Friday, April 09, 2004

i got up at 7:30 today. that sucked, cuz i didn't go to bed till 2:30. i'm such a slacker... lol. mom and i took my car down to 344 tire, but jeff wasn't there. so i stuck a note in his door, left my keys inside the door of my car, and then drove my mom to work. i have the minivan for the day. pimpin... lol. all well, i'm not planning on going anywhere till i go to pick my mom up from work at 6:15.
i definitely went back to bed when i got home, and didn't get up till 11. now i'm waiting for my first load of laundry to be done so i can take a shower (i have no clean clothes... haha). my eyebrow ring is lost somewhere in my bed. i can't find it. my piercing is going to close up if i don't find it... i really need to get one that has TWO balls... lol.

i'm going to go play zoo tycoon now. haha. every time i come home, i'm like ZOO TYCOON WOOHOO!! :)

Thursday, April 08, 2004

yesterday
ok so giving blood definitely took 2 hours. it takes me about 20 minutes to pump out my blood (i'm slow, i know... lol), but man did i have to wait freaking forever to even get that far!! but i felt ok afterwards, which is exciting. i decided not to go to work, and i didn't have to go to room draw cuz chrissy did. we're (me, heather, jessie, chrissy, kim, and rachel) in college hill 206 next year. thats on the main floor, and one of the first rooms i guess. yay! that sounds good to me! :) janson came over for a bit, then we went to his house. we watched the stargate pilot. jansons getting into stargate. :) well, i'm forcing janson to get into stargate, lol. i think i fell asleep around 1:30 or so. i must have, cuz i woke up a few hours later and the room was all dark and i was the only one in it, lol.

today
i woke up at 6. i have no idea why, but i did. and i couldn't fall back asleep for the life of me. i got up around 6:30 to go to the bathroom, then turned on jansons monitor and sat on the computer. he musta heard me, cuz he came in at 7. we talked for awhile (he informed me that someone tried to break into my car at 5 am, but his dog and his mom stopped them. that makes me very sad. stupid people!!! i love my car. i need my car!!!), then around 8 or 9, he decided to make me breakfast. scrambled eggs, bacon, and an english muffin. can you tell that i'm spoiled?? lol. and i got to watch xena warrior princess while i ate! yay for xena! lol. the next thing i remember after that is janson poking me at 1:30 in the afternoon. lol. we both fell asleep. we watched tv for awhile (double dare, and super sloppy double dare. haha. it was great), and then went to the mall to get lunch. we went and talked to kelli at the remember me stand (their jewelry is pretty awesome! if i was rich... haha), and then just walked around going in various stores for awhile. i don't know why, but i started feeling rather sick after awhile. like really dizzy, like i was going to pass out. it wasn't fun. but i tried to ignore it. then we went back to his house, and after a bit i headed to malone to pack up my stuff. my car had so much stuff in it... lol. i went back to jansons for awhile and watched indenity with him, and then i headed back here. i got here around 10:40. my car is all unpacked and ready to go to see jeff (my mechanic) bright and early tomorrow morning. oh boy oh boy!!! hopefully i can fall back asleep when i get home....
i'm home!!

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

i just sat in the quad with delight on a quilt for like 45 minutes. it was great. i love delight!! :)

now i'm gonna go give blood, cuz lyle just called and he's going up now. woohoo for giving blood! lol

i'm in a really good mood now, and i don't really know why. i just am. :)
yesterday
ok.... so i got up and went to my 8 o clock class, then hung out in my room for a little bit talking to heather gunsalus and ali/ali's away message, and yeah.. just read me and ali. well me and ali's away message. then ali. but anyway.. lol

relientkbandgeek (9:30:45 AM): up, you don't fit the rolling yells. down, juggernauts hit other indians. uzbekistan hates jerusalem. bedtime for dad. thank you. (thats my interpretation of your away message.)

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relientkbandgeek (10:02:53 AM): yay a new one! hmmm....


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little kites just fly over owls. i saw a jimothy lick cows. xanada knows no waterbuffaloes. (i know thats two words, but just pretend)

