ok... so i'm behind. as usual. lets see...
saturday mom dad and i ate at quizno's and got gas in salem (and mom paid for all of that cuz i'm a sad broke little girl), then we got to malone. we brought in all my stuff (minus a big box of movies which is still MIA, a few days later, ahhhhh). the boy scouts were there helping carry stuff in, lol. mom and i got in some weird fight (she took something i said jokingly completely the wrong way and stormed out of my room). so that was a great way to start off my second year here at malone.
chrissy and i went over to the bookstore and bought books, mine were $315, and i borrowed like 5 books from chrissy. don't want to think about what it would have been if i hadn't borrowed books from her... wow. i get to return one of them thats worth like 12.50, lol. i'm gonna be RICH!
i unpacked some, and lets see... what else happened on saturday? ohh! i know! cassie came out, so i walked all over campus visiting people, then went to a movie with her, est, molly, lindsay, and shelli. we saw dodgeball, and laughed a lot, lol. i don't think anything happened after that. i think i just came back here and hung out.
sunday i slept in till 10:30 or so. that was nice. :) then i unpacked more, then ate lunch. hmmm... then what? oh i know. i went to wal-mart with my roommate, her friend jacob, and his roommate josh. that was a good time. :) we went to walmart, furniture max (haha) and old navy. then after we got back, janson came over after awhile.
we went visiting on campus, and were in every dorm except PGB and haviland, lol. we ended up in kasey and jared's room for like an hour, which was hilarious. i had to pee while i was there, so i made jared go in and lock the door that led to reno and jason's room, and then after i got done, they wouldn't let me out. they'd locked the door from the outside and i was locked in. heat[h]er came over for awhile, and then janson and i went over to her dorm for a bit later. joe was trying to a shelf together, and janson tried to help him, and heat[h]er and i just laughed at them.
more later :)
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Monday, August 30, 2004
so work study kinda sucks, and i don't think i'm gonna be able to get an off campus job because of it. but here's my schedule (classes and work study) for the semester...
Monday
9-9:50 AM- Human Biology- TS 100
10-10:45ish AM- Chapel
11-11:50 AM- Intro to Social Work- CC 104
12-12:50 AM- American Sign Language- CH 2
2-2:50 PM- Understanding the Social Sciences- CH 1
Tuesday
11 AM-12:15 PM- Commons 1 (Social Work)- CC 105
12:30-1 PM- Work in Library Lab
2:30-3:45 PM- Literature in Society- CH 2
4-4:50 PM- Walking for Health- Gym
5-7 PM- Work in Timken Lab
Wednesday
9-9:50 AM- Human Biology- TS 100
10-10:45ish AM- Chapel
11-11:50 AM- Intro to Social Work- CC 104
12-12:50 AM- American Sign Language- CH 2
2-2:50 PM- Understanding the Social Sciences- CH 1
4-5 PM- Work in Library Lab
8:30-9 PM- Work in Timken Lab
10-11:30 PM- Work in Timken Lab
Thursday
11:30 AM- 1 PM- Work in Library Lab
2:30-3:45 PM- Literature in Society- CH 2
4-4:50 PM- Walking for Health- Gym
5-5:30 PM- Work in Timken Lab
Friday
9-9:50 AM- Human Biology- TS 100
10:30-11 AM- Work in Timken Lab
11-11:50 AM- Intro to Social Work- CC 104
12-12:50 AM- American Sign Language- CH 2
1-1:30 PM- Work in Library Lab
Sunday
4-6:30 PM- Work in Library Lab
Monday
9-9:50 AM- Human Biology- TS 100
10-10:45ish AM- Chapel
11-11:50 AM- Intro to Social Work- CC 104
12-12:50 AM- American Sign Language- CH 2
2-2:50 PM- Understanding the Social Sciences- CH 1
Tuesday
11 AM-12:15 PM- Commons 1 (Social Work)- CC 105
12:30-1 PM- Work in Library Lab
2:30-3:45 PM- Literature in Society- CH 2
4-4:50 PM- Walking for Health- Gym
5-7 PM- Work in Timken Lab
Wednesday
9-9:50 AM- Human Biology- TS 100
10-10:45ish AM- Chapel
11-11:50 AM- Intro to Social Work- CC 104
12-12:50 AM- American Sign Language- CH 2
2-2:50 PM- Understanding the Social Sciences- CH 1
4-5 PM- Work in Library Lab
8:30-9 PM- Work in Timken Lab
10-11:30 PM- Work in Timken Lab
Thursday
11:30 AM- 1 PM- Work in Library Lab
2:30-3:45 PM- Literature in Society- CH 2
4-4:50 PM- Walking for Health- Gym
5-5:30 PM- Work in Timken Lab
Friday
9-9:50 AM- Human Biology- TS 100
10:30-11 AM- Work in Timken Lab
11-11:50 AM- Intro to Social Work- CC 104
12-12:50 AM- American Sign Language- CH 2
1-1:30 PM- Work in Library Lab
Sunday
4-6:30 PM- Work in Library Lab
Saturday, August 28, 2004
ok so its 9 am. in a little over 3 hours, i have to pick up my mom from work. before then, i have to...
--get the stuff out of my moms van
--attempt to take the seat out of my moms van
--clean the junk out of my car
--vaccuum the dog hair out of my car
--finish packing my clothes
--bring my computer downstairs
--bring my tv downstairs (well first remove all clothing and whatnot from it, its been a coat hanger these past couple weeks)
--finish packing in general, cuz i haven't really started
--oh and clean the inside of my moms windshield
can she do it??? she's not really sure.... but she's gonna try!!
[iwanttogotothebleachconcert....] :(
--get the stuff out of my moms van
--attempt to take the seat out of my moms van
--clean the junk out of my car
--vaccuum the dog hair out of my car
--finish packing my clothes
--bring my computer downstairs
--bring my tv downstairs (well first remove all clothing and whatnot from it, its been a coat hanger these past couple weeks)
--finish packing in general, cuz i haven't really started
--oh and clean the inside of my moms windshield
can she do it??? she's not really sure.... but she's gonna try!!
