell phones in our group, and then they took both the cell phones in one car.... so we went back to CCAD and ali was in the parking lot. we weren't sure if she knew it was us at first, cuz the wave she gave us when david let her pull out in front of him was very much like a generic "thanks nice person for letting me out" wave. we were cracking up at the the thought of following her around and her not knowing it was us cuz he was driving a different car than the one she last saw him driving. but then at a stoplight later on she squirted at david's car with the squirt gun, so she knew. ok so this "installment", as ali's calling them, wasn't as long, but my eyes are drooping... more tomorrow...

ok so this is gonna be one freaking long post. mwahahahaha!!!! lol

so. ali and i made a 3 and a half hour trip (that includes going from her house to el campesino's to the gas station and then finally getting on the road) in what? like 2-2 1/2 hours??? lol. quality. it was a great great ride down. we ate all the chips and salsa from el camp's (hahaha suckers!! lol jk) and drank pepsi and just talked. it was great. i love car trips. especially when i can just be me. so when we got down pretty close to columbus, ali got so freaking hyper. it was hilarious. she was like bouncing in the seat. CCAD is so easy to get to. that makes me happy, cuz that means i can go back some time. :) so we called michelle when we got on campus, but she wasn't in her room. we were like ahhh!!!!!!! but then i randomly saw her sitting on a sidewalk next to the road we were driving on. so we parked. then ali and i ran around like maniacs "hiding" from michelle. we hid behind all these trees and bushes and stuff, then at the end we started saying her name until she heard us. it was much fun. many hugs and much happiness ensued then. so this doesn't take absolutely forever, i'm just gonna summarize for a bit. we got our stuff into michelle's room, gave our IDs to the desk, got ali a visitor parking permit, tried to go to the woodshop so michelle could do homework but it was closed. it was halloween of course, and we saw some strange stuff... lol. and lots of boob. we saw so much boob!!! lol. we met michelle's friend and next year apartment-mate sara, who was fun. michelle helped her with her halloween costume and stuff. i don't remember if it was before or after that, but michelle gave us chipotle for dinner. horrid. but maybe it was just that particular one i dunno. just horrible. lol. we went to kroger's. that was fun. much fun. we bought fun fun stuff, like bread (and i tell you what, this was more than bread. this was a freaking legal weapon. this was the longest hardest piece of bread i've ever seen in my life. we were using it as a sword, dropping it on the floor to listen to the noise that it made, stuff like that... lol), ben and jerry's cuz i'd never had it, a hilarious card for david, and michelle bought stuff for her dorm. when we got back on campus we went to the student center so michelle could do homework. ali and i played spit, then she taught me nertz. which really is just dutch blitz with regular cards. that makes me happy--i can play it without having dutch blitz cards now, cuz i don't! so the 3 of us played that. what did we do next? i think we just went up to michelle's room and hung out. we got a pizza with her suitemate, ibeliz (i know i'm spelling it wrong, but i have no idea how) and ibeliz's boyfriend lee, even tho we weren't really hungry. lol. we ate much ice cream. chubby hubby, phish food, and cookie dough (ali i'm a slacker!!!). yummmmmy. i let ali give me a hair cut. i was scared!!! lol. i haven't had a real hair cut in awhile, just trims. but i now have layered hair. for the first time in my life. i was so scared while she was cutting it... lol. i think i like it. i need to blow dry it and maybe curl it, then i'll know for sure if i do. but i'm pretty sure i do. :) after that we talked for awhile, tried to find a movie to watch but no one had one, so we just hung out in the lobby watching trading spaces until we started to fall asleep. then we went to bed, talked for awhile, michelle pretended to be a puppy (you had to be there... it was so funny), then fell asleep. we were going to get up early and go to polaris yesterday morning, but we forgot to set an alarm, so we didn't get up till like 10. that was nice. i like sleeping in. we met melanie at 11:30. that was great. i love mel. she's great. we ate lunch at wendy's (the FIRST wendy's ever!!! lol) and just hung out with her. she had to leave around 12, which sucked, but it was awesome to see her. after that we hung around in michelle's dorm waiting for david. i don't know what time it was, 12:30 or 1? when there was a knock on the door. it was sara, she'd found david (or he'd found her or something) and brought him up to us. lol. that kid cracks me up to no end.

i'm tired of typing right now. i'm gonna read. since i have like 7 books now or something. more later.

TAKEN FROM ALI'S (not ali's sister, ali's) XANGA
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MASS funness! Wee! Fun quotes and things from this weekend in short and brief:

"I'm gonna go get raped now guys."-Pete

Painting daisies on a big red rubber ball.

Playing nertz!

Driving the wrong way on a one way and falling off of curbs.

Wet willies!

Squirt gun wars.

Peacoats!

Listening to Big Pimpin, In Da Club, and other trashy rap songs.

The death of iced chai.

Seeing too much boob.

David and I warring against each other.

BEN AND JERRY'S!

Hearing Tracey and David argue about whether or not she climbed a tree or not.

Taking El Campesino's all the way down there.

Making goals.

The car ride to and from with MY Pete.

Michelle kicking me in the stomach in the middle of the night.

Cutting Tracey's hair.