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relientkbandgeek (10:21:49 AM): i love you. sally ate oliver. i eat jelly. cows like kelli. silly janson oughta injure doug's elbow.
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monogram1 (10:22:09 AM): you are so my favorite
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monogram1 (10:30:56 AM): i had a dream that you called my after your thing
monogram1 (10:31:29 AM): and you told me you had headaches b/c you were an alien and your home planet was telepathically calling you home, but you had forgotten how to use your telepathy cuz you'd been on Earth for so long

after that, janson came and hung out with me. i called mom to get imogene's address and got some really sucky news about a friend of mine from home. :( then we went to the mailroom so i could mail a card and see if janson could open his mailbox, but he couldn't remember the number or combination. lol. i ordered our tickets to the yellowcard/something corporate concert on the 21st. :) my mom came around 12:20 or so, and we left for the hospital soon after that. the cat scan itself was really fast, like 5 minutes. so i walk back into the waiting room, and my mom is holding an envelope full of pictures. i'm glad that it didn't take long, or who knows what mom would have told/showed him.... haha. she did give him a picture from my senior year of me and tim in our band uniforms. how nice. lets just say if he leaves his wallet unattended, he won't have the picture anymore.... lol. so anyway. we went and got quizno's for lunch, and went to a park to eat cuz i thought it was nice out. or it was freezing cuz of the wind, and yeah... i'm just dumb sometimes thats all. so then my mom decides that we have to go to target so i can buy bras. with janson there. sometimes, my mom...... lol. we ended up at dsw and famous footwear too, cuz my mom thinks she needs more shoes than she already has. i just thought it was funny that my mom had janson drive her van since he knew where we were going, and my mom only sort-of did. it just made me laugh. :) then mom left and i went to jansons. i ended up sleeping for awhile, cuz i was tired. but then thats what i usually end up doing, cuz i'm a slacker... we finished watching stargate, and then went out to milk and honey and then to movies 4 cuz i wanted to see cheaper by the dozen. awww it was really good! :) i love good movies. i want that one now. janson and i got into a big discussion about the number of kids we want. it was really funny. :) then we spent like an hour asking questions like "what was your favorite movie as a kid" and such. it was fun. i love my boy. :) then i came back here and was attacked on my answering machine by stokes, davis, and reno. then i went to bed.

today
skipped personal finance (again.. lol). went to chapel (yay for singing hymns in chapel!! i wish i had been sitting with lyle!!). ate lunch with the same people i always eat lunch with, plus or minus a few. then was informed by matt and reno that i was in their group for a project due in composition today that i didn't know about, and it was due in about an hour. reno wanted to give blood. so we did our project while reno was pumping away, lol. it was funny. those 2 make me laugh.

now i'm doing nothing until my class at 2. roomie is gone for easter, so i have the room to myself until i decide to leave tomorrow. its really empty, cuz she took a lot of her stuff home with her. its sad... :(

ok i'm done. i need drugs, my head hurts.
if i wasn't so tired, i would update. but today was a big day, and i got like 3 hours of sleep last night and an hour nap at jansons earlier. i'm tired. i'm going to bed now.

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

www.playmash.com

You will live in Apartment.
You will drive a Yellow Junker.
You will marry Josh Groban and have 5 kids.
You will be a Telemarketer in Sahara Desert.

i know i already did this. i was just trying to amuse myself...
the stupidest little things can set me off, and i just bawl. i hate it. one little question and i could probly fix how i'm feeling, but no. i worry too much about other people. so i'll just sit here and cry. it figures that i fall apart the night before i have to pretend that i'm strong.....



and i just can't make myself say 'i need you'..........
in less than 11 hours....

Monday, April 05, 2004

24 hours from now it will be over. at least the scary hospital part. at least, the first scary hospital part....


i met him tonight.... in case you didn't catch it the first time... :)
so tonight was a good one. :)
i went over to janson's around 7 or so. then we went to wal-mart cuz i wanted to buy pop-tarts (i ended up with pop-tarts, popcorn, candy bars, a box of crackers, and 2 dvds--forces of nature and the special edition stargate). so while we're looking at dvds, matt thiessen walked past me. i was like "a;slkdfj;lawkejraw;lekrja;wlker" lol. (i know i said i hate relient k. but old habits die hard....) janson started to follow him, and i was like "i'm going to get pop-tarts.." i looked back and they were talking, but i just kept walking. janson came and found me a few minutes later, and was like "yeah we talked, and he told me that he was going to buy some shampoo if you wanted to meet him." so janson forced me to get over my fear and go talk to him. :) so yeah. i talked. to matt thiessen. for like 5 minutes. i shook his hand. and stuff. he told me to talk to him when he's at malone. ha. yeah right. like i'd ever have the guts. lol. he'd never remember me anyway. but yeah... it was awesome. i was like shaking. janson was making fun of me. but yeah... *tracey crosses off another thing on list of things to do before she dies* :)

then we went to jimmy john's (i was hungry) and starbucks. i know, i drove from the strip all the way to the market ave starbucks. cuz i like it better. lol. then we went back to jansons and watched forces of nature. i love that movie. and it was so freaking cheap!! (5.50!!) a little while later, i realized that i had forgotten my keys. again. luckily, liz was online. so janson IMed her and she said she could come let me in. my car is at janson's cuz i was really tired and didn't want to drive. i love my boy a lot. he's so good to me.... :)

so my CT scan is on tuesday....

and i'm going to bed now.

