i just spent the last 45 minutes or so reading lynne’s deadjournal. i miss her. i don’t think we hung out at all this summer. i mean i know i wasn’t home much, but i dunno… things with her are just weird. in my view, anyway. maybe she doesn’t notice or care. i just hate it when people tell me that they want to hang out, or that i’m a great friend or something, and then have them go away without even saying bye. once. she mentioned me in her journal once in the entries that i read. and it was just about a time that she went to mcd’s to see if i was working, and i wasn’t. i guess she’s not in mine either tho. i dunno. This is a screwy post. i just wish we coulda hung out before she left.
i’m glad that i hung out with the people i did this last week or 2. jenny, taylor, derek, jeremiah, mike, ashley, kory, abbie, kurt, and there’s probly more. its weird that i’m leaving in 2 days. wow. i think i’m ready. mom and i really get at each other sometimes, dad and i never even talk anymore, i’m just ready to get away from all that for awhile. i’m coming home next weekend, lol. jeremiah’s “celebration of achievement” (lol) party is on sunday, so i wanna come home and go to that. plus i guess jenny’s talking at LMC about her trip, so i’ll probly go to that too. so i’ll be home sunday.
mom said that leah was at church yesterday. she keeps making these little comments about LMC, hinting to me that i should go back. every sunday she tells me who’s asked about me. but i’m not going to go there. i really like Columbiana Nazarene, and am gonna continue going there whenever i’m home. i hated LMC. i do miss the church family a bit tho. i mean that was my church from second grade until just a few months ago. i dunno.
well its 1:30 and i’m still sitting around doing nothing. i think i’m gonna go get the boxes and put my computer in it. and make a last “sweep” of my room to make sure i have what i want out of it. But i’m not too worried about forgetting anything, especially since i’ll be home most of the day on sunday. i need to wash my car too…
oh oh exciting stuff before i go. elizabeth called me on saturday and i told her about sonfest. she’s probly gonna go now. :) that’s really exciting to me. i miss her big time.
ok i’m off to get some stuff done before mom gets home and chews me out [again].