i'm tired, so this is gonna be short. but it was requested...
[see below...]
Then Janson said: you know what you could do?
relientkbandgeek: what?
Then Janson said: you could...
Then Janson said: write a nice post that would make a certain boy smile when he gets up
Then Janson said: :-D
[such a strange boy that i have... ;)]

he is a nice strange boy, however. he's a lot stronger than he thinks that he is. and i love him a lot. so do other people. things suck right now, but i'm gonna be here through all of it, i'm not going anywhere.
"i'd give you my hand if you'd reach out and grab it
lets walk away from this hell"
and i'm too tired to write anything else right now. so i'll just say that much.
i love you.