[iwanttogotothebleachconcert....] :(
Thursday, August 26, 2004
well i'm a bit behind i guess...
work on monday was fun, as i started to say. rayford makes me laugh a lot. even when he pushes me down and i fall on my butt. i named the air freshener in my car after him. its a naked tiki man that smells like coconut, and is now named rayford. lol.
i don't remember much else. we trained kevin. he's cool, but i feel like i have a shadow when i work with him. oh i fell down when i was talking to him. i was back doing dishes, and i was trying to hurry, and slipped in the water on the floor and fell, on my butt. i've never fallen at work before, and then i fell twice in one night... lol
i already posted about picking up my parents from the station that night.
tuesday i slept from 6-11am, then i got up cuz mom came home on her lunch break and we took my car down to 344 tire, then i stayed up for little while. i ended up going back to bed from like 1:30-3:30pm cuz i was still freaking tired.
we picked up my car that night on my way to work (mom dropped me off), its so nice to have a fully working car again. the brakes actually WORK, its so weird!! lol
then i worked 8-close. ashley makes me laugh. it was an ok night.
yesterday i started packing. well i finished reading my book first (reunion). it was so sad.... i bawled my way through it. but it was really good. then i talked to some people online, almost bought tickets to a bleach concert, but forced myself not to (its on saturday and theres basically no way that i can make it work, *sniff*) and THEN i started packing. around 6, the phone rang. caller id said mcdonalds, so i almost didn't answer, lol. but i did, and it was sean. he'd talked rayford into staying till close so that i didn't have to come in at all (woohoo!!!!) so i talked to him for a bit, then i drove tim up to canfield. we listened to brian regan on the way. :) then i went back to packing when i got home. i really didn't get much done, lol. but i have a couple boxes. (2 of them were still packed from may, lol, but that doesn't matter...)
my suite had a chatroom going last night. well 4 of us did. it was hilarious. this year is gonna be so funny. :) ski masks. thats all i have to say... :)
OH!! and my wonderful roommate told me our phone number, once again, since i didn't write it down last time. as of saturday, my phone number will be: 330-588-7564. use it!! :)
today i got up around 10:30, and i started laundry. as soon as thats done (which might be awhile, cuz i'm doing everyone's laundry) i'm gonna pack my clothes. and i work 4-close tonight. thats about it.
work on monday was fun, as i started to say. rayford makes me laugh a lot. even when he pushes me down and i fall on my butt. i named the air freshener in my car after him. its a naked tiki man that smells like coconut, and is now named rayford. lol.
i don't remember much else. we trained kevin. he's cool, but i feel like i have a shadow when i work with him. oh i fell down when i was talking to him. i was back doing dishes, and i was trying to hurry, and slipped in the water on the floor and fell, on my butt. i've never fallen at work before, and then i fell twice in one night... lol
i already posted about picking up my parents from the station that night.
tuesday i slept from 6-11am, then i got up cuz mom came home on her lunch break and we took my car down to 344 tire, then i stayed up for little while. i ended up going back to bed from like 1:30-3:30pm cuz i was still freaking tired.
we picked up my car that night on my way to work (mom dropped me off), its so nice to have a fully working car again. the brakes actually WORK, its so weird!! lol
then i worked 8-close. ashley makes me laugh. it was an ok night.
yesterday i started packing. well i finished reading my book first (reunion). it was so sad.... i bawled my way through it. but it was really good. then i talked to some people online, almost bought tickets to a bleach concert, but forced myself not to (its on saturday and theres basically no way that i can make it work, *sniff*) and THEN i started packing. around 6, the phone rang. caller id said mcdonalds, so i almost didn't answer, lol. but i did, and it was sean. he'd talked rayford into staying till close so that i didn't have to come in at all (woohoo!!!!) so i talked to him for a bit, then i drove tim up to canfield. we listened to brian regan on the way. :) then i went back to packing when i got home. i really didn't get much done, lol. but i have a couple boxes. (2 of them were still packed from may, lol, but that doesn't matter...)
my suite had a chatroom going last night. well 4 of us did. it was hilarious. this year is gonna be so funny. :) ski masks. thats all i have to say... :)
OH!! and my wonderful roommate told me our phone number, once again, since i didn't write it down last time. as of saturday, my phone number will be: 330-588-7564. use it!! :)
today i got up around 10:30, and i started laundry. as soon as thats done (which might be awhile, cuz i'm doing everyone's laundry) i'm gonna pack my clothes. and i work 4-close tonight. thats about it.
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
i'm more ghetto than reno!! lol
Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name? Yo gangsta name beLaddie McBaddie
You ride around in a 2004 BMW 530
Yo gang The Meatloaf Pummelers
Yo shoes be Thigh-high go-go boots
Yo dubs be dis big, foo l475
How much money you got? $6.03604491986179e+25
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 31%
Quiz created with MemeGen!
there. i sorta fixed it... :)
Your Inner Gangsta by crash_and_burn
What is yo name? Yo gangsta name beLaddie McBaddie
You ride around in a 2004 BMW 530
Yo gang The Meatloaf Pummelers
Yo shoes be Thigh-high go-go boots
Yo dubs be dis big, foo l475
How much money you got? $6.03604491986179e+25
How gangsta are you, bitch?: 31%
Quiz created with MemeGen!
there. i sorta fixed it... :)
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
oh, so work last night? one of those random nights when it was actually kinda fun. i love nights like that. i worked 4-close, and rayford (aka ray yeager) was there 4-9, and he and i trained his friend josh for like an hour or so (cuz robert got tired of doing it, of course). i went over to the bookstore on my break to take back some books to joyce that i'd borrowed from her, and she lent me
moms home, gotta pick up my car from jeff!! more later...
moms home, gotta pick up my car from jeff!! more later...
i'm tiiiiired. mom and dad's train ended up not getting there until about 5 am, so i sat at the station, freeeeezing waiting for them. i just sat in the little thingy with a sweatshirt and blanket that i found in moms car, reading reunion (by karen kingsbury and gary smalley, and its amazing so far!!!), and waiting. so by the time we got back here and i got in bed, it was like 10 after 6. then i had to get up around 11:25 or so cuz mom was home on her lunch break and we took my car down to 344 tire. i'm contemplating going back to bed, i haven't decided yet. i've lived on 5 hours of sleep before, but i don't think i could handle mcdonalds when i'm this tired. i might go back up for like 2 more hours.
kurt blackburn always signs on and then signs off right away, and it makes me sad, cuz i never have time to IM him before he gets off. i haven't talked to him forever. kurt, if you read this, you are a slacker and you should stop getting off right away, and you should talk to me!!!
i'm out.
kurt blackburn always signs on and then signs off right away, and it makes me sad, cuz i never have time to IM him before he gets off. i haven't talked to him forever. kurt, if you read this, you are a slacker and you should stop getting off right away, and you should talk to me!!!