"Hot Dang."-Me

The disgustingness that is Chipotle.

Finding Michelle on the street.

Being interviewed in the coffee shop.

The goodness of the double shot caramel cappuchino I got (kelli my love... it was better than Starbucks cappuchino!)

The fact that David Lantz knows all the words to the 'right herr' song and knows all the words to 'In Da Club'.

I can't think of many more... I feel like telling all about the weekend... but that's pretty much it... OH! And I left my journal there! Death and fear and dying... that means I have to start a new one and that makes me sad sad sad. I had much goodness in my old one. I think I left in the student center. My Shelli is looking for it for me. I'm going to go and check my bags one more time to make sure... and try on the mass quantities of clothing I bought while thrifting.
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Rayne1435 (2:41:12 PM): i took a test and you're my lucky star
t boredatwork y (2:41:17 PM): what??? lol
Rayne1435 (2:41:29 PM): it was some weird test
Rayne1435 (2:41:31 PM): i took it
Rayne1435 (2:41:38 PM): it said to enter 3 females
Rayne1435 (2:41:46 PM): then to enter 3 friends that were male or female
Rayne1435 (2:41:50 PM): you're my lucky star!
t boredatwork y (2:42:02 PM): haha thats hilarious!!!

and we're off, for an awesome awesome weekend... :-D

i love nathan capps. for real. we have a history. we could write a book of our history. just ask. we've been discussing it for the last 45 minutes or so. i miss that kid. ok i'm done now. i really need to study for psych... blah.

24 hours from now, me and ali will be in columbus. with michelle. YAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M...GOING...TO...SEE...MICHELLE...THIS...WEEKEND...WITH...MY...ALI...
I'M...EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D :-D :-D :-D :-D

i'm.going.to.cry.if.my.mom.says.that.i.can't.go.see.michelle.this.weekend.with.ali.

homestarruner
i have to pee
i'm hungry
ox has never seen homestarrunner
ali is a slacker
kelli doesn't know who aretha franklin is
i got free coffee
and
it didn't go away

i just IMed that to reno. and then decided it made a fun poem-type thingy.... haha

"Gandalf's Back"
To the tune of "Backstreet's Back"

Gandalf:
Fellowship, (yeah)
What a bad trip (yeah)
fellowship
I am your white knight
Gandalf's back, alright

Hey, yeah
Oh my Gods, I'm back again
Dwarves and hobbits, everybody sing
Gonna bring the whiteness, show you how
Gotta question for me better ask it now, yeah

Pippin: Are you the original?
Gandalf: Yeah
Merry: Are you the same one?
Gandalf: Yeah
Legolas: Are you actual?
Gandalf: Yeah
Aragorn: If you're going to help me, you better cut that lighting now

Gandalf:
Fellowship, (yeah)
What a bad trip (yeah)
fellowship
I am your white knight
Gandalf's back, alright
Alright

The balrog's whip was quite a shock.
I smote his ruins upon the rocks
So you thought I'd died there when I fell,
But I got it goin' on again
Yeah

Pippin: Are you the original?
Gandalf: Yeah
Merry: Are you the same one?
Gandalf: Yeah
Legolas: Are you actual?
Gandalf: Yeah
Aragorn: If you're going to help me, you better cut that lighting now

Gandalf:
Fellowship, (yeah)
What a bad trip (yeah)
fellowship
I am your white knight
Gandalf's back, alright
Alright

So every hobbit, everywhere
Don't be afraid, don't have no fear
We're gonna help the world, make it safe again,
As long as we are living, we will try to stop the ring

Fellowship, (yeah)
Had such a bad trip, (yeah)
Fellowship
I am your white knight (our white knight)
Gandalf's back
Fellowship (fellowship)
Yeah (such a bad trip)
Was such a bad trip (fellowship)
Yeah (fellowship had such a bad trip)
Fellowship (fellowship, bad bad trip)
I am your white knight (fellowship)
Gandalf's back, alright!

found this on a disturbing website

i don't know why, but this is one of my favorite songs. i like it a lot. its beautiful.


Glycerine by Bush
It must be your skin that I'm sinking in
It must be for real 'cause now I can feel
And I didn't mind
It's not my kind, it's not my time to wonder why
Everything gone white
Everything's grey
Now you're here Now you're away
I don't want this
Remember that
I'll never forget where you're at

Don't let the days go by
Glycerine Glycerine

I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
Are you at one, or do you lie
We live in a wheel where everyone steals
But when we rise it's like strawberry fields
I treated you bad, you bruise my face
i couldn't love you more you've got a beautiful taste

Don't let the days go by
Could've been easier on you
I couldn't change though I wanted to
It should have been easier by three
Our old friend fear and you and me
Glycerine Glycerine

Don't let the days go by
Glycerine
Don't let the days go by....
Glycerine Glycerine
Glycerine Glycerine

Bad moon white again
Bad moon white again
As she falls around me
I needed you more when you wanted us less
I could not kiss, just regress
It might just be clear simple and plain
Well that's just fine that's just one of my names

Don't let the days go by
It could've been easier on you you you
Glycerine, Glycerine, Glycerine, Glycerine

again, if you want to hear it lemme know, i'll IM it to you. i'm relientkbandgeek.

