CD of the week: Delirious?-Touch. i just got it. its good stuff. i'm really liking "take me away". the video is great. :)


i called heidi. we're sad, but we're going to make it work. we're still coming out. :)

sometimes i feel really unimportant. i was talking to brian hershberger online last night. i'm supposed to be meeting him, ali, and david in alliance on saturday. but they don't know if david's coming up. even if he doesn't, i still want to do something to get out of the house. i mentioned that to brian, and he was kinda weird about it. i got the impression that he wasn't interested if david wasn't coming up. you know, i really have lost my friends. they say that i haven't, but i have. i used to be so close to brian. now he doesn't want to drive 20-30 minutes to see me. a few years ago he would have freaking walked if he had to. but now he doesn't really seem to care. it doesn't really bother me i guess. i'm trying not to sound as depressed as i usually do about everything. i'm used to it. so i'll be ok.

so i've had a headache for about 3 days straight now. i really think i need to go to the doctor. but i don't think we can afford it. i know my mom really wants to go get a new prescription, she has for like 2 years now. she just spent her money for that on a new stove (yes, our stove broke 4 days before christmas.. it sucked.. lol). so if i went to see a doctor, she wouldn't be able to go get a new prescription/new glasses. so i think i'll just live w/my headaches for awhile longer. i've lived with them for this long already, i'll be ok.

night... i'm gonna go overdose on ibuprofen (JUST KIDDING!!don't flip out on me like last time!!) and then try to sleep off this headache... :-/