i'm out.
yesterday i got up, got dressed, and tim and i headed to church. we joked around that it was the first time we'd been on time in a long time (for some reason, my mom never leaves the house until like 9:20 or later, and its a 10 minute drive, lol). church was good, as usual. it was my last sunday there for awhile, tho, which is sad. i need to remember to give mom my dorm number to give to stacy so she can call me when fun stuff is going on with my sunday school class, cuz i heart them.
after church tim and i came home, and ate lunch. our lunch was amazing, let me tell you. we had leftover chicken alfredo that i'd made the night before, i made some ramen noodles, tim had a boiled egg, we both had grapes, and we had strawberry pies that i'd brought home from work the night before. it was so funny, i wanted to take a picture of our meal, lol. the other thing i wanted to take a picture of was the sink and the counter by the sink. we had like 5 or 6 containers and such of various sizes just sitting in the sink 'soaking', cuz we didn't feel like washing them, so we just put water in them so things wouldn't get hard and nasty on them. lol.
i was supposed to work 2-close then, but i ended up leaving at 7. i got there, and was like "i'm so tired of this place..." so i asked aja if i could do what we call (excuse the language) 'bitch work' so i wouldn't have to make any food. i washed the walls in the grill, changed all the liners in the store and outside, took a broom and dustpan out in the parking lot and swept up trash, washed all the vat covers (and they were freaking nasty, too), and cleaned out all the fakey wooden trashcans, inside and out. while i was cleaning the trashcans, a man came up to me and told me that we had the cleanest mcdonalds he had ever seen. he said he'd been in some gross ones that he wouldn't go back to, but he liked coming to ours cuz it was always clean. i was like "wow.. thanks!" as i was sitting on the floor with a bucket of water, cleaning out the insides of trashcans. lol. it was great. then aja sent me home a little after 7, since i was in overtime and they didn't want to pay me for it, lol. but i still got over 4 and a half hours of overtime, first. :)
i grabbed 2 milkshakes, then went over to video safari (movie gallery, whatever) and rented 'league of extraordinary gentleman' cuz tim hadn't seen it yet. so i came home, showered, then tim and i watched it. then i just kinda hung out i think, i don't really remember. i talked to heidi online for a bit. and travis. and maybe someone else? i don't know. lol (well janson, but thats kinda given). oh i remember!!! i talked to both jessie and heather yesterday! yay! i miss them both.
today i got up around 11:15. that is so freaking late, lol. well i got up twice before that, though. craig mercer called at 10:20 to talk to dad, and he said he'd call back tomorrow. and then i slept again. then around 10:45, joyce called, cuz she had the fifth book in a series i've been borrowing from her (the redemption series by karen kingsbury and gary smalley.. they're amazingly good!!). then i went back to sleep again.
after i got up i just hung out, then i called jeff (my mechanic) to talk about bringing my car down to him. we ended up talking for like half an hour, which was cool. i need to remember to take my car down there tomorrow during moms lunch break...
then tim and i went to salem. we went to marcs and walmart, where i bought random stuff, like for school and my dorm, some milk, some bread, and a pair of shoes at walmart, and stuff like that. it was fun, tim makes me laugh.
when we got back here, i called ali (cuz she'd called me) and then i did stuff that i was supposed to do all week long, like clean and such. then i dropped movies off at video safari, and worked a 4-close. i'll talk about work alter, i should probly get going to pick up my parents at the alliance amtrak station! bye all!
after church tim and i came home, and ate lunch. our lunch was amazing, let me tell you. we had leftover chicken alfredo that i'd made the night before, i made some ramen noodles, tim had a boiled egg, we both had grapes, and we had strawberry pies that i'd brought home from work the night before. it was so funny, i wanted to take a picture of our meal, lol. the other thing i wanted to take a picture of was the sink and the counter by the sink. we had like 5 or 6 containers and such of various sizes just sitting in the sink 'soaking', cuz we didn't feel like washing them, so we just put water in them so things wouldn't get hard and nasty on them. lol.
i was supposed to work 2-close then, but i ended up leaving at 7. i got there, and was like "i'm so tired of this place..." so i asked aja if i could do what we call (excuse the language) 'bitch work' so i wouldn't have to make any food. i washed the walls in the grill, changed all the liners in the store and outside, took a broom and dustpan out in the parking lot and swept up trash, washed all the vat covers (and they were freaking nasty, too), and cleaned out all the fakey wooden trashcans, inside and out. while i was cleaning the trashcans, a man came up to me and told me that we had the cleanest mcdonalds he had ever seen. he said he'd been in some gross ones that he wouldn't go back to, but he liked coming to ours cuz it was always clean. i was like "wow.. thanks!" as i was sitting on the floor with a bucket of water, cleaning out the insides of trashcans. lol. it was great. then aja sent me home a little after 7, since i was in overtime and they didn't want to pay me for it, lol. but i still got over 4 and a half hours of overtime, first. :)
i grabbed 2 milkshakes, then went over to video safari (movie gallery, whatever) and rented 'league of extraordinary gentleman' cuz tim hadn't seen it yet. so i came home, showered, then tim and i watched it. then i just kinda hung out i think, i don't really remember. i talked to heidi online for a bit. and travis. and maybe someone else? i don't know. lol (well janson, but thats kinda given). oh i remember!!! i talked to both jessie and heather yesterday! yay! i miss them both.
today i got up around 11:15. that is so freaking late, lol. well i got up twice before that, though. craig mercer called at 10:20 to talk to dad, and he said he'd call back tomorrow. and then i slept again. then around 10:45, joyce called, cuz she had the fifth book in a series i've been borrowing from her (the redemption series by karen kingsbury and gary smalley.. they're amazingly good!!). then i went back to sleep again.
after i got up i just hung out, then i called jeff (my mechanic) to talk about bringing my car down to him. we ended up talking for like half an hour, which was cool. i need to remember to take my car down there tomorrow during moms lunch break...
then tim and i went to salem. we went to marcs and walmart, where i bought random stuff, like for school and my dorm, some milk, some bread, and a pair of shoes at walmart, and stuff like that. it was fun, tim makes me laugh.
when we got back here, i called ali (cuz she'd called me) and then i did stuff that i was supposed to do all week long, like clean and such. then i dropped movies off at video safari, and worked a 4-close. i'll talk about work alter, i should probly get going to pick up my parents at the alliance amtrak station! bye all!
Sunday, August 22, 2004
i stole this from reno.