i miss lisa today. i wonder what college she would have gone to. probly YSU like the rest of our class. :) i don't even know what she wanted to do. did she know yet? she could act. and draw. she would have made a good teacher i think.

last night was much fun. i love my friends a lot. well yesterday in general was fun.

we worked on little saint's stuff all day long. i made a wal-mart/dollar general/dollar general/marc's/dollar general/dumpster diving run with chelsie, which was fun. i hadn't talked to her much before. we were gone for a long time. but it was cool. i found out that she's neighbors with josh rettig. thats so weird! i find it amusing that i have to come an hour away from home to meet people that live so close to me! i wonder if lynne ever met her? anyway. we listened to dashboard. there's a couple other girls in our hall that like dashboard. so thats exciting!! :)
anyway. we got all our decorating done around 6 or so, probly. and it looked freaking awesome!!! our end of the hall was done like a pirate ship, with cardboard on the walls painted to look like the side of a ship, and nets from the ceiling with jewelry in them, and a treasure map, and good stuff like that. then the middle of the hall was blocked off, and we made it so that you had to "walk the plank" to get to the other end of the hall. and on that side, they were underwater with a bubble machine and blue paper covering the lights, fish, mermaids, and a treasure chest with candy. awesome stuff like that. our hall was awesome!!! we had a plank, and a bubble machine, and roberta had a peg leg! and we SO got screwed. 2nd place??? what the crap is that???? oh well....
while we were decorating, kristen and i decided that ali and ox should come, so i called ali and after confusing her, lol, she said she'd call kelli and ox. so they hung out in our hall for awhile last night. that was so much fun. after little saints was over and we'd torn down everything, i sat out in the hallway with ali, kelli, ox, and reno. they made random grafiti (sp??) for my wall. which was exciting. i hung them up. but i'm out of sticky tack now. i need some more so i can finish putting up my pictures.

ok i'm gonna go write some more of my english paper so i can go to b/s and starbucks with a clear conscience tonight... lol

do my survey thingy down below!!! please!!!!!!!!

"i'm so glad that i snore like that!!!!"
-caryn

this is very randomly stolen from someone's xanga that kelli my kelli subsribes to.... lol

is anybody out there?

if so, leave me comments and fill this out.

+what is my name?
+what is your first memory of me:
+how long have we been friends:
+tell about one memory we share together:
+describe me in four adjectives:
+if we could spend a day together what would we do:
+name one thing you really like about me:
+if you could give me a gift what would it be:
+have we ever hugged:
+what is something embarrassing that i've done:
+what do i usually look like when you see me:
+when have i helped you:
+what do i say all the time:
+do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
+what do you admire about me:
+has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
+what advice would you give me, in general:
+suggest a band / cd for me to listen to:
+is there a song that reminds you of me:
+what will i be doing later in life:

seriously guys, do this!!! its fun!!! or at least it will be for me!!!! :-D

"my butt was falling asleep."
-reno
"oh i hate that, then its up all night!!!"
-ox

so in case you hadn't noticed, i changed the link to this. its now http://iamtracey.blogspot.com. and there is a reason for that: my mom. she'd been reading my weblog. how much does that suck????? so i changed the link. now she'll just think that i stopped updating my weblog, while all you smart people will know better. :) not that my moms not smart. i just don't really want her reading this stuff...

"they didn't show it. she just woke up naked."
-caryn

"i woke up and i was kissing the wall!!"
-caryn

*yawn* i shouldn't be tired. but i am. i got like 8 and a half hours of sleep last night. thats a lot of sleep. and it was in my bed!!!! but it wasn't the same, cuz my comfy foam mattress was here in my dorm room, so my bed at home wasn't comfy..... but it was still my bed!! :)

