i never post on here anymore.. not much change in emily. she did respond a little when her family was in her room one day (i think she coughed or something? i dunno).

band contest is tomorrow. i can't wait... FOR IT TO BE OVER!!!!! i can't believe i used to be a "band geek." i absolutely hate band. i hate going there every day. i hate it. and i've caught him staring at me. I HATE HIM!!!!!!! sometimes i can't wait to go to college and get the heck outta here.

i don't think i ever said anything in here about what i heard a few weeks ago. sara robb liked (likes? who knows) david. so she asked him out. he said no (and get this) cuz he was thinking about trying to get back together with me.... hmmm... nice of him to tell her that. isn't that nice?? DOESN'T THAT FREAKING PISS YOU OFF??? maybe not, but it sure does me. she told kim not to tell me. i'm glad kim did. i freaking hate him. i shouldn't, i know, but i do. i mean he practically stalked me for pete's sake!! every time i turned around he was there, asking me if i would change my mind and go back out with him. i actually had all intentions of being friends with him after i broke up with him. I WISH I HAD NEVER EVEN DATED HIM!!!!!! if i hadn't, i could say that i was single almost all the way thru HS. but he broke my record... dork
i almost hope he reads this. then maybe he'll get a life. i feel sorry for any girl who thinks that she likes him. but it doesn't matter. if he can't get one girl, he'll just go on to the next, and then to the next, and then maybe back to the first one, and then to a different one, then back to the 2nd or 3rd one... its a never ending cycle that i'm freaking glad i'm not a part of. ok i really need to stop being so mean. this is just stuff that i've wanted to say for a long time and held it in. but this is my journal, so i guess i can say whatever i want. ok i'm done...
i'm off to find something more interesting to do.... :)