Sunday, April 04, 2004

just talked to heidi for a bit. sort-of. i'm just gonna go cry now...
stolen from brandon, who i don't actually know. but sara knows him... lol

A- Age: 18
B- Band at the moment: maroon 5 or yellowcard
C- Career in future: not sure
D- Dad's name: bob
E- Easiest person to talk to: janson. heidi.
F- Favorite song at the moment: i don't know. i like a lot of songs.
G- Guy's you've kissed: only one. janson. :)
H- Hometown: leetonia, ohio
I- Instruments you play: clarinet... woo buddy... haha
J- Job title: computer lab monitor, camp counselor, and mcdonald's grill worker. ha
K- Kids: i don't know. 2 or 3?
L- Longest car ride ever: south carolina when i was in like 5th grade. i don't really remember it.
M- Mom's Name: lynne
N- Number of people you've slept with: define sleep? i've never had sex, but i've slept in the same bed with various people. lol.
O- Oldest Sibling: rusty, 21
P- Phobias: i don't know.
Q- Quote you like: still the one from forever ago: "i'd give her a HA, and a HI-YA, and i'd KICK her, sir!" --bartok in the cartoon anastasia :)
R- Relationship that lasted the longest: haha if you count me and nathan's on-off-on-off-on-off all through junior high and up until like my sophomore year, then that one. if not, then the one i'm in now is probly the longest.
S- Song at the moment: hmm didn't we have this already??
T- Time you wake up: mondays and wednesdays-8:45. tuesdays and thursdays-7:45. fridays-if i have my noon class, 11:45. if not, then whenever i roll out of bed before my class at 2. saturdays, whenever i roll out of bed. sundays, depends on whether or not i go to church. today i got up at noon.
U- Unknown fact about me: umm.... i have a pimple right now?? lol i don't know
V- Vegetable you hate: raw mushrooms
W- Worst habit: procrastination
X- X-rays you've had: just teeth. but i'm about to get my head x-rayed on tuesday.... eeep!!!
Y- Yummy food: chex mix
Z- Zodiac Sign: i don't buy into the whole astrology thing, but aries
yesterday--went to dinner with sarah, slept until about 8:30, went to milk and honey with janson, sarah, heathro, and joe, had much fun, hung out here with janson until midnight, went to taco bell (took the long way, haha), ate food, realized i forgot my dorm key, woke up roomie, she got pissed at me, then i sat at my computer screen for awhile doing nothing. then i went to bed.

today--got up at 12, went up to lunch, ate with krystian and lyle, discussed how awesome hymns are with lyle (we are so mennonite... lol. we love hymn sings.), talked to them for awhile, came back here, and now i'm doing nothing. i might watch something that i brought from home. maybe a little two towers... :) i love LotR :)

Saturday, April 03, 2004

thursday--went to janson's, stayed up all night

friday--watched the exorcist from like 6-8 AM, took a nap, went with jansonto pick up jake from school, hung out with them until my world civ 2 class at 2, took a nap and a shower, janson picked me up and we headed home, i got my paycheck from mcd's, we went to my house and hung out for a couple hours, came back out here and hung out at his house. well, janson hung out. i fell asleep pretty much right away cuz i was really tired.

today--got up, was lazy for an hour or so, then got my car fixed. well, as fixed as it can get for now. aaron wouldn't let me pay him, and i feel kinda bad about that. he worked on it for at least an hour. but its still not all better. something about teeth missing off the fly wheel... don't ask me i'm car-impaired.
i got in a pretty bad mood then. i don't know why. partly cuz my car ticked me off. but i was a jerk. but then, what else is new??
i was gonna just hang out in here, but jami IMed me and asked if i wanted to watch identity, which i did, so i went to her room and watched that with her. it was really good... wow... one of those movies that you think you have figured out, and then you find out that you don't at all... we talked for awhile after it was over, and then i came back over here. i was gonna take a nap cuz i currently have the worst headache that i've ever had in my life, but i'm hungry cuz i haven't eaten all day. so i'm just gonna stay up. sarah eades went to go practice for awhile, and i'm gonna wait for her, then we're gonna go up to dinner.



i'm sorry for the way that i act.

Thursday, April 01, 2004

new current favorite cd: maroon 5 - songs about jane
MichaelT85: they are like if linkin park and incubus had sex and their ugly threeheaded disfunctional child was born: hoobastank
iwannacLuz: well i'm gonna go to bed now mennonite
relientkbandgeek: good job homeschooler
iwannacLuz: see you tomorrow, sweetie pumpkins!
relientkbandgeek: good night mommy dearest!


i love sarah eades :)