i got home at like 5, played with my doggy, then did basically nothing until like 6:30. i stopped in at mcdonads to see people and pick up my paycheck from like 2 months ago, but i only recognized like two people there, not counting managers. i was so confused....and sad... :( lol. but i got my paycheck, and thats happy. :) brit merriman wanted me to come home tomorrow night for her halloween party, but i'm not going to. tomorrow is little saints!!! yay for decorating our hall and dressing up and giving candy to kids!!! :) but anyway. i went to the football field after that. i had to park out in the middle of nowhere, but all well. i went in and talked to some band people. then i went on a christy hunt. she saw me coming, so i didn't get to jump on her like i wanted (and this calls for a farrah face). XD then we went to find casey. yay for friends!!!! it was so much fun to hang out with those two!!! i haven't seen them in waaaay too long!!!!! like since july or august or something. i talked to jordan posey for awhile. that kid is awesome. every time i see him, we just sorta pick up where we left off and i forget that i haven't seen him for months. i lost christy during 3rd quarter, but i ended up sitting with fun people from my church!! i ran into pastor jan, and after talking to him for awhile i asked him how will, bj, and the girls were, so he took me over to where will and bj were sitting. it was like the little columbiana nazarene "place to be". there were a lot of people from church sitting over there. so between pastor jan and will, they convinced me to come home next weekend since i haven't been at church since august (not because i haven't been going to church, i just hadn't been home since then). will said jeremiah will be home next weekend, so that should be fun stuff. :) i'm also gonna hang out with casey till 4 on saturday and christy after 4 on saturday. stupid work schedules!!! lol. christy and i went to PH after the game (i think it was only like the 3rd time i've ever gone to ph after a football game.. lol). staci was there, and sue was home from st. mary's for the weekend, so it was fun to see them. its so....refreshing? if thats the right word? to be with people who have known me for a long time and are totally used to the way that i act. staci's dating eric westfall, and thats cute. he and cj price ate dinner with us. i'm really out of leetonia gossip. cj and amanda are broken up, and amanda is dating shawn ryan... man am i out of it!!! oh! some columbiana people were there, including laurie and jordan. jordan took me for a spin in his mini cooper. that was fun. i think he should drive his mini cooper over here to malone to see me!!! lol. after PH i went over to christy's house cuz i had to meet charlie, the newest addition to their family! :) he's so cute!!! his little floppy ears and tail and he's just so cute!!! awww!! puppy!!!!!! lol. i got home around 12:30, and in bed around 1. i got up at 9:40 or so, did some of my laundry, and tim and i watched my senior dvd. it made me miss people. like tkach, derek, esenwein, even patrick!! i used to see those guys (with the exception of esenwein cuz he quit) not only in school every day, but then almost every night cuz of work. they definitely kept me entertained. :) i didn't see tkach. i don't think he was at the game. but i definitely wanna see him and ash next weekend!!!! i miss them!!!! ok i've said that i miss people enough now... lol. i got back here around 1:15, and now i'm at work. my car is still full of stuff, cuz i didn't have time to take it out. and i have to go to alliance later tonight to meet my mom and get all the things that i left at home... lol. my fingers are cold and don't want to type any more. so i'm done for now. this is like a freaking book, its so long!! lol

blah blah blah.

i worked 3:30-6:30, went and watched MY ali play some powderpuff FB, then went to applebee's for dinner with ali, kelli, ox, doug, shannon, tj, and donny. that was fun. i like those people. they crack me up. i needed cracking up tonight.
ali kelli and ox went to walmart, but i wanted to get back here. so i didn't go to walmart. i got back just as celebration was ending, of course. i missed my first celebration. thats sad. thats the start of the crappy part of my night.
so i get back to my room and theres a note on the door from caryn's friend jami, telling us that she left us brownies. i was like awwww thats nice. but then i get into my room she'd left the brownies wrapped in tin foil ON THE FLOOR!!! so needless to say, there were ants everywhere. millions of tiny little ants. so i spent a good 10 minutes taking care of that.
then i realized that my swelling-ness on my was even bigger than before, so i went on a benadryl hunt. dani, the RA for the other half of my floor, had a lotion/cream kind. so we used that.
so i get back here and reno's still not in his room. i IMed mike to find out if he was there, and he was. reno used mikes screenname for a sec, made fun of me for my crappy night, then hurried off to bed. i know he wasn't trying to be mean, but the mood i was in made the whole thing worse. everything that i'd been holding in for the last 3 months or so just came pouring out, and i just sat here at my computer and bawled my eyes out. i miss heidi. i miss being around people that know me. i miss being able to call heidi when i need to talk-more importantly, when i need to cry. i couldn't stand being in this little room anymore, it was starting to feel clausterphobic. so i went out for a walk. i went out to that little white gazebo, sat down, and just bawled and bawled. after 10 or 15 minutes, i started freezing, so i came back in. i dunno... i seriously think that something is wrong with me. i shouldn't feel the way i do, but i do. i feel crummy almost all the time. and no one can understand that like heidi can. i'm not gonna make it with her so far away. i just can't do it.

just a random thought.... is it normal to feel so lonely when i'm surrounded by people?? theres a ton of people that i could call right now (well if i weren't at work, anyway) and they'd be like "yeah! lets hang out!" and yet, i still feel like i'm alone. i don't know. i think there's something wrong with me.

english was cancelled today!!!!! oh wait. i'm up anyway. thats right... BLAH!!! sleep is good. but esther, chelsie, and charity crack me up. so even tho i didn't sleep that well on the hard floor, it was still hilarious. who else would just lay there and rhyme for awhile? chelsea even helped me study for a bit... speaking of studying. its the devil. i'm going back to it now....

reno...i know you don't think i suck. i'm just a jerk!!!! i'm sorry :(

"christians don't sue people."
-caryn
"christians don't throw christians computers out the window!!!"
-me

that was a lot of posts in one day..... all well. i need to get back to my studying for my pw test tomorrow..... that sucks big time.