Bold the ones that apply to you, and add three of your own at the bottom.
01. I have never kissed someone of the same sex.
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I love my gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write, even though I think I suck at it.
09. I can't live without lipgloss. (wait, does chapstick count? cuz if not, then i don't want this one bolded after all... lol)
10. I’m probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I’ve had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation. [i know there are people shaking their heads right now... but i fight about the stupid stuff. when it comes to the serious stuff, i hate it...]
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I’m spiritual… but not religious.
21. My first kiss was unexpected. And heinous.
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th.
23. I love taking pictures. [even tho i'm horrible at it, i cut people's heads off... haha]
24. I hate girls.
25. I can be mean when I want to. [although there are people who will laugh when they read that, cuz they think i can't be]
26. When I allow myself to get close to people, I get very attached.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes. [flip flops. make that flip flops.]
29. I've seen She’s All That at least 50 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay. [don't hate me for saying that, but i do. it doesn't change my opinion of anyone who is gay, tho. i still love them just the same.]
40. I have a lot of drama.
41. No one really knows me. [i thought about bolding this one, and then i was like 'oh wait... ali...' lol]
42. I love my hair. [it depends. right now, no]
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I have had the chicken pox. [twice!!]
46. I'm a hopeless romantic. [sometimes]
47. I feel empty sometimes.
48. I am/was clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. I am addicted to coffee.
50. I am very outgoing.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure.
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I'm extremely mellow.
60. I contemplate suicide.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person.
66. I'm a vegetarian.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I love school.
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years.
73. I tend to feel inadequate.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
76. I sew.
77. I am addicted to drugs.
78. I wear contacts. [i want to so bad, but i just can't. its so sad.... :(]
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I don't take criticism well.
82. Conformity is stupid.
83. Chris Carrabba is one of the suckiest men alive. [gee why am i not surprised that reno bolded that one?? i tried so hard to get him to like dashboard when we were dating... i played it constantly, lol]
84. So is Conor from Bright Eyes.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I can be too hard on myself.
90. I don't like my nose.
91. I am very religious. [i try]
92. I still act like a little kid.
93. I am ridiculously indecisive.
94. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife. [God/devil and heaven/hell]
95. I love music.
96. I'm in love.
97. I have problems letting go of people.
98. I tend to think with my heart more than my head.
99. I don't really like ice cream.
100. I can't live without books.
101. If my house burned down, I'd try to save my cat.
102. I hate the town I live in.
103. I hate wearing my hair loose.
104. I only dance when I'm drunk.
105. I still sleep with my old stuffed toys.
106. I eat between three and four standard bars of chocolate a day.
107. I fangirl symphony orchestras, musicians, conductors and/or composers.
108. I say "I love you" very lightly, but I usually mean it. I have very flexible definitions of love.
109. I'm obsessed with 1920s Russian art Woo! Constructivism!!
110. I virtually never follow up my ideas.
111. I'm really f-ng cold right now.
112. I love Kiwifruit and Strawberry herbal tea!
113. I love thrift stores.
114. Beer is my fave alcoholic beverage *burP*
115. The Eels are the best band in the world.
116. You feel you missed out on much of your life so far.
117. People think you are more innocent than you are.
118. I live on my own.
119. I find amusement in things others would find offensive.
120. I drink diet coke because I like the taste.
121. I went to a Catholic school.
122. I have a tendency to act differently around different people, because I'm still not so sure who I am.
123. After bolding so many statements, my hands hurt, kinda...
124. I look forward to going to college, yet dread it.
125. I love the Spice Girls.
126. Ian Thorpe is one sexy beast.
127. I am an only child.
128. Harry Potter is my Bible.
129. Slash is good.
130. If I know someone, I say hi to them, whether or not I think they'll say hi back.
131. I believe my hands are my best physical asset.
132. I have never been kissed...not like real kissed, I mean, kissed period.
133. I am an Olympic freak. I watch the Olympics no matter what.
134. Michael Phelps is such a cutie!
135. I forgive but don’t forget.
136. I would be the most productive person in the world if I put all the ideas I have into action.
137. I am very much a realist--not a pessimist.
138. I tend to dwell on things said and actions done more than and longer than the average person would.
139. I've truly had my heart broken. [and then mended a few days later, and then broken again like a day later, and then mended again... oh that was the most horrible week of my life, but its in the past. things are ok now]
140. Soccer is my favorite sport.
141. I try not to use offensive language.
142. I hate my job.
143. I love intstrumental movie soundtracks
144. I love Jane Austen novels
Bold the ones that apply to you, and add three of your own at the bottom.
01. I have never kissed someone of the same sex.
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I love my gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write, even though I think I suck at it.
09. I can't live without lipgloss. (wait, does chapstick count? cuz if not, then i don't want this one bolded after all... lol)
10. I’m probably emotionally scarred.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags.
15. I’ve had a concussion before.
16. I'm not good with confrontation. [i know there are people shaking their heads right now... but i fight about the stupid stuff. when it comes to the serious stuff, i hate it...]
17. I loved the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I’m spiritual… but not religious.
21. My first kiss was unexpected. And heinous.
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th.
23. I love taking pictures. [even tho i'm horrible at it, i cut people's heads off... haha]
24. I hate girls.
25. I can be mean when I want to. [although there are people who will laugh when they read that, cuz they think i can't be]
26. When I allow myself to get close to people, I get very attached.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes. [flip flops. make that flip flops.]
29. I've seen She’s All That at least 50 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I believe that it is wrong to be gay. [don't hate me for saying that, but i do. it doesn't change my opinion of anyone who is gay, tho. i still love them just the same.]
40. I have a lot of drama.
41. No one really knows me. [i thought about bolding this one, and then i was like 'oh wait... ali...' lol]
42. I love my hair. [it depends. right now, no]
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I am passionate about my interests.
45. I have had the chicken pox. [twice!!]
46. I'm a hopeless romantic. [sometimes]
47. I feel empty sometimes.
48. I am/was clinically depressed at a point in my life.
49. I am addicted to coffee.
50. I am very outgoing.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure.
53. I don't notice it, but I'm told I'm very softspoken.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I'm extremely mellow.
60. I contemplate suicide.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I get more upset when I see an animal hurt than a person.
66. I'm a vegetarian.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I love school.
72. I've played a musical instrument for more than 5 years.
73. I tend to feel inadequate.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
76. I sew.
77. I am addicted to drugs.
78. I wear contacts. [i want to so bad, but i just can't. its so sad.... :(]
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I don't take criticism well.