HOW DARE YOU! u shouldnt eat the ginger bread man
for shame!How could you he was my
friend...*tear*


Do you know the Muffin man or the gingerbread man... Hmmm
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anyway.......

i figured out the reason for my extreme crabbiness the last couple days: PMS!!!!!



ok i'm done with this post now, i promise..............

chapel this morning was good stuff. i cried. it was pretty much the first time this year that i haven't been bored in chapel. wow tho... it seemed so easy for him to talk about the fact that he might die any day! and when he said he's written his sons letters for every birthday from now until their, what was is 21 or 22 birthday?, i just cried. awesome awesome speaker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crawling on a tightrope
the bravest thing i have is hope
daylight, save me

i feel........i don't know. its like it never goes away, its always there lurking, lurking in the back of my mind. whenever i get "too happy", it jumps out at me like "hey! what are you doing! you can't be happy!" and i hate it!!!! but its always there.

tests from emode:

You are the Girl Next Door
Cute, fun, and sweet, you're Sandra Bullock, Jennifer Aniston, and Meg Ryan all rolled up into one — the perfect Girl Next Door. Naturally pretty, unpretentious, and generous, you demand your share of respect, but you aren't particularly high-maintenance. What's your ideal date? Probably a Blockbuster night — you don't mind skipping an evening on the town if it means getting some old-fashioned snuggling on the sofa. Careful yet spontaneous, you're a little bit of the Guy's Girl, a smidge of Sorority Sister (the nice kind), and just a hint of the Hippie Chick. But you've got an appeal that's all your own, which is why the guys can't stay away. People are attracted to your strong values and traditional ways. Your winning smile, bright eyes, and loving nature will make anyone want to hold on tight and never let go.

Your type is the Goofball
Laughter is the way to your heart. A guy with a great sense of humor isdefinitely the one for you! You want a Goofball, someone who can laugh athimself and make you laugh, too. There's no bigger turn-off than a guy whotakes himself too seriously. You know that if a guy is silly, he's generallyself-confident and secure. Your man is a people magnet and everyone'sfavorite friend. There's never a dull moment with your jokester nearby. Youcrave excitement and laughter, and your goofball enhances those things inyour life. You probably think life is too short to spend it without asmile. Your goofy guy will ensure that that doesn't happen — hislighthearted and silly ways make everything a little bit brighter.

Yellow
You're yellow, the color of joy and energy — two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yellow is a warm and inviting color for a warm and inviting person — you!
More people like you:
Emode Members:
13% Yellows
The World:
11% Yellows

caryn's response to some public service announcement about hungry children and their voice on the radio:

"i'm hungry. where's my voice??"

i miss you sarah :(

ok so i'm on the lookout for a new favorite band. any suggestions??

Did you hear the news today
I'm not coming home,
No
And I wished it all away
I felt so alone
And the darkness crept it's way
Like stars we know will die too soon
There is never any sunrise here in the shadows of eclipsing moons
Crawling on a tightrope
The bravest thing I have is hope

Daylight, save me
Daylight, save me
Tonight, tonight

Halogen, the lights will flicker
Incadescent burning lies
And the silence stands for nothing
Desperate I search the skies aching for a spark
Trembling in pitchest dark

Mission Control: U.S.S. Gloria, this is mission control, do you copy?
We have lost contact with the U.S.S. Gloria

U.S.S. Gloria: Mission Control, this is the U.S.S. Gloria, do you read me?
Mayday, we have lost primary guidance functions

News Reporter: The crew is now out of radio contact.
Presently there is no way for us to know whether they are alive or dead.
Our hopes and prayers go out with you all.

Mission Control: U.S.S. Gloria, this is mission control, do you copy?

U.S.S. Gloria: Houston this is the U.S.S. Gloria.
Good to hear your voice
We are coming out of the eclipse now.
I see the sunlight. it's beautiful
the sunlight is beautiful.

Jesus Christ, Light of the World
You never did forget me
And when I bled in darkness, You held me
Still held me
When desparate nights I cursed You
You loved me, still loved me
Jesus Christ, You dry the tears
You break my heart of stone
Your words are life
Cut marrow through
The darkness, to the bone
A heart of flesh You gave me
Only You can save me

Savior
Daylight
I am coming home
Daylight by Brave Saint Saturn

an incredible song. if you want to hear it, and trust me you do, IM me (relientkbandgeek) and i'll send it to you.

i think that i would probly go nuts without me and kelli's weekly car talks on mondays. she knows me so well. i can talk about anything and know that its ok to do so. its good stuff.

so reno's monitor is dead. so is his car. but his monitor being dead means that i don't get to talk to him online now. but i'm not girly, so that shouldn't matter....

i'm going to bed now. well actually i'm not. i'm gonna write out my reading response for english cuz i don't have any black ink and can't print it. then i might play my new addiction. THEN i'll go to bed :)

if you ever need to buy me something, for any reason, i want this. but not a window cling. i want a patch. :) it cracks me up.

quizzes cuz tracey is bored!! :)


Morpheus


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
places. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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haha no comment....


You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable. You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them. Sometimes you have to make an
effort. You can't always wait for others to
come to you.


What feeling do you represent?
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did i already do this one?? lol

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Your Heart is Grey


What Color is Your Heart?
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YOU EAT PEOPLE!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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hrmmm..... that was random.... lol


A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature,
modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity.


What kind of girl are you?
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hahaha that really makes me laugh. I AM NOT A GIRLY GIRL!! no matter what brit, lolly, and jess say!!!! :)


you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.


which happy bunny are you?
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ok i think i'm done. for now. until i find more quizzes.... lol

	*blue mage* a magician who uses the enemy's own abilities curious; observant; knowledgeable
[Final Fantasy Tactics Job Class]

Which Homestar Runner character are you?

this quiz was made by jurjyfrort

oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah!! sarah's in ohio!!! she called me!! yayayay!!! :)

I'M GONNA SEE HEIDI TOMORROW!!!

i spent the night at MY ali's last night. good stuff!!! we did fun stuff like watch movies, eat pizza, go to the football game, yell, rescue a school bus from the underworld, just lots of good SWAPUTD fun.

i went to the CC meet this morning. seeing craig is always fun. he cracks me up. he says funny stuff. and does funny stuff.

my little brother is great too.

so is doug v. yay for leetonia!! lol. i never thought i'd say that....

reno and i watched the 10th kingdom today. all 7 and a half hours or so of it. i got just a little antsy..... haha

now i'm watching the video from me, ben, brian, and matt's trip down to see heidi and shannon. that weekend was great. i just wrote a sappy email to all of them cuz i was inspired by the video. we're crazy. i wish i could somehow get a picture of when we were all trying to get our heads into the camera the day we all laid on heidi's parent's bed for like 2 or 3 hours or something.... good times!! i miss you guys. we should talk more. and get together.

i like days like this. i can just sit around and do nothing after staying up late last night. last night was fun. reno, melissa, kristen and i watched wild america in myers. then a whole bunch of people watched the labyrinth. i love that movie.

just because i could, i was up till like 3 or something watching tv. switchfoot was on carson daly's show, that was good stuff. i love switchfoot.

this morning around 9:30, i found out that i hadn't turned my speakers on my computer off cuz someone was compulsively IMing me. i didn't wanna get out of bed, but they just kept IMing me and IMing me.... so i dragged my butt down off the top bunk and talked to christy for a little bit. then i turned off my speakers and went back to bed. i got up around 11:30, although those last 2 hours weren't very restful. the buddies aren't very quiet while they clean....lol

and thats my day so far. tomorrow morning is the CC meet, and i get to hang out with tim and craig!! woohoo!! :)

another hour and a half, and then i'm officially on fall break!! woohoo!!! lol. i just emailed my position paper to my psych prof, i hope he accepts it. i don't care if he takes points off.

i'm hungry. i don't know why. i had 3 pieces of pizza for lunch. REAL pizza. from papa john's. my humanities class had a pizza party cuz we got screwed over during the olympics at orientation. :)

i don't really have anything to write about. i'm reading a really good book. the lost boy by dave pelzer. its the sequel to a child called "it". also a really good book.

i think i'm going to end this post now, cuz i don't really have anything else to say.

oh yeah i do-the mexican is a stupid movie. ok. i'm done now. ;)

my entire weekend changed earlier today, with one email.

i was going to go home this weekend, go to the football game with nathan on friday, have dinner with christy on saturday, hang out with my family, maybe see some friends, stuff like that. but now i'm not going home. cuz i got an email from HEIDI!!!! woohoo!!!!!

so now i'm staying here all weekend. friday i'm gonna sit around and do nothing. saturday i'm gonna go to the CC meet, watch tim run, hang out with craig... stuff like that. sunday morning i'm going to kidron. to see my heidi. at some church that i've heard of, i think i've even been there before, i just don't know where it is... lol. then i'm gonna bring sarah b back with me!!! and she's staying here sunday and monday night. :) :) :) big weekend for tracey!!!

I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HEIDI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope my mom doesn't get mad or upset or anything... i emailed her about it... all well. its my heidi. and craig. and sarah. i'll go home next weekend. :)

I'M GONNA SEE MY HEIDI ON SUNDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*************YOU, YOU,YOU***************
1.What is your full name? tracey deanna yoder
2. Nicknames? pete. trac (normally i hate it, but there are a few people that i let it slide with... ), i dunno... i don't remember anymore right now
3. Age: 18
4. Sex: girl
5. Social Security: some numbers that i never can remember
6. Where do you live? canton. or leetonia. take your pick.
7. What school do you attend? malone college
8. Siblings and their ages? tim-14 rusty-21
9. Pets: my bamboo plant. :) and i have a dog at home
10. Zodiac Sign: aries
11. Righty or Lefty: righty

*********YOUR LOOKS*********
12. Hair color: brown
13. Eye color: the color of turds :)
14. Height: 5'8 or 9
15. Do you wear glasses or contacts? glasses. i have some contacts, but i hate them
16. Do you have any piercings? an eyebrow ring
17. Where do you want more? not sure. maybe some actual EAR piercings.... lol
18. Do you have a tattoo? nope
19. If so what and where? .......
20. Do you wear any rings? just my purity ring
21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? whatever i throw on

**********JUST LATELY***************
22. How are you today? when am i not tired?? lol
23. What pants are you wearing right now? pj pants that i bought at massillon vdo a year or 2 ago
24. What underwear are you wearing right now? ummm i think they have flowers??? lol
25. What does your hair look like at the moment? wet and out of my face
26. What song are you listening to right now? i'm not. but the last song i heard was one off of the jekyll and hyde soundtrack
27. What was the last thing you ate? soggy cereal. mmmmmm :-D
28. How is the weather right now? rainy, windy, and cold
29. Last person you talked to on the phone: delight
30. Last dream you can remember: my dream about sarah eades and her paper last night!! lol
31. Who are you talking to right now? farrah and brian
32. What time is it? 12:27 AM