82. Conformity is stupid.
83. Chris Carrabba is one of the suckiest men alive. [gee why am i not surprised that reno bolded that one?? i tried so hard to get him to like dashboard when we were dating... i played it constantly, lol]
84. So is Conor from Bright Eyes.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I can be too hard on myself.
90. I don't like my nose.
91. I am very religious. [i try]
92. I still act like a little kid.
93. I am ridiculously indecisive.
94. I believe in a higher power or some form of an afterlife. [God/devil and heaven/hell]
95. I love music.
96. I'm in love.
97. I have problems letting go of people.
98. I tend to think with my heart more than my head.
99. I don't really like ice cream.
100. I can't live without books.
101. If my house burned down, I'd try to save my cat.
102. I hate the town I live in.
103. I hate wearing my hair loose.
104. I only dance when I'm drunk.
105. I still sleep with my old stuffed toys.
106. I eat between three and four standard bars of chocolate a day.
107. I fangirl symphony orchestras, musicians, conductors and/or composers.
108. I say "I love you" very lightly, but I usually mean it. I have very flexible definitions of love.
109. I'm obsessed with 1920s Russian art Woo! Constructivism!!
110. I virtually never follow up my ideas.
111. I'm really f-ng cold right now.
112. I love Kiwifruit and Strawberry herbal tea!
113. I love thrift stores.
114. Beer is my fave alcoholic beverage *burP*
115. The Eels are the best band in the world.
116. You feel you missed out on much of your life so far.
117. People think you are more innocent than you are.
118. I live on my own.
119. I find amusement in things others would find offensive.
120. I drink diet coke because I like the taste.
121. I went to a Catholic school.
122. I have a tendency to act differently around different people, because I'm still not so sure who I am.
123. After bolding so many statements, my hands hurt, kinda...
124. I look forward to going to college, yet dread it.
125. I love the Spice Girls.
126. Ian Thorpe is one sexy beast.
127. I am an only child.
128. Harry Potter is my Bible.
129. Slash is good.
130. If I know someone, I say hi to them, whether or not I think they'll say hi back.
131. I believe my hands are my best physical asset.
132. I have never been kissed...not like real kissed, I mean, kissed period.
133. I am an Olympic freak. I watch the Olympics no matter what.
134. Michael Phelps is such a cutie!
135. I forgive but don’t forget.
136. I would be the most productive person in the world if I put all the ideas I have into action.
137. I am very much a realist--not a pessimist.
138. I tend to dwell on things said and actions done more than and longer than the average person would.
139. I've truly had my heart broken. [and then mended a few days later, and then broken again like a day later, and then mended again... oh that was the most horrible week of my life, but its in the past. things are ok now]
140. Soccer is my favorite sport.
141. I try not to use offensive language.
142. I hate my job.
143. I love intstrumental movie soundtracks
144. I love Jane Austen novels
Saturday, August 21, 2004
yesterday tiff called me around 11:30. i was still in bed, lol, but i had moms phone in my room, so i answered it. she said that some band kids were eating lunch at pizza hut around 12:30 if i wanted to come. so after tim got home from band camp, we headed out to pizza hut. tiff neglected to tell me that rodik was gonna be there, lol, but i survived. josh canfield was there, which was awesome. he used to write the drills for us, he wrote the riverdance drill, which was the most awesome show all through high school. so it was cool to talk to him again.
tim and i gave farrah a ride home, and then came back here and watched chasing liberty. i had to leave before it was over to get to work.
work sucked. a lot. robert had poison ivy and couldn't deal with food at all, shannon was done at 8, and ray was done at 9. so that left me alone for the rest of the night. we got behind, cuz i don't know how to close grill, i only close dishes. and robert was more interested in standing around talking for 2 hours than helping me. needless to say, last night's close sucked. oh and i looked at my schedule while i was on break, cuz they'd put me on the schedule for next saturday, and i told them i couldn't work cuz i was moving back to malone that day. not only am i still on the schedule, now i'm training someone. so it looks like i won't really be back at malone till next sunday, which is really sad. i'm gonna move all my stuff over saturday morning, and then just come home and go back on sunday.
so i was thinking, "ok, i'm going home from work now, this crummy night is over." oh no, not in the least. it rained the whole time i was at work, which i was excited about, cuz my car got semi-clean. but i wasn't so happy when i started driving. i turned my car on, and put it in reverse and backed out of my parking spot, and i hear water swishing around INSIDE my car, and then water proceeds to pour out onto my feet and the passenger side. i was like "WTF???" but i decided to just drive home and worry about it later, cuz i need to call jeff on monday anyway to get my oil changed and my brakes fixed.
ok so bad night over? no not quite. its pretty dark at like 12:15 at night, right? right. so i'm driving home on rt. 14 at the same speed i usually go, like 60 or 65. and the next thing i know, i'm no longer in control of my car, and its careening towards the car thats driving on the other side of the road. i hit a huge patch of water that i couldn't see cuz of the dark, and then i hydroplaned and almost died. good times. so i slowed down to about 45, and i hydroplaned again later. so i slowed down to like 30, and i hydroplaned, once again, later on. so needless to say, i was REALLY not in the best of moods when i got home.
so i get home, and tim had left a note for me that the chimney above the fishtank is leaking (yes, we have a fishtank in our chimney... i know... lol), in two different places, and that i needed to check the buckets before i went to bed. the one was leaking this nasty black color, and the other one was leaking a disgusting pee color. and i was like "oh this is nice..."
so i thought "ok. i'm just gonna get on the computer and talk to some people, i'll be ok." NO!! mom has norton set to run a computer scan every friday night. well, last night it found not one, not 2, not 3... but 8 at-risk files in this computer. 8. oh how i love viruses. so i clicked the delete button, and only 6 of them deleted. 2 of them refused to be deleted. this whole time, people are IMing me, and i can hear the noise, but i can't see what they're saying or type back to them. so i gave up and took a shower. it took me freaking forever to get everything off this computer. i ended up having to use a system restore back to before i deleted stuff, then taking out this program that my mom had downloaded (down with smiley central!!!), cuz it was made by MyWebSearch, which is definitely adware. blah. so i got rid of all that, and then searched the computer to find that 3 of the files hadn't actually been deleted. so i got rid of those. then i did a virus scan, and it found 3 more files that i needed to delete.