********More about YOU!*****************
33. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 7839
34. If you were a crayon, what color would you want to be? orange
36. Do you like the person that sent you this? stole it from farrah's DJ
37. How do you eat an Oreo? twist it apart, eat the cream, then the cookie
38. What makes you happy? stuff.
39. What's the next CD you are going to buy? not sure. maybe tfk or bleach?
40. What religion/denomination are you? christian
41. What's the best advice ever given to you? be yourself. or something cheesy like that.
42. Have you ever won any special awards? nope. well i got the "bravery award" or something equally cheesy after my first summer working at camp cuz i crossed burma!! lol (NEVER AGAIN!!! *shudders*)
43. What are your future goals? to graduate.... lol
44. Do you like to dance? nope
45. Worst sickness you ever had? whatever that crap was that i had a few weeks ago. i was so much sicker than i told anyone.... lol
46. What's the stupidest thing you ever done? HA which one?
47. What's your favorite memory? weekend at heidi's and the weekends at bens
48. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? i wouldn't be a jerk anymore!!
49. Who do you like? reno
50. How many kids do you want to have? no idea
51. Son's name? i'm still sticking to micah!! :)
52. Daughter's name? no idea
53. Do you do drugs? nope
54. Do you drink? nope
55. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? whatevers cheap. but i do like thermasilk a lot :)
56. What sport do you hate the most? ones that i don't understand
57. What are you most scared of? being left behind
58. How many TV's do you have in your house? 1 or 2?
59. Do you have your own? i do in my dorm room
60. Phone line? 1
61. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? my teddy bear, which i left at home :(
62. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone: nope. well my finger.
63. Who do you dream about: i dunno
64. Who do you tell your dreams to? no one... lol
65. Who's the loudest friend you have? loudest?? ummm.... chrissy? lol
66. Who's the quietest friend: jenny smith :)
67. Is cheerleading a sport? nope
68. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? ask danny ;)
69. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? chicken

*************YOU and LOVE************************
70. Do you believe in Love? yeah
71. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? boyfriend
72. Do you have a crush? josh groban!!! lol
73. Who is your crush? see above ^
74. Did you send this to your crush? nope. he's famous. *sigh*
75. Do you believe in Love at first sight? not sure
76. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? somewhere cool
77. What song do you want played at your wedding? something pretty?? lol
78. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hair
79. Are you too shy ask someone out? yup
80. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? my heidi. she's the bestest friend ever! :)
81. Do you find yourself attractive? not at all.
82. Do you see yourself as ugly? yep
83. Do others find you attractive? well reno must (at least i hope.... lol)

*********ON GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT (for girls only)*******
84. Boxers or briefs: don't care, i don't wanna know!!! lol
85. Curly or straight hair: CURLY!!!
86. Six pack or muscular arms: don't care
87. Good or bad guys: good
88. Hat or no hat: a variation! lol
89. Ears pierced or not: doesn't matter
90. tan or no tan: PURPLE!! (in other words, i don't care)
91. Dimples or not? don'tcare....
92. Stubble or neatly shaven: stubble :)
93. Rugged or sporty: whats the difference? lol
94. Studly or cutie: cutie
95. Accent or not: accents are very fun, but not necessary
96. Glasses? don't care
97. Smart or dumb: well not completely dumb...
98. Sensitive or not: sensitive can be good
99. Dependent(whipped) or independent: haha whipped... thats funny. but definitely a little of both. reno isn't whipped yet. although stokes thinks he is... lol

***********Pick One: THIS OR THAT**********************
100. Lights on/off: off=sleep!! happy!!
101. Sun or rain? sun is good. but rain is fun to play in!
102. Micky D's(McDonalds) or BK(Burger King)? bk food is better, but i work at mcds... lol
103. Do you like scary or happy movies better? depends on my mood. mostly happy ones
104. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? PLUS ONE!! :-D
105. On the phone or in person? i hate eye contact, so the phone can be good at times!!
106. Paper or plastic? plastic
107. Sausage or pepperoni? pepperoni
108. Summer or winter? summer. i hate snow.
109. Hugs or kisses? hugs
110. Chocolate or white milk: white
111. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: YUCK neither
112. Glass half full or half empty? half.
113. CD or Tape: cds
114. Tape or DVD: dvds
115. Cats or Dogs: cats
116. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: ............. lol
117. Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla
118. Skiing or Boarding: neither
119. Day or night: night
120. Cake or pie: pie
121. Diamond or pearl: ugh. fancy stuff. diamond i guess?
122. Sunset or sunrise: set

***************YOUR FAVS*******************
123. Color: orange
124. Food: chex mix!
125. Fast Food: mcds
126. Candy: SOUR PATCH KIDS!!!!
127. Beverage: milk
128. Ice Cream Flavor: superman
129. Sport?: rugball!! :)
130. Animal: pig
131. Fave type of music? just about anything. except r&b and country.
132. Radio Station: radio u
133. Song: lots of songs
134. Band: i'm not sure. i'm having a mini crisis regarding RK.. lol
135. Fav. Actor or Actress: sandra bullock
136. Fav. day of the year? don't really have one
137. Fav. month? may or june
138. TV show? GILMORE GIRLS!! :)
139. Grocery Store: marc's
140. Scent: not sure
141. Teacher: i guess i don't really have one anymore. but carchedi was my favorite in HS
142. Board Game: ummm.... life or monopoly or scrabble
143. Saying: torched, definitely

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~HAVE YOU EVER~~~~~~~
144. Loved someone so much it made you cry? not necessarily in a dating sense
145. Drank? nope
146. Ever gotten dumped? nope
147. Broke the law? driving laws
148. Ran from the cops? nope
149. Stole something? yeah
150. Tried to kill yourself? never actually tried
151. Made yourself throw up? yes
152. Been in love? i don't know.... lol
153. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no

**********On A FiNaL NoTe*******************
154. Do you like filling these out? yeah... i'm kinda addicted i think.... lol
155. How many people are you sending this to? whoever reads my weblog
156. Do you want your friends to write back? its a post
157. Who is least likely to respond? ......
158. Who is most likely to respond? .......
159. What first comes to mind? about what?

so yeah... back to the concert that i promised i'd write about but hadn't got to yet....

you know what? i don't feel like it. i waited too long, and now the moment is gone.

it was awesome. thats all that needs to be said. definitely one of the best concerts i've ever been to, right below trans-siberian orchestra and maybe that carman concert. wow. good stuff. good good good stuff. and i got to see it with two awesome people, which made it better. mmmmmm was it awesome!!!!!!!!!!

yay!!! i'm going to the football game with nathan capps on friday. i haven't seen him since....ummm....the street fair maybe?? its been forever. i was talking to him online earlier and i told him i was coming home this weekend and wanted to hang out. so we're going to the game. like the leetonia losers that we are.... lol. i'm excited!! :)

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i'll finish FIF later. i promise. but i need to study now. i just want to say one thing: if i had to pick one night of my life to live over and over again for the rest of my life, it would definitely be last night.

ali my ali, are you sure you commented? cuz i don't see it... lol

this weekend has definitely been one of the best weekends of my life. wow.
i was horribly late leaving on friday cuz i lost my checkbook. i ended up leaving without finding it. i think i left here around 4:20 or so, and i told elizabeth i was leaving at 3:30. it was an uneventful trip, until i got right outside of west liberty.... i am SO thankful for kelli's cell phone. i used it 7 (yes 7) times on my way down. to call david/jimothy to tell him i was coming and that i wanted to hang out with him, to call liz and tell her i was running pretty late, to call holly kelley and tell her i'd find her when i got to the game cuz i was running late, to call david to tell him i was close to west liberty, then i got lost. after like 20 minutes or so, i called russell's cell phone to tell him i was lost and get directions. he didn't answer it. so i drove around for awhile not knowing for sure where i was. radio u was playing much stryper music. it was fun for awhile, but then i wanted it to go away cuz i was tired of it.... lol. then i called david again. he told me where to go. then when i got almost to the high school i called david again to tell him i was almost there (for real this time, lol). i got to the game a little bit after half time started, so i went over and found holly and watched WL's halftime show. then we went to the bathroom cuz i was gonna pee my pants. lol. then i saw bunches of people, i can't even begin to name them. elizabeth jumped on me when she saw me. it was "quality." :) i hung out with her and jill schlabach until david came, then i talked to him. that was good stuff. i don't talk to him as much as i should. i miss that kid. after the game me, liz, and david went to subway to see lacey. i love lacey!!!
ok i'm starting to "drag", and i have a class at 9.... "highlights" from here on out.... lol
elizabeth took me on my first 4-wheeler... i was scared outta my mind, but it was still fun.
mel called me at liz's. she couldn't come over, but it was still great to talk to her!!!!
the bonfire saturday night was great. brian schlabach even came for a bit right before i left. i didn't think he would. i was glad. i hadn't seen him in forever!! i had to leave like 10 minutes after he came tho.
i went on the outerbelt. i was proud of myself. it only took me about 50 minutes or something to get from WL to columbus. powell. whatever.
i talked to reno online at marlene's. her computer is very very very slow.
we went to church with craig and linda this morning. i like their church more than i used to.
rusty tim and i played scrabble for awhile this morning. i don't think the 3 of us have ever sat down and played a board game before. that was interesting. but fun.
lunch was good. good food and stuff like that. the whole family thing was alright too.
my car is officially falling apart. but its still driveable. :)
i had to drive the speed limit the entire way back cuz my family was behind me. i usually go about 5 over. but i couldn't. all well. i got to malone a little before 4, and we ended up having plenty of time.
i was happy to see reno again. i think i am becoming girly. i missed him, and i was only gone for a day and a half..... grrrrr on me..... lol
we got to kent easily, and it was AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME to see lynne again!!!! i've missed her so much!
we got to the chapel a little early, so we made a mcd's run.
i really want to finish this, but man am i tired.... i love five iron frenzy. and i'll still love them in the morning when i can think coherently. although most of tomorrow is going to be spent studying for psych.... blah.

i'm getting stuff done, and i then hope to leave in like 30-45 minutes for WEST LIBERTY!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!! good times ahead.... :)