oh life was so wonderful last night.... lol
today i got up at 12:10, cuz i didn't go to bed till about 5 am. i set my alarm for 10:45, called jenny and told her i wasn't going to the thrift store, and then i went back to bed.
today i've been productive, sorta. i finished watching chasing liberty, which i really liked. then i called heidi, and she wasn't home, but beth had her call me back. so i talked to her for a bit. then i did the dishes, cuz mom and dad have been gone since wednesday and this is the first time they've been washed... lol. then i started cleaning the living room, since its on my list of things to do before mom gets home. i started dinner, but its not gonna be done in time for me to eat it before i have to go to work AT 3, EVEN THO MY AVAILABILITY IS 4-CLOSE!!! ohhhh how i hate that place... i just have to keep saying to myself 'overtime...overtime....overtime.....' and reminding myself that by the end of next week, i'll have about 12 hours of overtime.
so now i need to go change my clothes for work, wait for the buzzer on the stove to go off, take the chicken alfredo out of the oven, leave a note for tim if he isn't home yet, take the movies back to the library that are currently 3 DAYS OVERDUE, and then head to work, for the next 9 hours of my life. well that sucks... lol
i'm out.
tim and i gave farrah a ride home, and then came back here and watched chasing liberty. i had to leave before it was over to get to work.
work sucked. a lot. robert had poison ivy and couldn't deal with food at all, shannon was done at 8, and ray was done at 9. so that left me alone for the rest of the night. we got behind, cuz i don't know how to close grill, i only close dishes. and robert was more interested in standing around talking for 2 hours than helping me. needless to say, last night's close sucked. oh and i looked at my schedule while i was on break, cuz they'd put me on the schedule for next saturday, and i told them i couldn't work cuz i was moving back to malone that day. not only am i still on the schedule, now i'm training someone. so it looks like i won't really be back at malone till next sunday, which is really sad. i'm gonna move all my stuff over saturday morning, and then just come home and go back on sunday.
so i was thinking, "ok, i'm going home from work now, this crummy night is over." oh no, not in the least. it rained the whole time i was at work, which i was excited about, cuz my car got semi-clean. but i wasn't so happy when i started driving. i turned my car on, and put it in reverse and backed out of my parking spot, and i hear water swishing around INSIDE my car, and then water proceeds to pour out onto my feet and the passenger side. i was like "WTF???" but i decided to just drive home and worry about it later, cuz i need to call jeff on monday anyway to get my oil changed and my brakes fixed.
ok so bad night over? no not quite. its pretty dark at like 12:15 at night, right? right. so i'm driving home on rt. 14 at the same speed i usually go, like 60 or 65. and the next thing i know, i'm no longer in control of my car, and its careening towards the car thats driving on the other side of the road. i hit a huge patch of water that i couldn't see cuz of the dark, and then i hydroplaned and almost died. good times. so i slowed down to about 45, and i hydroplaned again later. so i slowed down to like 30, and i hydroplaned, once again, later on. so needless to say, i was REALLY not in the best of moods when i got home.
so i get home, and tim had left a note for me that the chimney above the fishtank is leaking (yes, we have a fishtank in our chimney... i know... lol), in two different places, and that i needed to check the buckets before i went to bed. the one was leaking this nasty black color, and the other one was leaking a disgusting pee color. and i was like "oh this is nice..."
so i thought "ok. i'm just gonna get on the computer and talk to some people, i'll be ok." NO!! mom has norton set to run a computer scan every friday night. well, last night it found not one, not 2, not 3... but 8 at-risk files in this computer. 8. oh how i love viruses. so i clicked the delete button, and only 6 of them deleted. 2 of them refused to be deleted. this whole time, people are IMing me, and i can hear the noise, but i can't see what they're saying or type back to them. so i gave up and took a shower. it took me freaking forever to get everything off this computer. i ended up having to use a system restore back to before i deleted stuff, then taking out this program that my mom had downloaded (down with smiley central!!!), cuz it was made by MyWebSearch, which is definitely adware. blah. so i got rid of all that, and then searched the computer to find that 3 of the files hadn't actually been deleted. so i got rid of those. then i did a virus scan, and it found 3 more files that i needed to delete.
oh life was so wonderful last night.... lol
today i got up at 12:10, cuz i didn't go to bed till about 5 am. i set my alarm for 10:45, called jenny and told her i wasn't going to the thrift store, and then i went back to bed.
today i've been productive, sorta. i finished watching chasing liberty, which i really liked. then i called heidi, and she wasn't home, but beth had her call me back. so i talked to her for a bit. then i did the dishes, cuz mom and dad have been gone since wednesday and this is the first time they've been washed... lol. then i started cleaning the living room, since its on my list of things to do before mom gets home. i started dinner, but its not gonna be done in time for me to eat it before i have to go to work AT 3, EVEN THO MY AVAILABILITY IS 4-CLOSE!!! ohhhh how i hate that place... i just have to keep saying to myself 'overtime...overtime....overtime.....' and reminding myself that by the end of next week, i'll have about 12 hours of overtime.
so now i need to go change my clothes for work, wait for the buzzer on the stove to go off, take the chicken alfredo out of the oven, leave a note for tim if he isn't home yet, take the movies back to the library that are currently 3 DAYS OVERDUE, and then head to work, for the next 9 hours of my life. well that sucks... lol
i'm out.
well, i was gonna post tonight. then i had a horrible night, and then i had to save this computer from certain death (aka a virus), and then i talked to janson on the phone for almost 3 hours so i could feel better about my horrible night, and getting some stuff worked out, and now i'm pooped. i'm going to bed. i'll post tomorrow instead. i don't think i'm gonna go to VDO with jenny in the morning, cuz i'll be tired, and there's a lot of stuff around here that needs done.
night.
night.
Friday, August 20, 2004
so, despite what everyone said, i liked the village. it might not have been the thriller that previews on tv made it out to be, but there were definitely a few parts that scared the crap out of me in there. and the twist in it was awesome. i think there were sorta 2 twists. tim and i were talking about that on the way back.
altogether, we were gone for like 5 hours. we went to the bank and to marcs before hand (i had to drop off film), then to the movie, then on the way back we went to taco bell, stopped and got ice cream (and ended a very sad chapter of my life... *sniff*), waved at george, got gas, and went to walmart.
we hadn't been gone very long when someone knocked on the front door. i opened it, and it was maryea, with faith. i hadn't seen them since my graduation party. oh my goodness, faith is so big!! she's a year and 5 months old, and its crazy how big she is!! she saw my car in the driveway, and stopped to say hi. she was on her way up to valerie's (i just typed stark, but i guess her last name is mangus now, huh?) house, so i went with her. it was so weird to be hanging out with a married valerie with a son, and maryea with her daughter. and plus, maryea said that they were inducing labor on april tonight, so hopefully all went well in the birth of david. :)
i hung out there for an hour or so, then i walked back here and called jenny. she came over, tim made the peach cobbler out of a box that mom left for us, and then we went to video safari (or rather, movie gallery) in columbiana and got 13 going on 30 (really good), intolerable cruelty (really strange), and chasing liberty. we watched the first 2 tonight. i'm gonna watch chasing liberty tomorrow probly. or sometime.
i also took out janson's blanket. i didn't like it. i'm starting it over again. (oh come on, y'all knew i was gonna do it eventually, i do it every time i make something!!!)
jenny and i are going to VDO in austintown on saturday. yay!!
my day off was good! too bad tomorrow i have to go back to work... :( i really need to start packing for school sometime, too.
altogether, we were gone for like 5 hours. we went to the bank and to marcs before hand (i had to drop off film), then to the movie, then on the way back we went to taco bell, stopped and got ice cream (and ended a very sad chapter of my life... *sniff*), waved at george, got gas, and went to walmart.
we hadn't been gone very long when someone knocked on the front door. i opened it, and it was maryea, with faith. i hadn't seen them since my graduation party. oh my goodness, faith is so big!! she's a year and 5 months old, and its crazy how big she is!! she saw my car in the driveway, and stopped to say hi. she was on her way up to valerie's (i just typed stark, but i guess her last name is mangus now, huh?) house, so i went with her. it was so weird to be hanging out with a married valerie with a son, and maryea with her daughter. and plus, maryea said that they were inducing labor on april tonight, so hopefully all went well in the birth of david. :)
i hung out there for an hour or so, then i walked back here and called jenny. she came over, tim made the peach cobbler out of a box that mom left for us, and then we went to video safari (or rather, movie gallery) in columbiana and got 13 going on 30 (really good), intolerable cruelty (really strange), and chasing liberty. we watched the first 2 tonight. i'm gonna watch chasing liberty tomorrow probly. or sometime.
i also took out janson's blanket. i didn't like it. i'm starting it over again. (oh come on, y'all knew i was gonna do it eventually, i do it every time i make something!!!)
jenny and i are going to VDO in austintown on saturday. yay!!
my day off was good! too bad tomorrow i have to go back to work... :( i really need to start packing for school sometime, too.
Thursday, August 19, 2004
tim and i are officially home alone until 2:15 am tuesday morning (aka monday night) when i go pick up mom and dad at the amtrak station in alliance (which i ever so conviently know how to get to cuz of sarah). lets party... oh wait, i work every night except for one, that being tomorrow.
work kinda sucked tonight. we got out at an ok time, but everyone was at each others throats. i even semi flipped out on brittany merriman, although i apologized a few mintues afterwards cuz i felt pretty bad about it. i gave sean a ride home afterwards. that boy is polite. he says 'pardon' and when he swears in front of me, he apologizes and says he shouldn't cuss in front of a lady (i don't consider myself a lady, but he's still a gentleman).
so i've had a lot of people tell me not to waste my time on the village. but i know tim really wants to see it, and i do too. i tend to like movies that other people don't like. so we'll see. the offer still stands that tim and i will be at carnation mall in alliance to see the 1:20 pm showing of the village if anyone feels inclined to join us.
i had something else to say, but i completely forget what it was. so i guess thats all for me for now.
work kinda sucked tonight. we got out at an ok time, but everyone was at each others throats. i even semi flipped out on brittany merriman, although i apologized a few mintues afterwards cuz i felt pretty bad about it. i gave sean a ride home afterwards. that boy is polite. he says 'pardon' and when he swears in front of me, he apologizes and says he shouldn't cuss in front of a lady (i don't consider myself a lady, but he's still a gentleman).
so i've had a lot of people tell me not to waste my time on the village. but i know tim really wants to see it, and i do too. i tend to like movies that other people don't like. so we'll see. the offer still stands that tim and i will be at carnation mall in alliance to see the 1:20 pm showing of the village if anyone feels inclined to join us.
i had something else to say, but i completely forget what it was. so i guess thats all for me for now.
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
so mom and i are sitting down, watching love actually, when someone knocked on the door. i answered it, and a man definitely flashes an FBI badge at me. i was like "yeah.. let me get my mom" lol. [he was investigating background on rusty, obviously--and for any who don't know, which i doubt is anyone, but he's my older brother who's in the air force].
reno's new livejournal is friends only, and i don't have livejournal. neither does my homeschooler. maybe her and i should share a livejournal name and see if reno would let us be his friend.
mom and dad haven't left yet. i guess the jeep had some major crap wrong with it, so it got fixed today. they just went to go pick it up tho, and mom wants to leave here before 4 if she can. but i'll be at work by then. (4-close, if anyone feels the need to come visit me!!)
TOMORROW IS MY DAY OFF!!! WOOHOO!!!! i'm so excited. tim and i are gonna go see 'the village' in alliance, either at 1:20 or at 4, i'm not sure yet. and then i'm gonna hang out with jenny. i miss jenny. i haven't seen her since we were at camp. tomorrow is gonna be a gooooood day!!! :) if i can just get through work tonight first... BLECH
tim just got home. we're going to the movie at 1:20 tomorrow. if anyone wants to join us, leave me a comment, or i'll be online after midnight or 12:30. alliance isn't very far away from friends... :)
reno's new livejournal is friends only, and i don't have livejournal. neither does my homeschooler. maybe her and i should share a livejournal name and see if reno would let us be his friend.
mom and dad haven't left yet. i guess the jeep had some major crap wrong with it, so it got fixed today. they just went to go pick it up tho, and mom wants to leave here before 4 if she can. but i'll be at work by then. (4-close, if anyone feels the need to come visit me!!)
TOMORROW IS MY DAY OFF!!! WOOHOO!!!! i'm so excited. tim and i are gonna go see 'the village' in alliance, either at 1:20 or at 4, i'm not sure yet. and then i'm gonna hang out with jenny. i miss jenny. i haven't seen her since we were at camp. tomorrow is gonna be a gooooood day!!! :) if i can just get through work tonight first... BLECH
tim just got home. we're going to the movie at 1:20 tomorrow. if anyone wants to join us, leave me a comment, or i'll be online after midnight or 12:30. alliance isn't very far away from friends... :)
[i stole this from lynne]
Five details about your appearance right now.
1) wet hair
2) 2001 camp luz staff shirt that i bought at mcc connections
3) black adidas shorts that mrs. nappi gave me :)
4) i don't have my glasses on cuz they're nasty from work and i don't feel like cleaning them
5) i have a lot of bracelets/anklets on, and i only made like 2 of them myself. the rest were given to me by campers, except for my awesome twine one that my rochelle made me. oh how i miss her...
Five things you did today.
1) attempted to drive rusty's jeep (attempted being the key word)
2) watched under the tuscan sun and made plans to move to italy
3) worked 4-close
4) told jeremiah to get his stuff out of my car (which didn't happen)
5) took a ride on the breakfast cart at work
Five things that everyone should know about you.
1) i'm sarcastic
2) i HATE being tickled, and if you tickle me, i'll do just about anything to make you stop (i think i bit someone and drew blood one time... i don't do it on purpose, i just hate being tickled that much)
3) i don't like myself very much
4) i'm a pretty emotional person, but i hide it a lot of the time
5) i watch princess bride obsessively. i bet i've seen it 50 times
Five groups/artists you listened to yesterday.
1) ummm lemme think.... yellowcard
2) dashboard confessional
3) pillar
4) linkin park (robert blasted reanimation during close, and i don't like that cd... grrrr)
5) third day
Five things that make you happy.
1) camp luz
2) starbucks
3) days off from work
4) crocheting
5) picture frames
Five things that disgust you.
1) mcd's grease
2) people being IN MY BUBBLE!! even tho sean and ray find it just so hilarious... this is not spain!!!!!!!! grrrr.... lol
3) back acne from all the grease at mcd's
4) hearing people exchange sex stories in the grill. well, its more like they talk about the different 'toys' that they use.... oh sick.... (that grosses me out a lot...)
5) old men who work outside with fat bellies and no shirts. SICK
Five things you can't live without. (it makes me laugh a lot that lynne put mountain dew before friends on hers... haha)
1) God/my church/my sunday school class
2) camp luz/staff/campers
3) friends/boyfriend/family
4) milk
5) chex mix
Five things you'll do when you complete this.
1) click on the 'publish post' button
2) be mean t... i mean talk to janson some more
3) play hearts some more
4) maybe go on ebay
5) go to bed, at some point
Five things you feel right now.
1) my shoulder and arm hurt and i don't know what i did
2) anxious to be DONE at mcd's
3) ready to be back at malone, in some ways
4) not ready at all, in other ways (ali you feel me)
5) sadness, cuz i realized something while i was at work tonight. i don't feel like sharing it tho. it hurts too much.
Five details about your appearance right now.
1) wet hair
2) 2001 camp luz staff shirt that i bought at mcc connections
3) black adidas shorts that mrs. nappi gave me :)
4) i don't have my glasses on cuz they're nasty from work and i don't feel like cleaning them
5) i have a lot of bracelets/anklets on, and i only made like 2 of them myself. the rest were given to me by campers, except for my awesome twine one that my rochelle made me. oh how i miss her...
Five things you did today.
1) attempted to drive rusty's jeep (attempted being the key word)
2) watched under the tuscan sun and made plans to move to italy
3) worked 4-close
4) told jeremiah to get his stuff out of my car (which didn't happen)
5) took a ride on the breakfast cart at work
Five things that everyone should know about you.
1) i'm sarcastic
2) i HATE being tickled, and if you tickle me, i'll do just about anything to make you stop (i think i bit someone and drew blood one time... i don't do it on purpose, i just hate being tickled that much)
3) i don't like myself very much
4) i'm a pretty emotional person, but i hide it a lot of the time
5) i watch princess bride obsessively. i bet i've seen it 50 times
Five groups/artists you listened to yesterday.
1) ummm lemme think.... yellowcard
2) dashboard confessional
3) pillar
4) linkin park (robert blasted reanimation during close, and i don't like that cd... grrrr)
5) third day
Five things that make you happy.
1) camp luz
2) starbucks
3) days off from work
4) crocheting
5) picture frames
Five things that disgust you.
1) mcd's grease
2) people being IN MY BUBBLE!! even tho sean and ray find it just so hilarious... this is not spain!!!!!!!! grrrr.... lol
3) back acne from all the grease at mcd's
4) hearing people exchange sex stories in the grill. well, its more like they talk about the different 'toys' that they use.... oh sick.... (that grosses me out a lot...)
5) old men who work outside with fat bellies and no shirts. SICK
Five things you can't live without. (it makes me laugh a lot that lynne put mountain dew before friends on hers... haha)
1) God/my church/my sunday school class
2) camp luz/staff/campers
3) friends/boyfriend/family
4) milk
5) chex mix
Five things you'll do when you complete this.
1) click on the 'publish post' button
2) be mean t... i mean talk to janson some more
3) play hearts some more
4) maybe go on ebay
5) go to bed, at some point
Five things you feel right now.
1) my shoulder and arm hurt and i don't know what i did
2) anxious to be DONE at mcd's
3) ready to be back at malone, in some ways
4) not ready at all, in other ways (ali you feel me)
5) sadness, cuz i realized something while i was at work tonight. i don't feel like sharing it tho. it hurts too much.
work was ok tonight. jeremiah still didn't get his stuff out of my car (i have a feeling its just gonna ride around with me for a few months, lol). i took a ride on breakfast cart. i was sitting on it, and then i rode on it (with the help of robert guiding me, lol) from there to the cooler, and then i stocked it. but it was fun. lynne came in to see me, which was cool. she talked to me for awhile while i was doing the close dishes. we got out of there around like 11:45, which is awesome. last night i didn't get home till about 1 am, today i was home before midnight.
deb sent out the staff address list today, but i can't open it. the file is excel, and thats not on this computer, or on my computer up in my room. :( i'm really sad, cuz there's some people that i wanted to email or write, and i have to wait till i can get to a computer that has excel to open it, which probly won't be till i get to school and use a computer in a lab. thats sad. :(
wow, short post! go me!! lol
deb sent out the staff address list today, but i can't open it. the file is excel, and thats not on this computer, or on my computer up in my room. :( i'm really sad, cuz there's some people that i wanted to email or write, and i have to wait till i can get to a computer that has excel to open it, which probly won't be till i get to school and use a computer in a lab. thats sad. :(
wow, short post! go me!! lol